☁️💫We're All Going Madd💫☁️

you can call me noelle! :) she/her, 21, aegosexual <3 physically disabled/autistic 🩵 this is a MaDD blog if u haven't noticed :D

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

hi! my name is noelle! :)

my inbox is always open! y'all are welcome to dm me if you want to talk about paracosms and stuff, or even if you just need to vent about madd or anything. I'm here to listen. :) I sometimes vent on here but I'll always put a tw.

cancer free!

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this was made by @abandonedquishe !

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[smallpwbbles]

Happy pride month my peeps!! (Why the fuck are we half way thru the year already?)

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

does anyone else go through phases of not wanting to daydream to music? or even just wanting to listen to instrumentals

sometimes, i just want to watch my paras interact and watch scenes play out where no music is needed. like, the music is just too much or doesn't fit the moment at all

[alanrobertmassey]

"But not yet, Please" from my debut poetry collection Clean Afternoon Love

[petewentz-]

It's fun being queer and weird and unconventional until you remember you live in a society

[petaltexturedskies]

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin Vol. IV: 1944-1947

[duckydaydream]

*daydreams to avoid my trauma*

*gives myself a story 10 times as traumatic*

[spicymotte]

reminder for myself when I feel bad about making the same OC over and over again

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

guys if you have an addictive personality or struggle with addiction please don't try 7oh if you hear about it or you're offered it unless you're in that much pain and really need help 😭 or if it’s a choice between this or the streets (i know that's not ideal but some people really don't have many choices).

like I am 100% an advocate for harm reduction and plain leaf kratom (like, an extremely strong advocate), but these alkaloid/7oh withdrawals are worse than a lot of real opioids. I got into such a bad situation with becoming addicted to it too, like I literally have spent over $700 probably starting in November. and I take a lower dose than most people, like way lower. 

and when I first tried it, I didn’t even like it, but it was enough. and obviously my followers know the shit I have been through with opioids. my dumbass fucking ruined my own clean streak. just be careful y'all 😭 but obviously this is 100% my fault but this shit is just insane

I mean, I’m off of it now because it was banned in my state but it’s probably going to be banned across the nation (i really hope plain leaf stays legal tho). 

[gumy-shark]

fuuuuuuck it’s been a longass day i need a hit [plugs my headphones into my cd player and visibly relaxes] aww yeah that’s the good stuff right there

[i-am-a-fish]

don't be mean to yourself that's you

[i-am-a-fish]

you live there

[lavenderpanic]

all of my writing is actually just thinly-veiled fantasy about being seen at your worst and still being loved

[storybookprincess]

if i can impart any one piece of wisdom to y’all, it’s to, whenever possible, assume good intentions

assume people are trying their best, want to be good and treat others well, and that when their behavior doesn’t align with those goals, it’s because of outside factors that are pushing them to their limit

it’s hard to do, it doesn’t always come naturally, but it’s worth it

[storybookprincess]

before anyone jumps in with an “op has clearly never worked in the service industry,” i work in a public facing library job

i have a patron who is mean as a snake. won’t respond when you greet her, barks orders at you, and is generally nasty

i couldn’t stand her & dreaded the moment she walked in the door, until i stopped one day & went “wow, to walk around feeling unhappy enough to treat people so horribly every day. what a difficult way to live.”

and so my tactics changed. i made a point to be extra kind & friendly to her. she changed her hair color one day & when i complimented her on it, she was very caught off guard & said “oh, thank you. my whole life i’ve thought i was ugly.”

now we’re at the point where she shows me pictures of watercolor paintings she made & says hi when she walks in the door. she’s not my favorite patron, but she’s perfectly okay. most unpleasant people aren’t inherently rotten, they’re just unhappy & coping with it poorly

assume people are always doing their best, even if their best happens to fall a bit short. assume good intentions

[charseraph]

[not drawing voice] I miss my character.

[coldgoldlazarus]

[not writing voice] I miss my character.

[smaysmisk]

[not playing dnd voice] I miss my character.

[daydreamer-polls]

How are your paracosm members typically created?

I have to plan and make them myself

I make some plans, but can't control all of it

I have little control over the details, but can choose to add them

I know when it might happen and plan for it

I don't control anything / its spontaneous

There is no consistent process

Something else

Voting ended onMar 25

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

this is interesting!! i love how most of us never have full control over everything 😭

[2very-2uncorrect]

Hey so I thought we as userbase should organize spontaneous blackout protest against shapes inc ads here. I thought Feb 26th would be a good date (so ppl has 72 hrs notice if they want to participate), we would log off for 24hrs to show tumblr we are not okay with that (and also for shapes to get less ad revenue for a day in a process lol). Tag would be 'anti shapes inc protest'

If you like the idea/want to participate, help spread the word by reblogging this ask. Thanks <3

I would happily comply with this, hopefully enough people participate for it to make an impact!

