in this reailty I fill my time with medical study, fskating, & art
my other realities include {but are not limited to}
ok so i shifted again... i was in the middle of yk.. with my so and idk even know what to say. also missed one of my job interviews, thought it was at 2pm instead of 12pm. so i was likee ayeee lets go back to bed, then got into sleep paralysis, and oh!!!!! my!!!!!! godddd!!!!!!!
I thought what i was feeling was just symptoms for a moment and then it got more intense and i won't get into to details but yea... ! uhhh i don't even know man. stayed there for a bit, but to be honest i didn't want to shift to that exact timeframe of my dr so i just came back. so..... ?????? idk how to feel
oh and i feel like i need to emphasize how it felt to be my dr self, like my personality was totally different from how it is here. since this is a relatively new dr its kinda weird to be here and remember they way my brain worked and how i was acting i dont even know how to describe itttt. ok let me shut up
ok so i shifted again... i was in the middle of yk.. with my so and idk even know what to say. also missed one of my job interviews, thought it was at 2pm instead of 12pm. so i was likee ayeee lets go back to bed, then got into sleep paralysis, and oh!!!!! my!!!!!! godddd!!!!!!!
I thought what i was feeling was just symptoms for a moment and then it got more intense and i won't get into to details but yea... ! uhhh i don't even know man. stayed there for a bit, but to be honest i didn't want to shift to that exact timeframe of my dr so i just came back. so..... ?????? idk how to feel
My personal belief is that there is an infinite amount of consciousness, and that any one can move their awareness to any of these consciousness'. (sorry to be confusing, reality=consciousness, consciousness=reality, they are interchangeable. I use consciousness because its a less grandiose term than reality.) Shifting isn't about methods, your senses or any other tools, its about being aware of your chosen consciousness. Your awareness of reality/consciousness is formed on the basis of what you believe. And your subconscious soaks in those beliefs. Your subconscious is the part of your mind that processes information. But of course every brain works differently, and you can take that in many ways. Whether that is, every one has a different way of thinking, or anyone can change their pattern of thinking at anytime. Both are true. Now because you have different beliefs than me, your 'click' in shifting might be different from mine or anyone else's. This is a very hard subject to verbalise so I'll try my best; I notice that in my drs (when I first shift there) I am not aware of the past or the future. I have no worries for what has happened or what will, I am only focusing on what I am experiencing in the now. This helped me with this reality as well, I realised that my reality is mouldable because I can simply change what I want with realising that there is only now, and how I operate my mind.
Now if you are really desperate to get to your dr, there is a method that a lot of people like to use. Which is basically assuming you are in your dr no matter what. Even if you have a failed attempt, even if you are still seeing this reality, your subconscious doesn't have eyes, and since the basis of what we are doing is formed in the subconscious, this can be used to our advantage. Persist in the idea that you are in your dr no matter what, no matter what your physical eyes see, and with repetition through discipline your subconscious will believe that, and with whatever method you are doing you will end up there. The part most people get caught up on with this method is contradicting their beliefs.
sometimes I feel a bit lost as to were exactly I want to shift to, don't get me wrong I know in general were I wanna go but its the details that trip me up. and that's the thing, I know my subconscious will fill out the blanks for me, yet those blanks seem to blind my intention on where I want my awareness to land on; leaving a feeling of disconnection to my dr. personally, using my deck helped me layout the basics for what exactly I was looking for in my drs.
I.
well first, you want a deck, any deck will do. if you have multiple I'd choose the one that you think adheres to your dr the most. It all depends on your practice but I would tell your cards what you are using them for in this instance. Cleanse accordingly, and set your intention on the reality you want through meditation. Take as long as you need, and when you feel ready you can start.
II.
I would write down what you want to ask/script beforehand. "But what questions do I ask??" anything you want! its your dr after all. This method of scripting is supposed to help give you a clearer outlook on your dr. so..lets say you don't entirely know the personality of someone you scripted, you could pull cards for them. here are a couple of example questions of which I have asked.
"what presence do I carry?"
"what presence does ___ carry?"
"what happens in my past I should be aware of?"
"what is my position among court?"
"give me cards that represent ___" (a specific person, place or thing)
"how the coworkers I interact with less view me" (lol)
"what is a situation that will unfold regarding ___"
"what is the inner world of my pet like?"
