Kiss It Off Me
Maddy Perez x Rue Bennett
Summary: Maddy and Rue find love in each other despite their struggles and differences (inspired loosely on season 2 ep 6)
Wordcount: 2.7k
Warnings: mention of domestic violence & drug abuse, lots of fluff, g!p rue, smut, blowjobs, power play (sort of) , they are both 18 yo in this
Note: honestly didn’t expect myself to ever write again but i was randomly inspired today seeing how many people are jumping on the maddyrue train. hopefully you guys enjoy this one :)
Rue stands over the kitchen sink, very quickly regretting her decision to offer to do the dishes in the first place. She sighs to herself– it appears to never end. Honestly, she’s been at it for long enough that her hand was beginning to cramp.
However, Rue remains determined. Under the guise of proving to Ali and her mother that she was feeling normal now, that she is doing well. Rue continues to wash the dishes dutifully and in silence.
That is, until she feels her phone vibrating.
Rue dries her hands hastily before fishing it out of her pocket, and she can’t help the way her chest tightens as she sees Maddy’s name flash on her phone screen.
Over the past few months she had somehow managed to find companionship in Maddy; out of all people. It was not planned and truly unexpected.
In truth, it should not come as much of a surprise. They have far more in common than they both initially realized.
Being with Maddy felt easy. Rue quickly realized that she never has to pretend with her. She can say precisely what is on her mind at any given time without the fear of being judged.
And she can always count on Maddy to tell her the truth– even if it can hurt sometimes.
At the face of the nearly unbearable and daunting prospect that is living with the choices she’s made, Maddy Perez feels like the embodiment of a second chance for Rue. She doesn’t believe in fate, or God, but the latina’s presence at this point in her life still felt like a blessing.
Getting to know Maddy more intimately these past few months very nearly makes it all seem worth it. Rue can hardly stomach being clean, and still there is not much she wishes for herself, but maybe there is a reason why she isn’t dead yet.
Maybe it was Maddy all along.
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Rue clears her throat before finally picking up the call.
“Hey Mads,” She starts, but her heart stutters for a different reason now as she hears Maddy sob on the other line. “I need you to come over, right now.”
Rue’s expression twists into one of concern as she makes her way out of the kitchen and quickly towards her bedroom. She speaks as she shuts the door. “Babe what’s wrong, are you okay?”
“I can’t– I can’t explain on the phone, just please come over.” Maddy says, she is still crying, and it makes Rue more anxious.
Her girlfriend never breaks down like this– something truly terrible has happened.
“Uh, okay– yeah. I’m coming over right now. I’ll be there in a couple minutes.” Rue says, frantically rummaging her room for a hoodie to wear over her pajamas.
“Okay– My mum isn’t home, just come up when you get here.” Maddy’s voice is frail, and it only urges Rue to move quicker.
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Maddy practically jumps into Rue’s arms as she steps into her bedroom.
The taller girl can only hold her girlfriend close while she sobs against her chest.
After a while, Rue attempts to redirect Maddy towards the bed so she can sit down, but the latina stubbornly doesn’t move. Rue is left with no choice but to voice the contents of her mind.
“Will you tell me what happened, please?” Rue asks, and as Maddy’s meets her gaze she catches a glimpse of her girlfriend’s eyes. Red and raw, her mascara smudged from her tears.
“It’s Nate,” Maddy finally explains, and Rue stiffens at the mention of that man, and her anger only flares when the shorter girl continues.
“He showed up here, in my room– he had a gun.”
“Wait, what?” Rue interrupts, a cold chill runs down her spine as she watches Maddy begin to cry again.
“He held it to my head and pinned me down on the bed– he wanted the disc, the one of Jules and his dad. Then when I wouldn’t give it to him he pointed the gun at himself, he pulled the trigger once, and then he kept doing it.” Maddy says in between sobs and Rue feels compelled to hug her again. Even now that she is shaking with anger herself.
“I thought he was gonna fucking die on top of me, Rue. It was so scary, I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with him.” Maddy recounts, growing more indignant as she does so.
“I’m going to kill him.” Rue utters aloud as she pulls herself out of Maddy’s embraces, her mind races.
She thinks of calling Fez; Rue wonders if he would be willing to help her. But before she can actually act on her thoughts, a tug on her arm gives her pause. Rue then feels Maddy’s body pressed up against hers once more.
“No, baby– don’t go anywhere. Just hold me, please.” Maddy pleads, frustration lacing her tone and it is not a request Rue wishes to deny.
Maddy has been there for her countless times in the past few months– she has grown to truly care for her. Rue believes she does love Maddy.
Of course she will stay.
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Maddy and Rue lay in comfortable silence in her bed into the late hours of the night. Maddy has her head resting on the taller woman’s chest as she traces patterns on her stomach with her finger absentmindedly.