[undefined333]

Yo everyone who sees my blog. How about we do this

(+overall it's good to take a break from social media)

@kingkit7734 @withered-roses-still-live @ex-bus @starryvirus @reincarnated-gay-fox @mjthesilly @sprinty-ua spread the word if you want to

[autisimyfoxerronii]

Yes this is something we should do, so fellow tumblrians spread the word

@the-king-of-beans-offical @astracaedes @ayane-chan-loves-water @algae122 @beansandsausages32 @do-not-u-dare @drudg30n @dramaticinlyf @evilpineapple-offical @evee1308 @featherednonsense @fox-offical @gayward-fagabond @ghostlybluetrain @heart-offical @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @irrelevantsarcasmghost @instant-yuri-machine @jel-e-ton @kingkit7734 @lokisflame @loco-the-wolf @laciffo-natas @midnight-blue-wolf-official @mjthesilly @make-me-president @mossymenaces @no-one-offical @ninahufflepuff @p1per-will-kill-you @raynilikescats @roseisgoat @ririwithrice @sok-offical @thedogbard @the-bone-eating-vulture @the-grassy-hill @undefined333 @vaporeon-offical @withered-roses-still-live @winterinkspill @zeldafloof @zeta-finnish @ash-cherryblossom

Please spread the word

(Yes i tagged people im not moots with but this is important)

[ayane-chan-loves-water]

YES I LOVE THIS!!

@zaiisacreep @no-one-offical @withered-roses-still-live @livstudioss @livviedaltonvintagedoll @dramaticinlyf + open tags!!

[dramaticinlyf-deactivated202604]

yesyesyes!!! we should totally to something like thiss!!!

@shenanigan42 @eleventhirtythoughts @withered-roses-still-live @do-not-u-dare @ravensncrowsx @the-aricher @p1per-will-kill-you @sunnyarik3r @oxyisdamoron @thatchaoticbookworm @no-one-offical @astracaedes + all the moottieeeeeesssssss

[lotions-potions-and-notions]

I hate these adds so much

@sapphic-offical @dramaticinlyf @aloysiusius @printer-reads-books-505 @gracious-midnight @slowwalkingbisexualgirl @221lesbiandconfused @joylivie @the-aricher @myrahill @starstruck-daydreamer @souperache @not-a-gay-fangodess @candiceturner @wallyblack1925-offical @mayawithany @miniaturespirestorm @bucky-barnes-at-221b @foundheaveen @coneheadobviously @krow-offical @brambledeggss @eleventhirtythoughts @thatsmyineffablelifeline @hawthorne-swift-enthusiasttt @misskris-x0

[miniaturespirestorm]

Lets fucking go

Tags under the cut

@messercrashem @notadhdjustvibes @lunaremusblack @poofypanda12 @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @itstrueiwastheplantmister @allie-marauder @asistanttothewallflower @ayat-official @aamtreeanalogy @acotar-lover @brosaraccon @cornishpadfoot @chemicalwolfgames @dorothyydoo @5tars-in-my-eyes @dramaticinlyf @darlingmylovethatsmurder @edensolace @fandom-gremlin @slvt4bowie @satan-offical @starcroww @fancysheepnacho @hawthorne-swift-enthusiasttt @inkclot @justaredconversegirl @kalepopcorn @lotions-and-potions @lola-by-the-kinks @malinamagdalena @remuuuuuuu @rablovergirl @rosemaryy17 @the-eaters @xim-syringe

[edensolace]

FUCK YEAH

Tagging @ars-per-aspera @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @miniaturespirestorm @justaredconversegirl @asistanttothewallflower @nightmarebyanothername @moonys-chocolate28 @ilowkeyhateithere @ghost-in-park @coffee-is-my-oxygen @the-eaters-digest @aamtreeanalogy @actuallyathena05 @demographictransitionmodel @the-dead-girl-in-the-pool @sad-traffic-cone @omnipotentnothing @rainey-starz @knightmossy @loonylara @em0tionallymotionsick @dootdoodle @fxtion-fweax @onecoolbeetle @imkindasleepdeprived @princesswidget and anyone else who wants to participate

[loonylara]

DEFINITELY

@withdevovotion @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @space-girliee @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @marriedtonarcissablack @chaoticheartbeliever @psychocoloneisanders @reggiesasleep @starcroww @darlingmylovethatsmurder @luvieville @decomposed-deity @sorryilovejegulus @mothwingsmayy and EVERYONE

[decomposed-deity]

FUCK shapes inc., tags below the cut

@i-am-a-fish @official-linguistics-post @hellsite-hall-of-fame @helloitsbees @bylerworld @bylerpanic @chiotri-loves-davekat @luckyntpoet @spookytreerebel @itwasa-7 @thaly-does @liberalsarecool @antiai @ao3tags @multi-bee-tings @mmmsoggy-cereal @fallingmaddlyinlove @sparklejumpropex @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @wheelersheart @henderhopped @gaybybirth @buckleybeat @willel @michael-queerler @thaly-does @blueandyellowmeet @byerswheeler @heloisbyler @bylerpanic @bylerspite @bylersbrainrot @bylerplspls @biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist @strangerlesbians @staff @vanishbyers @howyougethegirl @what-even-is-thiss @neil-gaiman @pensbridgerton @queerxqueen @queen-of-hawkins-why-ler @doubleca5t @helloitsbees @mindflamer @lesbianhouseplant

& EVERYONE

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Melissa Cox