III.
you should get a notebook and pen if you haven't already. you have it right? alright, great, once you get a card (or multiple) to your questions write it down. write down your interpretation of the card first without looking at the guide book. then, looking at the guide book write down any words or sentences that stick out to you, or just what feels right. connecting the imagery of the cards to a mental image of your dr might help as well. once you have what you want written down, you can either keep it as is, or keep going. if you decide you want to keep going what you have already written down will serve as a kind of 'first draft.' refine it to your liking.
of course you can edit this to your liking, just an idea for you to use when scripting, or connecting to your dr.
erevier. the academy of creativity, compassion, and conception.
an italian-french private school where the uttermost imaginative of children attend to become models, designers, musicians, artists, athletes and iconic figures in artistic and creative ventures around the world. it’s not even really advertised either. word-of-mouth and networking are this school’s admission rates’ best friends.
located in the gorgeous italy, only a couple hours away from france, up in the piedmont region. it has a mediterranean gothic academia feel woven in the air. the days are longer and full of humidity and laughter, students scrambling to finish last minute art pieces or dance routines. but the night is where these crazy teens let loose; parties, dares, rumours of secret societies, ghost stories, drama that rivals degrassi, shit is like every teen movie on crack. the architecture is beautiful—bell towers, old studios with frost glass windows, stone walls, underground tunnels. it provides the most stunning backdrop for my most fantastical whims and whines. the city of turin is less than an hour out by car or train with endless shops, markets, cafes, bars. rooftops are a safe haven for students from erevier. my friends and i have had a multitude of moments underneath the starry sky but swear we’ve seen ghosts or opaque figures drifting across the grounds below. the campus must have been an old monastery before conversion, or a haunted castle…
notoriously hard to get accepted into. creative integrity and a drive for expression is profoundly integrated into the very core and essence of erevier. portfolios, parent-monitored interviews with staff and professors, a creative short that describes you. and even though many kids from money attend this school, it is never those that pay their way in that make it, for it is the soul that drives a student to graduation. the official motto of the school is “In ars, vita. In vita, ardor.” (In art, life. In life, passion.) but students here just say its “do what you want and make them like it;” at least to the newcomers.
the uniforms are not nearly as strictly enforced as many would think when it comes to a private school, but for a creative academy, it is damn near encouraged (though professors won’t explicitly say it). the base for the uniform is black trousers or skirts, nothing too short or too tight. a white shirt of any kind (as long as it looks sophisticated, students have found), a dark coat with the house sigil embroidered in the breast. accessories include options of ties, harnesses, jewelry (bought or handmade, "within reason") vests, even hats or gloves depending. boots, oxfords or flats are more than acceptable and students can go wild on top of all this with pins, chains, fabrics, different textures, etc. as long as you rep the house and institute appropriately. monthly inspection exists, but “rule-breaking” is often the norm in erevier.
dorms for each house are stone and open, with crisp air and ambience often floating in from outside. windows are often open, muted chatter from the humdrum of other students both inside and out. 2-3 usually to a room but it’s not too strict. gender doesn’t matter as much seeing as so many people go through such intense transformations and transitions in their time, as long as they gel well with their roomie, the atmosphere stays light. upper years get larger suites and operate on a first-come first-serve basis on whether they want roommates or not.
fashion put it on , on me. don’t you wanna see these clothes on me?
odette is known to all in new york city, not only for her beauty — but for her extraordinary fashion taste. you never know if she is gonna wear blue or green, her preferred shades, or a purple silhouette that compliments her eyes. same can be said for her accessories, shades of green or turquoise are always seen on her — or a blue gemstone that rests comfortably on her neck. a necklace in the shape of a borzoi, a gift from an old friend odette would claim, is always seen adoring her neck as well. skirts and dresses are her signature sign : you’d never catch her in pants. never. the skirts and dresses range from blue, purple, green and white — as if odette were to channel ancient greece, or lliurnia’s colorful dresses, through what she wears. jackets are always oversized and thick, sometimes she sports a carhartt jacket in the fashion of sam winchester : from her favorite tv show, supernatural. odette shoes are unpractical for walking miles per day, yet she never complaints — it’s either a platformed heel, or birkenstocks. you never know. odette always threatens to throw them if she feels endangered — matt murdock has been at the receiving end of those threats, jokingly they claim.
time to block some people because holy fuck, what do you mean you can't script out traumas. your little brain doesn't equal awareness. awareness can't have traumas, it can be aware of traumas. and i don't even have to say that we can be aware and not aware of what we desire and what we don't desire. smh.
