Rise and Fall of a Poet

Just a selection of poems written about society,myself, and whatever crosses my mind.

[fallunderwinter]

I need help.

 So how do I ask this? I met someone and we seemed to connect. I'm not asking for a witch hunt, but if you guys could help boost this in the one in a million chance they see it? And if she does, and it's still silence. Well I can at least say I tried. Even if you don't share this, thank you for reading and maybe just maybe I'm not crazy.

                                              Colorado Acid

     And I wait, and I wait

So now it seems

Your heart skipped me

Yet we haunt the others dream

Salute taught me I'm a winner 

Found a diamond in the stars 

And I wait and I wait 

for our wedding yesterday

Not too late, no it's not too late 

to make the date

Hard rock, metal, In Flames 

Acid Wash princess in waiting 

Empty, darkness, major tom 

Soldier from newfound lands

Share a purple heart

Must be fate

And I wait and I wait 

for our wedding yesterday 

Not too late no not to late 

To make the date 

One last call from nowhere 

I hope it's good to see me here 

keep your smile in place 

For Bagheera and Shere Khans sake 

While I wait in dreams.

[fallunderwinter]

 Almost all my heroes are gone now, and i can’t say everyday doesnt get harder. Even though the person closest to me me cares, losing another has grown to haunt me worse then before.  So i ask even though people you idolize are gone, and your here with no one to rememebr your name. Is it worth it? To keep your dreams,and ideals in check when the world cast them aside at everyturn? I’m not sure, but im slowly losing it, i would starve for my dreams, and my ideals. Its just at everyturn this world tells me im wrong. Oh well suffer in silence, its what the internets for.

[freyjahellstrom-deactivated2018]

It’s like… stop… stop fucking dying

Mike McCready on losing Seattle musicians. (via freyjahellstrom)

  Mark Lanagan and  Eddie Vedder that means you.

[fallunderwinter]

Lost Inside my sick head I live for you, but I'm not alive Take my hands,before I kill I still love you, but, I still burn

Layne Staley - Alice in Chains - Love Hate Love

[fallunderwinter]

Return

I tear myself from the cobwebs And feel the first shine of light Have I always been so lost Inside clouds of doubt Freedom. Merciful. Found Life renewed, Death accepted A return from a hollow point So carefully i now wait For what I can anticipate From the world around

[fallunderwinter]

If I cut off your arms And I cut off your legs Would you still love me Anyway?

Michale Graves - The Misfits - Helena

[1amdepression]

[fallunderwinter]

Cracks

What can you possibly do When every little crack In your facade begins to grow Every little light Begins to escape All that's left inside Are worries and wanting Leaving a stain of who you are Try to repair and hold in place But as hard as you hold on It still gets away Some days there is no way Embrace the shadows that remain Rebuild the cracks in the facade

[fallunderwinter]

Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth You pull on your finger, Then another finger, Then your cigarette The wall-to-wall is calling, it lingers, Then you forget Ohhh, you're a rock 'n' roll suicide

David Bowie - Rock n Roll Suicide

[rockhard-ridefree]

[fallunderwinter]

Philosophy Of a Heartbeat

I'm done with fairytales Happily ever after never comes The only words I’ve ever heard That are true, Is that Romance is dead.... Romance is dead Paint that on my headstone and try to forget The lie of a life i lead

Lower me down to the ground below Don’t throw roses there beauty is a lie Don’t send me prayers, or even think to cry Just remember what the devils said Love and romance are dead Love and romance are dead

Yeah my story ends with a knife in the back My heart has collapsed My philosophy was a suicidal attack

Lower me down to the ground below Don’t throw roses there beauty is a lie Don’t send me prayers, or even think to cry Just remember what the devils said Love and romance are dead Love and romance are dead

The last page is tattered and torn It speaks of lies, and poison words My last words were "I Love You Too" Your final words to me "I Lied" Then blackness and the flames came up And the words on my gravestone burn like embers Romance is dead.... Romance is dead

Lower me down to the ground below Don’t throw roses there beauty is a lie Don’t send me prayers, or even think to cry Just remember what the devils said Love and romance are dead Love and romance are dead

[fallunderwinter]

I don't care if Monday's black Tuesday, Wednesday heart attack Thursday never looking back It's Friday I'm in love

Robert Smith - The Cure - Friday I’m In Love

[wordsnquotes]

If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.

Unknown

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yeah..

(via blackismyhappycolorbae)

[fallunderwinter]

Rebirth

As the world restarts back to one Everything I've worked for Taken away by a cruel twist of fate A single spark and its all reset Burning flames consuming Everything within What can i do? A life i tried to lead Suddenly gone with natures ire A karmic resolution The old ways funeral pyre Why do the fates Make everything so dire

[fallunderwinter]

Black nails, black hair, black lips And your deep black dress Black mind, black tears, black is The colour of your life

Black Is The Colour Of Your Life - Reflexion

[fallunderwinter]

Train

So we start the train Same old road again The price is always the same Happiness and friends For a ticket of nothing But without the rest It is much easier To see whats best

This is the train of pain And every stop is something You wish you'd never seen Remember this place Remember there face Remember what you had As you know your nothing but bad

So now to decide If this is the final trip and if its time to say goodbye Not much longer now And you will reach the end But times running out and do you even fully understand Whats around the final bend?

This is the train of pain And every stop is something You wish you'd never seen Remember this place Remember there face Remember what you had As you know your nothing but bad

[chasemisprintedlies]

[fallunderwinter]

Still my favorite Manson era,