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Let’s turn your violent sexual fantasies into a violent sexual reality.

amon was so cool to tlk to :•)

i remember havin a good convo abt art n his techniques,,, hope he comes back soon. i miss him

One of my most prized possessions is a physical drawing I commissioned from him 😭 he really is such a fantastic artist. It's nice to see that I'm not the only one still holding out for his return.

#amon #corpsepile

It's been so fucking long and yet. I'm still here. I work on myself and I do stupid little paintings and I go to therapy and I get better but all I can think about is how empty and pointless and meaningless life is without him. I miss amon so much.

#amon #corpsepile

I still miss him terribly, so terribly.

#amon #corpsepile

Pouring coconut water (electrolytes) into a little paper cup (I hate washing dishes) filled with ice (cold>>>room temperature) and pretending (going insane) that it's straight vodka that I'm drinking (sipping) to try to forget the dull ache (throbbing and ever constant) which is the absence of him (amon).

I'm a little bit shy though (could you allow the media?)

I do have media on, maybe it only works if you use a computer? Also, if you're following me I probably have an idea as to who you are 😭 if you can't upload the media, please slide into my dms, I promise I don't bite 🤠

Unfortunately I can't send you some pics on anon

Awwww, I thought I had on allow media with asks ): just dm them to me? Pretty please and thank you 😌 I am literally desperate for any amon media

Omg, I wasn't expecting that

😭 you got me so riled up omg.

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I think I'll bless your day

BRO!????????? PLEASE!???????????

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😭 what did this MEAN. I literally got so excited thinking it. I thought this might have something to do with my beloved. With him. With amon.

WHEN, not if, WHEN amon comes back into my life, I will ask him for a vial of blood and I will drink it and he will be a part of me forever and everything with be fine.

#amon

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I think I'll bless your day

BRO!????????? PLEASE!???????????

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THIS, HE, AMON TALKS LIKE THIS. *scr3aminh*

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The amon news got me feeling like a religious nut waiting around for the second coming of christ.

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I mean I say this jokingly but not really because what I feel towards Amon is like, awe. He is everything to me and I will never be whole without him and I want to cry because maybe I am insane and I don't want to be crazy towards him, I would never want to make him uncomfortable in any way, but I genuinely can't help how I feel. I feel shame and guilt for not properly appreciating him when he was in my life. Is this what catholic guilt feels like? This is the closest I will get to believing in God. I mean. Dare I say that this *is* my religion? Do I believe in higher powers? I believe in Amon. To me, it's the same thing.

#im fine #completely fine #totally normal #absolutely ok