READ TO THE END IF YOU WANT TO MASTER SHIFTING REALITIES, VOID STATE, LUCID DREAMING, ASTRAL PROJECTION, AND SLEEP PARALYSIS
INTRODUCTION
please read at least this paragraph to the end. i know many people roll their eyes and scroll when they are told to apply the law of assumption, be persistent and ignore 3d. you may think that this is long, tedious and will not work, and you’d better try that new x method, thanks to which you will definitely shift or enter the void tonight. “i have difficult circumstances. i need this today. i don’t want to waste time on the law of assumption”. okay, and how many of “those nights” have passed? how many years have you been trying? how many times have you achieved success after making such statements? how many times have you disregarded the law and woken up again in this reality without your desires? and how many more years are you going to waste your time? break the cycle. in a week in goddess state, you will achieve more than if you tried a new method every day for a year
still don't want to apply the law of assumption? come on, try to shift or enter the void state today. if you don’t succeed (and i’m sure of this, forgive the harshness), then you will return to this post, read it completely and carefully and follow my instructions
LAW OF ASSUMPTION
back to basics. i highly recommend you read all these posts. please read, maybe you will find new information or understand something that previously raised questions for you:
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION: A BASIC GUIDE
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION : THE WHOLE RUN-DOWN
— AN ASSUMPTION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO STATES AND MANIFESTATION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— THE ONLY LOA POST YOU'LL EVER NEED
— DARE TO LIVE IN THE END
— FIRST THE MIND MUST CHANGE, AND THEN THE WORLD
— ENGRAVE THIS PROCESS INTO YOUR MIND & MOVE ON
— WHERE IS THE STUFF THAT I MANIFESTED
— ARCHIVE OF SOURAPPL3S'S POSTS
— GUIDE ON HOW TO APPLY LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— MY FAVORITE LUCKYKIWIII101'S POSTS THAT EVERYONE SHOULD READ
“an assumption, though false, persisted in will harden into fact”. your thoughts, beliefs and assumptions create your reality. we are used to thinking that 3d is our true reality, but this is not so. 3d is a mirror that reflects your 4d
if you want something, then all you have to do is decide that you already have it and be persistent. many of you misunderstand the meaning of this word in the context of the law of assumption. repeating affirmations, listening to subliminals for 24 hours and doing methods at every opportunity is not persistent. “persistence is remaining in a state of fulfilled desire. to be persistent means to stick to your assumptions regardless of what 3d reality shows you. if you react to 3d, then you are not persistent”
by reacting to 3d, you do not allow new assumptions to form in your subconscious. imagine that 3d asks again and again if you are sure that you have mastered void, shifting realities, lucid dreaming, etc. “are you sure? are you 100% sure? but you said before that you always fail. i don't think you're sure. look, you woke up again in this reality without desires. what? do you really believe what you're saying? i ask you again, are you absolutely sure?”. instead of giving a positive answer every time, you immediately give up and scroll through tumblr looking for a new method. you must be persistent, even if you do not get what you want in 3d after a week, a month or a year
(this is a bit of an exaggeration because i said it as an example., but i forbid you to think that manifestation lasts that long. “both 3d and 4d always show me only what i want to see. my 3d instantly reflects my 4d,” — this is your new assumption, whether you like it or not)
if you have negative thoughts, and we most likely will, then immediately replace them with positive ones. negative thoughts also include anticipation of desire. remind yourself again and again that you already have what you want and you are not waiting for it to manifest itself. if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for your manifestation, then remind yourself that you already have it
don't think that negative thoughts are ruining your progress or that you have to start over. no, as long as you are on a mental diet, you are doing everything right. by the way, posts about mental diet that you must read:
— MENTAL DIET TECHNIQUES
— THE MENTAL DIET
— MENTAL DIET AND SHIFTING
— MENTAL DIETS
what if you forgot about your mental diet for a whole day or more and were in a state of lack the whole time? decide that it didn't happen. no, don't feel like you have to start over. there is no beginning and end. decide that you have been persistent all this time. revision — 001, 002. replace these memories with something pleasant and that’s it
