A/N: Well, I had finals so I didnāt have much time to write anything. I stuck to the letter/ phone call style because it's fast and easy. Also, there's a poem in there from a LONG time ago that I thought was fitting for this fic. Its a really bad one, donāt judge. Anyway, thanks @laylaschreave , @hazelschreave , @ladycandyrose , @raven-dyer , and @natalie-larsen for the rp! (Sorry if there are any mistakes!)
āHaru, hi!ā
āBro itās midnight. I need my beauty sleep.ā
āWell guess what, nap times over. Now you have to listen to me.ā
āOk, fine. What happened?ā
āSo basically we faked some things that may happen and I accidentally shared my opinions on the whole Ben-kissing thing.ā
I heard him shift or something of that sort. Must be on speaker.
āWait, what? You let it out to the royal family?ā
āBy accident, ok. I was being drilled by Princess Layla. Meanwhile, I was with Candy Rose-.ā
āSpy girls actor person?ā
āYeah, that person, and she played it off so easily. She barely spoke about it and when I spoke, I had to give an answer. I went on and on and on. My heart was racing. Bro, they make the selection all glamorous and stuff but its hard. But you really canāt say much. If Mom had given me the opportunity to speak on behalf of the store and this wouldnāt have happened!ā
āBro calm down. It was one thing-.ā
āYes, one thing Haru. I simply spoke my mind TO THE PRINCESSES OF ILLEA!ā
āOk, I see your problem now. Anyway, what else happened?ā
āWell, they didnāt blame me,ā well they could have but didnāt say it, ābut it's still embarrassing. Anyway, Candy made a remark that it's her job to not express opinions. She was a little bit rude towards the rest of us, to be honest.ā
āWait, really? She appears to be nice on TV.ā
āAppears, that's the keyword. She was saying it was a piece of cake when I'm over here like how.ā
āI guess, anyway what did the other girls have to answer?ā
āWell, uh, I think they did something about being in a lower caste and being queen. I was so shaken up that I zoned out.ā
āOf course you did. Let me guess, their auras were nervous?ā
āI didnāt pay attention to that either. Candyās aura was strong enough. I couldn't focus on the other girls.ā
āLike how strong?ā
āWell we had this whole fight after the Royals had left and her aura was like, I canāt describe it. It was like staring into the sun. It was too much.ā
āOh lord. Yeah, I canāt imagine that. Too bad you had to deal with that. Can I get my beauty sleep now? It's like 12 here.ā
āOk, fine. But first, you have to help me with one thing.ā
āWhat?ā he asked with not to much enthusiasm.
āWhat should I draw. Or write to get my mind off of this whole thing?ā
āWrite a poem about the experience then draw a desert. That always helped you. Anyway night, love ya!ā
āYeah, yeah, night! Love you too.ā
And with that, I hung up. It felt so good to just rant to someone who would listen. Especially the whole aura thing. I took Haruās advise and wrote a poem.
Why do people put themselves higher?
Make other suffer for your own good.
They brag and brag when my hearts already racing,
Making my heart thump
Over and over
Ba-pump
Ba-pump
Make me drop beads of sweat,
One by one on my scalp,
My forehead,
My body.
Drip- drop
Drip- drop
My hand shakes at my side
More and more
Starts at a tremble,
Leaves as a shake
Tingle
Shake
Tingle
Shake
My throat swells,
Making it harder and harder to take a breath
Harder to swallow out of fear
Just harder.
Tention
Pain
Tention
Pain
My breath trembles
A shaking breath coming from a closed-up throat
A fast-moving breath
A deep one no doubt
But I find myself in this pain of a breath over and over again
In
Out
In
Out
Finally its over
The heart racing
Beads of sweat
Shaking hands
A throat full of tension
And a shaky breath
Breath in,
Breath out
It's over.
After finishing that poem, I felt 10 times better. I combined the feelings I felt during the whole fight, but also when I was being drilled for info. There's something about putting emotion on paper.
I asked Zoisite to leave me be for a bit. At least till I fell asleep. I just wanted to be with my thoughts and loud-ish music from my headphones. I also took Haruās advice and drew. I drew till, at least, midnight. Zoisite had come into my room and was surprised I was still awake. I was more tired than I thought. Once my head had hit the pillow, I was asleep.
This is more aimed at ester not Wyatt but can you do vines for each of the selected?
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FIRST OF ALL THANK U FOR THIS. SORRY I TOOK SO LONG BUT THIS WAS THE BUSSIEST WEEK AND THIS TAKES HOURS ON MY LAP TOP TO DO LMAOOOO BUT I LOVE IT ANYWAY. I APPRECIATE U VALIDATING MY MEME SIDE. send me more meme related stuff. p.s. based on details of fics, dates, references, general perpective of OC or simply,,, felt right
A/N: Heya! This fic is kinda short because I was low on time. Sorry for any mistakes. Anyway, thanks @benjaminschreave for the rp! Word Count: 936
Dear Haru,
I know Iām not calling you for this but my phones dead and I want you to know what happened before it becomes a distant memory. My date with Ben went well. The clothes you picked for me were decent, but the comfiest clothes ive wore at the palace yet. Also, the flask thing was smart. I'll tell you what happened with it later. Anyways my date was sāmores on the beach. It was lonely not having you there to make sāmore with you.
Both Ben and I were wearing casual things. (He told me to not call hin Prince Ben and curtsy so ha!) Citrine was spying on us from the bathroom. I figured it out pretty quickly. It surprised Ben a bit, but I handed the situation well. He was saying how it was weird when people are interested in your love life, especially being the prince. Apparently, Prince Emmett from England has it tough there. He overviewed some of the royal family in both England and New Asia.
