Stop All the Clocks (This Is the Last Time I’m Leaving Without You)
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tags: MCD , grief/mourning , angst , Drarry , HPDM , auror partners, non linear narration
Absolutely breathtaking. The way firethesound has encapsulated grieving into this-- it's insane.
It is SO sad, and So beautiful; there are things that will stick to you. Haunt you. The same way it haunts Harry.
For me these are the "You cut toasts in half corners if you love someone," ; The mugs at stasis, holding on for six years. "He was always good at charmwork." ; and of course, "I was wondering when you'd show up."
I love the parallels, the weaving between past and present by using specific words. It is just so goregous done. And Harry's loss was so huge, by the end of the fic, I felt like it was me who had lost a part of myself.
The whole death part was so abrupt, so sudden, like the snap of fingers. One instant he was here, the other, not. The way Harry had to navigate his life. The way he kept coming across things; socks, jumpers, mugs, memories, the fucking ring. God the ring broke me. That was so cruel. My gods.
As I read this, I began getting angry on Harry's behalf; I was mad when Harry put the ring back; mad when people told him to move on; angry when they said him going to meet the Shade was unhealthy; angry when at the end he did do what was good for him, removing the stasis and cleaning the house.
Gods I was so mad. That's how brilliant this fic is. Definitely a classic.