FULL GUIDE
DECIDE
literally right now, decide that you have mastered void, shifting realities, manifestation, lucid dreaming, sleep paralysis, and astral projection. don't you dare pick one thing from this list. take my advice and decide that you've mastered it all. do you just want to shift on command? okay, but the ability to instantly enter the void and control dreams wouldn't be out of place, would it? especially considering that you don't have to put in any effort, you just have to decide
decide that you are a master of manifestation. decide that you are manifesting desires instantly. decide that 3d instantly reflects 4d. decide that both 3d and 4d show only what you want. decide what always works in your favor
decide that you are a master of the void state. decide that you have the perfect void concept. decide that you can easily enter the void state anytime and anywhere. decide that you have been successfully inducing pure consciousness all your life. decide that to enter the void you just need to close your eyes. decided that every night you wake up in a state of void being aware
decide that you are a master shifter. decide that you shift easily and effortlessly. decide that you are in your desired reality right now. decide that you always wake up in your desired reality. decide that you shift on command. decide that the intention is enough for you to shift. decide that you have successfully shifted all your life
decide that you are a master of lucid dreaming. decide that you have lucid dreams every night. decide that all your life you have seen only lucid dreams. decide that you are in control of your dreams. decide that you easily shift from a lucid dream. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from a lucid dream
decide that you are a master of sleep paralysis. decide that closing your eyes is enough to induce sleep paralysis. decide that you are always relaxed and calm during sleep paralysis. decide that you have safe sleep paralysis. decide that you wake up several times a night in sleep paralysis. decide that you can easily induce sleep paralysis in less than a minute. decide that you can easily shift from sleep paralysis. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from sleep paralysis
decide that you are a master of astral projection. decide that you astral project every night. decide that all your out-of-body experiences are safe. decide that you can easily shift from astral projection. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from astral projection
decide right now or after you read this post. don't put it off until tomorrow or monday
MANIFEST
important part. manifest your desires. solve any problems using the law of assumption. you can do it right now, you don't have to wait until you enter the void or shift. it's easy. all you have to do is decide. i’m not asking you to affirm, listen to subliminals, do sats, etc. you just need to think that you already have everything you want and be persistent in this assumption
want a new phone? ok, just decide that it's already yours. you don't have to try to enter the void tonight to manifest a new phone. do you have the flu? decide that you are always healthy (by the way, this does not mean that you should not take medications. take them, but be persistent in the assumption that you never get sick). again, you don't even have to move your fingers. besides, negative beliefs will not make your life better. do negative thoughts fulfill your desires? no, so why pay attention to them? just enjoy the feeling of fulfilled desire. just enjoy the fact that you always get what you want
by the way, manifest something "unrealistic". telekinesis, magic wand, the ability to fly or talk to animals. there’s nothing difficult about randomly remembering once a day that you can fly, right? let your subconscious know that you can literally do anything
PERSISTENCE
my honest opinion: if you are not able to be persistent, your desire is not that important to you. if you react to 3d and give up, then you don’t want to change your life so much. in order to manifest what you want, you need to be persistent in a new assumption
4d is true reality, 3d is a mirror. live in your imagination, live in the end, only then will 3d reflect your new assumptions and beliefs. these people achieved success because they accepted that imagination is the only reality. you are no worse than them. you can be persistent. and you will be persistent
know that your failure will not affect my life in any way. but it will affect you. if you finally become persistent, then you will get everything you dreamed of all that time. do it for yourself. do it for the sake of experimentation. what if you succeed?
