Female Taken , Enjoys The Swinger Lifestyle 🍍

loose 💔

[farrah666]

I sit here and I wonder how long it will take them to realize I haven't came back...

[farrah666]

Its so overwhelmed pretending that I'm fine .

[proevil]

[csidesuicide]

[farrah666]

And I’m in love with you

But It doesn’t matter because …i do not think you’ll ever love me the way I do you

[farrah666]

I wish i never existed. Never was even here. What hurts most is i thought maye this time would be different and i would be ok...but then reality set in and i know happiness never lasts. I dont deserve it anyway. 5/13/22 3:20am

[farrah666]

I just want to slit my wrists and watch myself bleed out and just fucking leave this world already...I'm hanging on by a fucking thread and wondering when I'll have the balls to let go.

[farrah666]

[farrah666]

I break everything i fucking touch

[depressionshope]

Tumblr is a great hiding spot

[farrah666]

and ive doomed myself agan , its all falling apart again, and i cant fucking stop..and whats worse i dont want to stop..because whats the fuckng point???

[farrah666]

i am dying inside 

and all i can do is find any possible distraction i can to not feel this jagged wound that is my fucking heart . i wish i couldsnt feel a fucking thing i hate my life and i dont want to be here i die more every day ... help me escape my mind

[hatin]

“I found peace in your violence”

— Marshmello (via neckkiss)

[farrah666]

God I wish I diddnt ... I just want it to be over but I deserve this

[farrah666]

I told you yes

Because I love you

And now your not giving me the time of day...

My heart's in my sleeve around you ...and you could care less

[farrah666]

No one ever listens..until it's too late

Somethings slowly starving me

Were you even listing ?

No no no

Gave you every part of me maybe your were ment to leave

Wo get out get out of my head before I cave in just get out get out of my head, just get out I beg, before I cave in.

[farrah666]

My world is shaking on its axis

and theres nothing i can do to stop it 

the pain is unavoidable

 though...whats more pain ,why would more hurt, when its all ive ever felt?

[farrah666]

my curse is i fall in love with everyone who will never love me the same. that is the worst kind of hell, watching someone youd die for love someone else so much more ....how will there ever be room for me?

the answer, there wont be.

theres this voice in my head saying im better off dead

[farrah666]

Can you feel it

Can you feel it ?

Your slowly loosing me

I cant stop the tide