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[acircusfullofdemons]

⧼ 🪡 ⧽﹒ ABOUT ﹒✧

Luka. they/he. LVL 22. aro/bi. Probably some kind of hellfox. I spend most of my time daydreaming & chronically thinking about my ocs, which is what most of the content on this blog is related to.

Uuhh idk I really like worldbuilding, be prepared to get psychic damage from trying to learn about my universes lol I apologize in advance.

⧼ 🪡 ⧽﹒ OTHER BLOGS ﹒✧

@labyrinthofcrystals -> fandom blog.

@timeless-selfships -> selfshipping blog.

@detective-hyde -> art archive blog.

@crystalized-dragons -> spyro blog.

@madasacrow / @fractured-fables / @eternal-labyrinth-au / @timeless-universe -> paracosm blogs. fandom & non-madd dni.

@kristillianlibraryarchive -> plural blog.

@ultimatedaydreamingguide -> madd resource blog.

@cybercat-exe -> codeblr/old web.

@reblogredux -> misc blog.

⧼ 🪡 ⧽﹒ SOCIALS ﹒✧

I am on most places as some variation of acircusfullofdemons and/or detectivehyde, though tumblr is my "main" social media platform aka I'm on here the most & check/update it most often. If you're wondering if an account is me, feel free to send an ask.

Instagram / Toyhou.se — acircusfullofdemons.

Pinterest / Spotify — DetectiveHyde.

Tiktok — detective_hyde.

Discord — mutuals only.

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[acircusfullofdemons]

WHEN DO YOU GET TO WATCH THE MOVIE?!?!?

Tomorrow! I have a 4PM showing 💔 trust me once I watch the movie YOU WILL KNOW I WILL BE SCREAMING ABOUT IT

[zegalba]

Kris Kuksi: Tribulation (2015)

[finchxs-reverie]

sorry if this is strange but finding your blog made me realize I haven't seen an immersive daydreamer whos older than like mid 20s. I guess I just never thought of daydreaming as something that could still be a part of me (that I like) when im older, rather than like residual mental illness from highschool. I have a lot to reconsider now. very cool blog btw

Oh absolutely, one of the reasons I wanted to start this blog was because I didn't see much from older ID'ers out there and since I figured out a lot of it before I had access to the internet my views or insights might be helpful. Not that I've posted nearly as much as I have wanted to but your ask definitely makes me feel inspired to actually write the stuff down I've been meaning to and post it.

In college I posted on live journal and there wasn't much interaction (I don't think MADD or ID were being used as terms back then) but I remember a post I made the about how my daydreaming would always be a part of my life no matter what happened, even if I got married or had a career or moved and all of that has happened and I'm still an immersive daydreamer and it still makes my life better.

Certainly a big part of that is that I was born with a disablility and I've had surgeries all my life and none of that ever went away. I live with a lot of pain and anxiety and trauma and yeah my inner world and imaginary friends help me cope and keep my life on track but even when I feel well and life is going well, immersive daydreaming is a part of my life and helps me figure out things about myself and the world beyond coping and surviving.

Hopefully I can post more on my blog like I have been planning but if you or anyone reading have any other questions that can serve as a catalyst for me to write about my experiences and hopefully help others out there. Your ask isn't strange at all. It made my day! Thanks for stopping by 💞

[mgsr]

[petaltexturedskies]

Virginia Woolf, A Passionate Apprentice: The Early Journals 1897-1909

[acircusfullofdemons]

Pre-relationship Circus Demon where Rowan accidentally pins Calypso down and is swarmed by so many Gay Thoughts he just kinda freezes there until Cali is like "hey uhm are you ok" & Rowan has to pretend to be #normal about it

[acircusfullofdemons]

You'd think I'd lie? About Rowan being a pathetic gay loser? Never.

[acircusfullofdemons]

Pre-relationship Circus Demon where Rowan accidentally pins Calypso down and is swarmed by so many Gay Thoughts he just kinda freezes there until Cali is like "hey uhm are you ok" & Rowan has to pretend to be #normal about it

[rimonoroni2]

what people don’t understand about how adhd is disabling is that it’s not just getting temporarily distracted from, like, school work or hobbies. it’s getting distracted/being unable to motivate yourself to go to the doctor, eat regularly, do hygiene tasks, etc. it’s not knowing when or how long it will take you to do something, ANYTHING, and in many cases that thing is taking a shower or keeping your house from turning into a biohazard. it’s about being fundamentally incapable of controlling your attention and focus on anything, even and especially things you need to do to survive.