METHODS
let's start with the method of manifestation. all i require you to do is decide, be persistent, ignore 3d, replace negative thoughts with positive ones. this is literally the basis of the law of assumption
in addition to this, you may want to use manifestation methods such as robotic affirmations, subliminals, sats, meditation, etc. overall i'm 50% okay with it. everything is fine as long as you don't put methods on a pedestal. if you start to think that without following one of the methods you will not be able to manifest your desires, then this is a red signal. just relax. you will shift, enter the void void, do astral projection, etc., even if you don’t repeat affirmations from morning to evening or don’t listen to your entire playlist. don’t force yourself to lie on your back and visualize the desired reality during sats. do what you like and when you want it. affirm, visualize, make mood boards, etc., but don’t make it a mandatory action. don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to do. and remember you change 4d and 3d, not methods
and i also urgently, on my knees, beg you to abandon methods for void, shifting, sleep paralysis, lucid dreams, etc. if you knew how wonderful it is to lie on your side at night and just fall asleep. no need to lie on your back, affirm, visualize, count. you just fall asleep without setting alarms for wbtb. no meditation, pink noise, theta waves. you don’t feel guilty or angry because you’re too lazy to do the methods. you don't scold yourself because you roll over on your side and fall asleep in the middle of the method. you don't feel disappointed that the method didn't work (in 3d, of course). this is a relief and peace that you could have experienced all this time, but for some reason you denied yourself it
yes, i know it’s strange to hear from someone who previously published methods. ah, but what's the difference? it was a long time ago and not true. now i make myself comfortable on the bed and let my thoughts flow. if i want, then i fantasize about all sorts of things, if i want, then I think about the desired reality. and only sometimes i affirm that i have mastered void, shifting, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. i think a little about my happy life, only because i accidentally remembered it. i don't force myself to do anything i don't want to do
i say again, i am firmly against the methods! in order to shift, you don’t need to lie motionless in the starfish position for two hours. just decide! be persistent! but if you still want to do it your way, then do it right. if your attempt is unsuccessful, do not react to 3d. decide what you shifted. decide that you have entered the void state. remember the mental diet. however i still recommend not doing the methods
MENTAL DIET
it’s better, of course, to decide that negative thoughts don’t arise in you, but if they do arise, replace them with positive ones. pay attention to your inner conversation. again, if a negative thought arises, immediately replace it with a positive one. replace one negative thought with 10 positive ones
“i woke up again in the current reality” >>> “i’m so happy that i woke up in my desired reality. i’m a master of shifting. in addition, i mastered the void, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. and i always get what i want instantly”
“i envy her so much. i can’t wait to share my success story” >>> “i never envy anyone. i have a dream life. my success story is much better than hers. one post is not enough for all my success stories, because i shift and enter the void literally every hour”
“i had such a terrible nightmare last night” >>> “i have lucid dreams every night. i forgot the last time i had ordinary non-lucid dreams. by the way, i can easily control lucid dreams! there is nothing easier than entering the void state from a lucid dream”
“if i don't enter the void today, i won't pass my exams” >>> “how could i forget that i had already passed my exams with a perfect score? and every night i wake up in a void state. i love being a manifestation master”
“what if it's not true? maybe they're all lying” >>> “the law of assumption is the truth. why? because i said so. because i already have a dream life. because i've already shifted and entered the void state a million times”
“if i don't induce sleep paralysis tonight, i won't shift” >>> “boo! who said this nonsense? everyone knows that i have mastered both reality shifting and sleep paralysis. even infants know this”
something like this. have you read those posts about the mental diet, the link to which i left at the top? don't forget about such a wonderful thing as revision. if you forgot about the mental diet and indulged in negative thoughts all day, then just change your memories. “i’m so proud that i only had positive thoughts today”
LIAR
there are times when you have to break a mental diet. what to do? lie. say the “truth” out loud, but in your mind persistently deny it. for example, your mother asked how you passed your physics test. give her an “honest” answer, but mentally affirm over and over again that you passed the test. review this moment. but if someone on this site asks you, for example, have you ever shifted, you can either safely ignore it, or say that you have already shifted a million times because you decided so
TIME
stop waiting. stop waiting for you to shift or enter the void state. stop waiting for your first lucid dream, sleep paralysis and astral projection. time doesn’t exist you already have your desires. if you notice that you are waiting for your manifestations, then immediately remind yourself that you already have everything you want! don't count the hours, days, weeks. there is only the eternal now and it is up to you to decide what you are thinking about at this moment