We had to walk through the gardens to get to the beach. I still canāt get over the gardens. They are so beautiful. Like the ones in the Jane Austen BBC remakes, but better. I told him about the mini threats towards Mom and Dad about me getting into the selection. I said something like haters going to hate and he laughed at that saying I was all positive attitude.
I said that it's in my blood to which he replied to saying I would probably have positivity spewing out if I was cut into tiny pieces. This is where the flask came in handy. I mentioned that I might be a vampire and teased he should be worried. Ā I said something like āshould you? I may as well get your blood in your sleep and drink it at the dinner table.ā I had taken out the flask by now and started him when he saw it. I later reassured him that it was only coke.
Even though I knew how to make a fire, he lit it up. When I asked, Ben said he has made s'mores many times. He started to kill me with this whole āsecret ingredientā. I guessed and guessed but nothing cracked him. Once I had finished roasting the marshmallow, he put on something, but I couldnāt see it. Turns out it was caramel. It was heaven. 8-year-old Ben came up with it. I mentioned how I was the duct tape queen and somehow the shops came into the conversation.
Ben had asked how I got into fashion. Of course, I said it was a family business thing. If you think about it the entire royal family is just a family business. We got into parties and odd occasions. I mentioned that alcohol that isnāt wine is great at parties. Did you know one girl came to the palace and threw chocolate bars at it? I told him about the very interesting requests weāve gotten and he was mortified. It was kind of funny, to be honest.
Oh yeah, Rin came into the conversation. I mentioned that he didnāt like chocolate or any sweets for that matter. He mentioned that deserts sort of make a birthday. I agreed and brought up the parties with no alcohol thing. You know that drunk people are the best people at parties as long as they arenāt you. You know how your hangover food is LOTS of coffee? Well, Benās is a burrito and coffee. Of course, you know my hangover food is breakfast food. (I could go for some breakfast food right now).
By this time the date had come to an end. The sāmores were delicious that's for sure. I definitely wanted to give off a friendly vibe, but, not a ālet's be lovers and ride off into the sunsetā vibe. The walk back was pretty much silent except for a little bit of small talk. My love of chocolate and peanut butter came up. Either than that and me mentioning there should be a place to work under the stars. You would have to go through the third floor to get to the roof. That's where Ben suggested Iām allowed to go there to go to the roof but I donāt want to take chances.
We said our goodbyes and I immediately had a coke. I was worn out. I donāt get how extroverts function. I, of course, started to write this letter after I got a coke. As of now, I Ā am planning to do a painting of the moon for the night. Iāll send you the results afterward.Ā
Thank you so much to Anya (@ladyvivienneloyola /@thesparklingjewel) and Skye (@allkinds-oftrash) for collaborating on this! If youād like to know the reasoning behind each question feel free to ask.
Bethany: How do you want history to remember you?
Grace: How do you handle new challenges?
Abby: You hear a rumour- what do you do?
Amberly: Describe your health.
America: What do you think the best part of staying in a palace would be? The prince or the food?
Eadlyn: What is the most controversial thing youāve done?
Ashley: How do you take rejection?
Elise: Failure isā¦.?
Marlee: Do you make friends easily?
Elayna: Have you patronised people or been patronised by others?
Tuesday: Ā Name a time you were extremely jealous of someone.Ā
Olivia: What makes you nervous?
Fiona: How far would you go to obtain power/money?
Celeste: How far are you willing to go to succeed/win?
Emmica: Are you a patient person?
Tiny: How well do you speak in public?
Kriss: Do you regret your first kiss?
Bariel: Are you into starting cliques during the Selection?
Janelle: Have you ever disrespected authority?
Amy: How prone are you to bad hair days?
Tallulah: How do you feel about having your photo taken?
Anna: Have you ever been sabotaged?
Kayleigh: Would you ever ignore someone solely based on their caste?
Emily: How do you feel about honey?
Natalie: How close are you with your siblings?
Lyssa: Have you ever had a bad date?
Jenna: How knowledgeable are you about history?
Clarissa: How confident would you say you are?
Laila: Based on what you already know about the prince how compatible do you think you are?
Mikaela: Do you get homesick easily?
Camille: Do you prefer going out with a bang or quietly slipping away unnoticed?
((Iām bringing this back because things seem to have died down a bit- but with an added bonus. If you would like to know the reasoning behind the question for each of the girls just let me know because the questions are all reflective. The majority of the girls featured arenāt throwaways with a few exceptions.))
Brianna
How vividly do you dream?
Gabriella
What are your thoughts on snail mail?
Vivienne
How easy for you is it to tell people exactly whatās on your mind?
Amalia
Describe your first kiss- the whole shebang.
Natalya
Describe your best friend.
Stella
What is your favourite morning beverage?
Darcy
What is the most colourful swear word combination you can come up with? (this can be clean if you want)
Zara
How well do you make friends with animals?
Danielle
How well do you handle crises?
Ahmara
How stellar are your baking skills?
Natalie
How injury prone are you?
Raven
Nicki Minaj isā¦?
Opehlia
Best drunk story, GO!
Celaena
You can have a onesie of any animal real or imaginary- what animal is it?
Farah
What is your favourite musical?
Glimmer
What do you call your dad?
Candy
If the media could describe you in one sentence what would it say?
Azil
Youāre meeting a prince for the first time- what do you do to leave a lasting impression?
turnnoffyourmind
janainaart
pixelskylines
jbbartram-illu
discoholicmusic
prguitarman
kianamaiart
dededos