[parakeet]

just saw a 'comments' tab on someones blog you know where the following and likes tabs would be if enabled and it was just showing all the replies theyve made on peoples posts. this is fascinating when did this feature come out

[parakeet]

EMERGENCY - ITS AUTO ENABLED!

if you've made replies on posts there is now a tab on your blog showing every post youve replied to and your reply.

if this is not what you want, either go to your blog and click comments and disable it from there or just go to your individual blogs setting pages. just change it from blue to grey if you dont want everyone to see your replies AND the post you're replying to

PLEASE BE ADVISED that it is set to disabled for blogs that have not made any replies but it will turn ON if you reply with that blog in the future.! i just tested it with my main, which was greyed out but it turned on the moment i left a test reply

figured i'd get the word out bc i have not seen a single mention of this and i'm sure there are plenty of people who maybe comment on things they don't want on display for everyone to see on their blog lol. you can still look at your replies with it toggled off just no one else can, like locking the following and likes list

[parakeet]

so for some reason this feature was actually announced on the tumblr engineering blog. interesting choice not to reblog it to the staff or tumblr blog, esp considering they asked for user input on how to implement it, but i suppose considering the response to the last update maybe the replies would be too overwhelming...

so couple of clarifications. comments are disabled as default for primary blogs that have their likes disabled. they are seemingly enabled for all other blogs that have replied to posts

posts you comment on may show on your followers 'for you' page if you leave your replies publically available. they may, in the future, show in on your followers dashboard if your follower goes to their dash settings and enables this. apparently, if your likes are enabled, your followers can already see those on the dash if they've gone into preferences and selected to do so, which I was unaware of, and that seems to be disabled at default, but it's possible i disabled it previously and forgot about it ig

[battlecrazed-axe-mage]

There are few color palettes my eyes love more than the original Gilbert Baker pride flag

Like dang, nailed it the first time, A+++ 0 notes

[emotionallychargedtowel]

I’m having déjà vu but I really don’t think I already posted this, so here goes.

Not only was Baker’s flag gorgeous, he had some fascinating and poignant ideas about what the colors he used symbolized.

This is from page 82 of Queer X Design: 50 Years of Signs, Symbols, Banners, Logos, and Graphic Art of LGBTQ by Andy Campbell, which I highly recommend.

[auxphono]

Needed a clean graphic for a project, and figured while I was vectoring I would put sex and magic back in.

Happy Pride Month

[auxphono]

Reblogging this yearly for anyone who needs a very clean version <3 Happy Pride.

[drosophilamania]

Reblog to put the sex and magic back into pride

[dwynartist]

we ride for hope and joy and to thrive, however the world may be

[acircusfullofdemons]

Genesis: It's Pride Month, Gregory. You know what that means!

Gregory: Huh what.

Gregory: Do you want us to make like. A gay video game. What.

[pillowspace]

The trick to making a good story is to make the story before the characters so you can focus on how they serve the narrative, however this advice is not heeded for my OCs, for they are the jesters that exist to entertain me and nothing more. If I want a specific kind of character to exist, they shall

[pillowspace]

"What purpose does [oc] serve" well you see, all the other ocs thought they looked like a sad puppy so they got to stay

[many-blogs]

Posting about the Mem Am Symbiotesonas made us nostalgic. While we don't have any new Memento Amouri: Midnight Prowler content to post, we do have a good chunk of it saved, and decided to repost it online for ✨ funsies ✨

First things first, years before Mem Am came into exist, Horrance (right) was originally a yandere OC, along with Reylin (left) and Tillian (middle). Because they were OCs and not paras, they really weren;t that well developed. Reylin was a classic yandere, while Tillian, her brother, was a familial yandere. Horrance was a more introverted yandere, who quietly stalks his Darling from a distance and is more limerent than openly obsessive. These traits would carry over when he became a para in Mem Am.

A couple months later, another yandere would be added, though she wouldn't be named until a couple years later after Mem Am was already being written:

She'd become Hartley in Mem Am, and as a yandere, was basically the female version of Horrance. Both were quiet, withdrawn, aloof stalker types who don't make themselves known to their Darlings while Reylin and Tillian were the classic type: being warm, personable and adoring until something or someone triggers their violent, controlling, sadistic side.

Here's the yandere group one last time <3

While making Mem Am, Donn had a bunch of comfort paracosms to take a break from the dark and heavy content of Mem Am. Reylin and Tillian were featured in the original iteration of the Band AU, as well as the Psycho-Pass AU. Tillian would go on to be featured in Memento Amouri: Until Death (Samson. Anyone remember Samson?) and Reylin is in Memento Amouri: Midnight Prowler as a person in Horrance's childhood.

And that's it for this post! These guys were just some loose concepts in our head that went back on the shelf until Jan. 2021, when a Netflix true crime documentary altered our brain chemistry and Made A Guy about it (via MaDD and DiD, but we wouldn't learn that for four more years).

[blennie]

I mean he’s kinda ugly and freaky looking I’ll admit it but he’s special to me so it’s fine