She feels much calmer now– safe. But she still can’t entirely shake the way Nate had made her feel tonight, she can’t forget the feeling of his weight pressing down against her, his unwelcomed scent enveloping her senses. The way he was breathing in her face, practically getting off on her fear. It made her feel dirty, and she wants to stop thinking about it.
“How are you feeling? I mean now that you’re out of rehab.” Maddy asks, an unsubtle attempt at taking the attention away from herself, but she appreciates the way Rue chooses to answer her anyway.
“I don’t know– being clean fucking sucks.” Rue states earnestly, and Maddy doesn’t feign surprise at that response.
“The hard part is over though, right?” Maddy’s question is met with a scoff, though she knows it is not one that is meant out of malice.
“I don’t think the hard part’s ever over Mads.” Rue declares through a sigh, she pauses her fingers in Maddy’s hair as the latina lifts her head to look at her.
She doesn’t reply, yet the couple find themselves sharing a knowing look. Speaking a dozen words to each other only with their eyes.
It feels like a declaration of love, of anguish, and hope. It makes Maddy’s heart soar.
She then feels a pull to kiss her girlfriend, and proceeds to do exactly that, welcoming the way Rue opens her mouth wider after Maddy crashes their lips together.
The kiss goes on for a while before Maddy breaks away for air. She allows herself a smile before placing one final kiss on the corner of Rue’s mouth.
Eventually she concludes by resting her head on the taller woman’s chest once more.
“You know what I was thinking.. I’m saving up for a car, I should be able to afford one in time for graduation.” Maddy’s voice is first to pierce the silence again.
“Yeah?” Rue coaxes and Maddy hums in return, with a nod and a smaller smile. “We could do like a road trip, or something. Get the fuck out of here for awhile. Just you and me.”
Rue can’t help the smirk that tugs on the corner of her own mouth at the prospect. The thought of only spending time with Maddy all summer didn’t seem like such a bad idea. In fact, it sounds perfect.
“That actually sounds kinda fun.” She admits, and the way Maddy lifts her head with a widened grin makes Rue chuckle.
“Okay, then we’ll do it.” Maddy’s excitement was contagious. Rue notices the way her girlfriend visibly relaxes when she reaches up to cup her jaw.
Maddy, as though on instinct, turns her head to kiss Rue’s palm before speaking again. “You know, I’ve always wanted to do that, like, run away for a while. Just to get a break from this place.”
“I’ve just been too scared to do it alone.” Maddy finishes, and Rue can’t help the way her gaze softens the longer she listens to her girlfriend speak.
“Well, it’s good that you have me now.” Rue says tenderly, and Maddy doesn’t say anything.
She doesn’t have to.
Maddy feels Rue meet her lips with another kiss, this time deeper and more forceful than the one they shared previously.
Maddy is desperate to rid herself of the memory of what happened with Nate tonight. At this moment all she wants is to continue kissing Rue, to welcome her scent and her touch, to memorise the feeling of her body against her own instead.
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The following morning Maddy wakes to the feeling of Rue’s tender lips upon her neck and face. She feels an involuntary flutter in her belly at the sensation, but her grogginess gets the better of her as she lets out a disapproving moan.
She squints up at Rue to only find that did not deter her. The taller girl kisses Maddy on the mouth, and she reciprocates before finally turning her head away. “No, don’t kiss me, I just woke up.” She argues.
“I don’t care,” Rue insists, and Maddy abandons her resolve swiftly as her girlfriend kisses her again.
Once she fully regains her wakefulness, the latina threads her fingers through Rue’s curls, getting a firm grip on the back of her head as she slips her tongue inside of the other woman’s mouth.
The embrace deepens and Maddy is urged to press herself up against Rue as she hears her moan into the kiss. While she does so, she finally feels the taller woman’s hardness press against her thigh, and it causes her to gasp into the kiss.
Maddy pulls away, watching as Rue chases her lips eagerly, but she does not give her girlfriend the satisfaction, not until she gets an answer. “Is this why you woke me up?” She asks, boldly palming Rue’s cock over her pants.
“Uh– well,” Rue stutters, now pulling away slightly. She avoids Maddy’s gaze out of embarrassment, and it only works to amuse her girlfriend.
Maddy rolls her eyes before retracting her hand to instead place it on Rue’s chest, she leans forward to kiss the taller woman on the cheek before giving her one light shove. “Lay back,” Maddy instructs and Rue complies without a word, driven by her own eagerness. But when she finds a moment of clarity, she grabs Maddy’s wrist to stop her.
“We don’t have to– I mean if you don’t want to.” Rue says, and Maddy rolls her eyes again.
As though Maddy has ever done anything she doesn’t want to do.