“i hope i enter the void before friday” >>> “wait a minute. so i already enter the void every night. i just need to close my eyes for two seconds and i immediately induce pure consciousness”
“i've been applying the law of assumption for a week now, but nothing has changed” >>> “what the hell week? i literally have lucid dreams my whole life and wake up in the void state, in sleep paralysis and the desired reality 5 times a night”
“if i persist for two weeks, i will finally shift to desired reality” >>> “goddess, i'm in my desired reality right now. i'm a master shifter. shifting is very easy. i'm already shifted”
“when will 3d reflect 4d?” >>> “3d has already reflected my 4d. 3d instantly shows me my desires. what is time lag? this is the first time i've heard of this”
if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for manifestation, immediately change this thought to a positive one. forget about waiting and worry. these feelings will not make your life better. forget about such nonsense as time lag
CIRCUMSTANCES
i know many of you may have difficult circumstances. but thinking about it you only complicate your life. your thoughts, assumptions and beliefs create your reality. please ignore 3d and your life will become much easier. know that people before you have succeeded in unbearable circumstances (poverty, abuse, death of loved ones, illness). they had doubts just like you, but they lived in the end and were persistent (+ this)
this doesn't mean you can't cry or be angry. no matter what you do, only what you think has power. give vent to your emotions, but be persistent in the fact that you have already succeeded. yes, it can be difficult and unusual, but you have to do it if you want to get rid of undesirable circumstances once and for all
do you have painful periods? cry, don’t hold back your tears, but insist that this is not so. be persistent in the fact that you have pain-free periods
are your abusive parents beating you again? scream and cry with anger, hit the pillow, but please ignore the 3d. repeat again and again that you are already in your desired reality, where you have loving parents
are you angry because all the housework is on you? no, no, convince yourself that you are not washing the floors right now. no, your useless brother does, and in the meanwhile you are enjoying a delicious cake
know that it is never too late to change negative thoughts to positive ones. even if two hours ago you reacted to 3d and cried bitterly, cursing your life, now you can decide that this did not happen. i don’t think i want to leave links to posts about revision for the third time. i hope you have already read them. in very emotional moments, try to remind yourself that your thoughts create your 3d reality
let the undesirable circumstances be a reminder that you already have everything you want. is the Internet not working? the Internet is fast at all times and everywhere, and besides, you've mastered the void. not enough money? not only are you rich, but you also shift easily and quickly
SUCCESS
please do not share your mini successes. did you have your first lucid dream? i’m sincerely happy for you, but don’t you dare write something like “today i realized i was in a dream!! i tried to create a portal, but it didn’t work out. next time i will undoubtedly enter a void.” honey, you just threw your mental diet in the trash
either you wait until you achieve the final goal (shifting, void), or you share your success without breaking the mental diet. “this morning i woke up in sleep paralysis. although it was predictable, i’m a master of sleep paralysis and void. why? because i decided so” or “in the evening i was lying on the couche and shifted to my desired reality, but i quickly came back. anyway, i can shift there again whenever i want, because it's not difficult for me”
DOUBTS
if you feel that you are being overcome by doubts, read loa posts, this post and all those posts to which i left links. i also recommend reading more success stories >>> @loasuccessarchive
know that people have succeeded in manifestation even though they often had doubts. but they continued to be persistent, thanks to which they shifted and entered the void state. if they could do it, so can you
EPILOGUE
this post is my first child. so i hope you read it from start to finish because the labor lasted a week if not more. i wish you good luck! i truly believe that you will begin to apply the law of assumption. are you aware that i have already decided that you have already sent me your success stories? there's no point in putting it off any longer, darlings! be persistent and i will be persistent in the assumption that you are successful <3
it was to my criminal minds dr but i accidentally shifted to an alternate version of it were i was roommates with drew and enya ?? 😭😭 I was thinking abt emergency intercom a lot recently so i guess thats why
I was sitting at my desk typing on my computer while in a conversation with jj about how loud they were being so it was hard for me to get sleep, and she was really interested in the conversation and sounded sorry for me. She was like walking around my desk with papers in her hand and when she reached my left side she started sorting them out.
I was saying “They’re just a lot…” and i started trailing off because i didn’t want to sound mean, and jj was like “oh really??” She sounded really sincere and then I kinda realized i shifted in the middle of the conversation and my pure O has been super bad lately so, it just started giving me intrusive thoughts; im not gonna say what exactly but it pulled me out of that awareness because it made me think i was faking it?? idfk. Now im kinda annoyed because i was literally experiencing it at that moment how tf would i have faked something i was actively witnessing. and when i shifted back here i was in the state before u fall asleep, kinda falling into a dream and in the dream jj started being mean to me LMAO.
