Everyones A Jerk

22 | normal guy | it/its anti endo

[deafandbewildered]

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◞ ★ ︉﹒name︔ Winter

ᨳ pronouns ﹕ it/its only

◞ ★﹒ stances︔ anti endo/willo, anti dark ship, anti radqueer, pro Palestine, leftist

ᨳ xtra ﹕ 20+, DID, taken, rromani

◞ ★ ︉﹒ ︉byf︔ I’m quite opinionated, I’m prone to forgetting the internet exists, I’m bad at self censoring and may get into fights by accident

ᨳ dni ﹕ (pro/neu) endo, (pro) polymind, basic DNI criteria, under 17 in DMs or off anon messages, pro/dark ship, radqueer, (pro) para, Zionists/two state solution (kill yourself bloody)

◞ ★ ﹒more︔ ︉Im always looking for friends and moots!!

I love horror, comics, dnd, video games and music

I’m a massive history nerd

I’m very political

I love my boyfriend to the moon and back

I follow from a main acc that’s not system related (starts with Wep)

Tag code

.whoturgled - random nonsense

.matcheardont - disk horse

.misfitsorbet - venting

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[deafandbewildered]

I adopted another cat... I said that I wanted a low maintenance cat and then ended up with a Persian.... I said I would only adopt adults and I ended up with a two month old.......

[normalhumanity101]

Something that truly annoys me as a system who struggles everyday due to oea/tmbc flashbacks is people trying to convince young kids that they’re a system just because they change their looks a lot or have memory gaps. Genuinely so annoying. No you aren’t automatically a system just because you vaguely relate to a systems post or because you see a lot of systems in your feed.

[deafandbewildered]

This got so fucking bad with tiktok and those "signs you might have [disorder]" videos. While those may be good to do some introspection, you can't self diagnose based off a few second long video by someone who in most cases isn't even a medical professional.

[deafandbewildered]

Your period will always hit when you're dead broke and can't afford more tampons

[deafandbewildered]

Something about thinking you're a new part and then having a flashback to grade 11 pre COVID making your first ever pk profile and remembering your name on that first list

[deafandbewildered]

I've gotten a lot more comfortable around trying not to be as ashamed of having DID, I'm almost considering doing an alter intro or making a tag to distinguish myself, it seems like I split to become the new host, something we haven't truly had in maybe two or three years now. It's the first time in about a year that only one part has been fronting at a time instead of two.

[deafandbewildered]

Opened my inbox and had asks from February... Jeez... Well if anyone wants to interact again (after 4 months) they're open again

[anti-willo-skywalker]

Can you imagine if people acted how endos do about DID with other disorders? If there were people who try to will having schizophrenia or anxiety. But those aren't desirable, theres no seemingly "fun" part of those. Yes, there are transID people but even endos have problems with them, so if we can accept that people trying to "transition" to having a disorder is bad, unless roleplaying sounds like fun.

[deafandbewildered]

Okay inactive again because my grandfather is dying, my life is like a videogame

[deafandbewildered]

Okay I'm done moving for the most part, I can be normal again

[deafandbewildered]

Sorry I’m inactive I’m moving and also going insane

[deafandbewildered]

If you think “sysmeds” are Nazis I’m going to assume you’re an upper middle class white person who has never faced a day of oppression in their lives.

Nazism is not someone telling you to stop playing pretend on tumblr.

My family was murdered, my history stolen from me, I live in a nation that two generations ago my family had no connections to because my paternal grandmother was shipped out of her home to a different continent to escape Nazi rule.

People are being kidnapped from their homes, jobs, schools. People are being murdered by the state. There’s mass graves outside of “detention centres”. People close to me have had their family members forcibly disappeared.

Babies are being bombed, families are being slaughtered in open air concentration camps. People are being starved, kidnapped, tortured on a systemic level.

The amount of privilege you must have to say that people calling out your ableism are Nazis while this is what’s happening around you? What the fuck is wrong with you, genuinely, how do you place being told to fuck off on tumblr at that same level? You’re a terrible person if you believe this, an actual fucking monster. Theres a reason why the globe calls you the great Satan, you have no perspective outside of your own.

You are a bad person.

[parts-of-one]

Calling "sysmeds" nazis is holocaust trivialization and it could also be considered a form of holocaust denial.

People don't understand what kind of impact seemingly "small" things such as calling people (who aren't nazis) nazis can have on how nazism and the holocaust is viewed. Antisemitism and nazism has been getting worse the past few years and this type of behavior certainly isn't helping. Also, I'm very dissappointed that so many people who act like this call themselves allies and friends of Jewish people.

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[anti-willo-skywalker]

Oh look, another AW blog. I’m a trend hopper.

You can call me whatever, I don’t use my real name on this platform at all for safety reasons, convenience sake Skywalker or Ani is probably the easiest.

This blog is anti any endogenic or non traumagenic identity. I am not here to argue with you but if you come into my DMs or posts then you’ve accepted that I will respond and most likely not in the kindest way (however I will always approach good faith questions with genuine answers).

I have a big interest in the history of the DID community online, I’ve read a lot of zines from the early days of the system community, blogs, websites. I’m also very interested in anthro, psych and sociology and really hate when people misunderstand what each of those fields of study are for.

Please send me asks or comments, I love interaction and hope to make some new friends.

The owner of this account is over 20 and while this account doesn’t have a minimum age requirement please refrain from DMing me if you’re a minor- unless it’s a pressing matter like platforming of supporting someone that has a checkered past!

I will probably remake this later

[deafandbewildered]

If you can find my secret new account I’ll give you a cookie

[anti-willo-mark-grayson]

I love you systems who want final fusion.

I love you systems who want functional multiplicity.

I love you systems who don’t know what their path towards integration will look like.

I love you systems who are too afraid to seek help.

I love you systems who are working up the courage to ask for that help.

[deafandbewildered]

How to know if you split or if it’s just identity confusion tutorial no glue no borax

[deafandbewildered]

TUTORIAL OLEASE

[sysfreak-official]

"not all pro endos are mean sui-baiters who call systems slurs!!!" and not all antis are hyper-aggressive harassers who want endos to die but you all just loooove to stereotype disabled people as being evil and dangerous. I wonder why that is.