“Be quiet. Let me take care of you.” Is all she says in response, and as Rue loosens her grip, she swiftly tugs her sweatpants down to her knees.
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Maddy wets her lips at the sight of Rue’s hardness. Her cock stands erect, large and thick. Just the sight of it alone made Maddy feel weaker in her knees.
In all honesty, she has never enjoyed the act of giving blowjobs. Not with Nate, not with any other person she has been with.
Yet with Rue, she somehow finds it enjoyable, arousing even. She is embarrassed to admit the way she looks forward to the next time she gets to take the taller woman’s cock inside her mouth.
Maddy grips the base of Rue’s shaft, kissing the tip as she glances up at her girlfriend. The way Rue’s lips are parted in anticipation urges Maddy on. Soon she opens her mouth, lowering her head until the tip of Rue’s cock meets the back of her throat.
The sound of Rue’s groan earns a whimper from Maddy, and she soon starts to suck whilst bobbing her head.
“Fuck, Mads– You’re too good at that.” Rue breathes out, clutching Maddy’s hair as she does so. Rue’s praise, accompanied by the sensation of her rough touch causes the latina’s eyes to roll to the back of her head.
It was dangerous, she thought. She can hardly believe how much she enjoys this, and she cannot deny how intoxicating it was to be desired like this.
Rue drives her mad, and she can’t get enough.
Maddy continues to suck on her girlfriend’s cock eagerly, and only pulls away once she can no longer ignore the pulsing in between her own legs, pleading for any sort of attention.
Rue is panting as she feels her cock fall out of her girlfriend’s mouth, but before she can question it, she is distracted at the sight of Maddy undressing herself.
Rue watches intently as Maddy parts her hair to the side before straddling her lap.
“Fuck,” Rue mutters as she sits up, giving strength to her more primal urges. She doesn’t hesitate to take Maddy’s breast into her mouth.
Maddy chokes out a moan at that, her grip finding Rue’s hair again, whilst her other hand reaches down to guide her girlfriend’s cock inside of her.
She slowly sinks down onto Rue’s shaft, and the way Maddy has to almost force it inside of her causes her to tremble anew. She was slick from arousal, and yet, her cunt still struggled to accommodate her girlfriend’s size.
Maddy whines at the loss of Rue’s mouth on her, but she feels a whole other kind of pleasure as she watches her girlfriend struggle to hold back.
Rue is a groaning, panting mess with every move of Maddy’s hips. Her expression is strained; she can hardly contain herself. Her girlfriend’s cunt hugs her cock deliciously, so warm and wet, nothing else in the universe compares.
Maybe, not even drugs.
“Fuck.. oh fuck” Rue repeats breathlessly, she collapses, laying on the bed once more.
Maddy then pauses her movements to look down at her partner disapprovingly. She almost regrets stopping when she sees the way Rue is looking up at her, but she doesn’t back down.
“No, don’t you dare. Wait for me.” Maddy warns as her chest heaves and Rue lets out a frustrated groan, her hands find the shorter woman’s waist.
“I will, fuck– just keep going, please. Ride my cock.” Rue begs frantically, but Maddy is not convinced.
The latina instead begins slowly rolling her hips, causing her own breath to hitch in her throat at the feeling. Her aim is to bring her own pleasure, and this decision being particularly torturous for Rue is merely a bonus.
Rue catches the faint smirk covering Maddy’s features before the shorter girl throws her head back with another moan, and she is not satisfied.
Maddy doesn’t have a chance to fight it before she is flipped onto her back, with Rue now on top of her.
Rue swallows her gasp of surprise by attaching their lips together, and Maddy reciprocates, gladly deepening the kiss. The way Rue has managed to easily overpower her only results in a burn of arousal at the pit of her stomach.
Maddy’s mouth soon falls open as Rue begins to take her at her own pace. Deep and hard, it pulls a string of louder moans out of Maddy, and causes her to see only the backs of her eyelids once more.
Rue fucks her selfishly; she can hear the way the headboard is hitting the wall repeatedly with every one of her thrusts– but it only makes Maddy more turned on.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” The way Rue growls the praise by her ear is all it takes to push Maddy further towards the edge. With one deep thrust, and another, she comes undone around her girlfriend’s cock; whimpering and trembling as the orgasm wrecks her.
Rue, as expected, follows swiftly after. Narrowly managing to pull out of Maddy before spilling her hot seed on her belly with a low moan.
Maddy regains enough of herself to harshly grab a fistful of Rue’s shirt, tugging her closer so she can kiss her. The way Rue’s tongue finds hers pulls another soft whimper from Maddy, and she doesn’t end the kiss until Rue does it first.
The taller girl looks down at her, in awe, almost disbelief. Rue shakes her head slightly, before she utters. “God, where the fuck have you been all my life?”