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Happy 23rd, will return laterz :3

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Happy 23rd, will return laterz :3

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Gett7!( calories ^___-

Happy 23rd, will return laterz :3

Update :

We are dating. (We had sex if you count eyeball pingpong , flirting teasing and then going two streets down so I can film myself feeding my hole. But I’m a gay adult baby so I am dating a lot of guys rn.

I’m learning to use my body to conduit love and sex , as a bottom, and for the first time In my life I’m not only the safest I’ve ever been, most independent or driven, but I’m getting pleasure from bottoming. I never thought that was an option for me. I think I can enjoy topping too. I find myself requiring myself to just use self acceptance above all else and I find so much oscillation between positions and identity it’s so overwhelming some moments when I can’t do anything but breathe. Such a powerful thing to live through.

So yeah. Im gonna do my portfolio and all I have left to do is draw it ,and I wanna do a grey scale and then fill it in wihh th color but I am taking a really long time and letting it take a long time because I need to legit just walk outside and do nothing but listen to 40 hrtz. It’s like a spear was in my brain for a long time and it pulls it out, so long I didn’t notice anymore. But I felt it removed. When I got on medication I tried to notice how I felt , my sentience , and i saw a big hole thru my brain and before it was filled with pain and baggage. Get a life bud.

Touch grass, everyday, take meds, force yourself to be exposed to things that scare you (people.) in ways that doesn’t make you shut down. And learn all sorts of new things. You can learn anything in life. We truly grow into the people we are. So ya.

We are …. Maybe more than friends, but we’re comfortable with distance as well. I found myself incapable of doing nothing but thinking of him after seeing him for three seconds one day. I had to quit vaping too. It was too expensive and I still feel my self reach for the button again. But I just gotta be a grown up right now and enjoy my diapers on my own.

It’s spring. What are some cycles you can reach into your life and change so it’s not there tomorrow?

Here’s a link to me using my buzzy plug :3

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diaperdoggydoodoo

Where have u been!!!

Hi guys :3

I have been really busy trying to get consistent in my job. I had a coworkers laugh at m for likening abdl so much and called me gross and bullied me. It made it really hard to explore this side of my life style and the longer I’ve been around people I feel it slip a little :( I have been training my hole and enjoying pup space ! And just being reslly open. But I will try to make sure this blog gets up and running again. It’s been here since like 2013 , so I can’t just quit. I just have had a lot of challenges to over come. I’m not even sure how someone would find out this about me or why they would even care to talk bad about me. It’s always been a sad space or me to enjoy being intimate and free of judgement. But I don’t want to be alienated :( but regardless. I’m not there forever. He’s gone now anyways. Like he literally has died. I go him fired I told my boss about how he was bullying me. Nd nooooww my crush has his name tatoooed on his arm. Great. And he’s a furry too and I’d totally worship his stinky paws. But oh well I gotta just pretend he never existed or never lead me on( he’s dating this girl from my hs who I rejected caus I was th e biggest diaper cuck ever. I still am. I think I made a post about needing a daddy and saw rela time engagement and I’d like to just express that I see myself struggling with those diff ult feelings. Ageplay can bring. Ummmmm. I wouldn’t say I’m sad or mad either. Idk. It’s just what’s up. I want to get remote work so I can establish and each my goals I just need to get drawing again. I took a class and learned zbrush and I have had this manifestation for some time. It’s the other side of the moon for sure. I’ve thought lots about astral projection and tried using clairvoyance and remote viewing to pass the time. I see myself thinking s lot. My automatic writing perk was thru the fuxking roof earlier it was insane. I could tell I was stressed. I guess if I reslly hold my emotions and honor them and be the biggest abdl I can I think I’ll feel safer. I noticed how much safety abdl can give me it’s intense. I used to doubt suffering from cptsd /dissasociative disorder but after getting medication for the first time in my life and purging abdl big time I reslly can stand at a very different spot and say, “okay, let’s swing the other way. guess that’s a lot of info. I have to save up my cash so I can have some stuff to live off of while I work on my protfolio and apply. But I have a bunch of game ready assets or close to ready 3d modeled it’s just I wanna draw it out and have a drawing I can post to art station to 3d model. Ummm. Instead of sitting there playing overwatch 2. 24/7. That’s what the career is for. I dunno. I haven’t been so abdl so much lately and I think it’s time we fix that. For sure. I haven’t ever been around so many people so much or been so independent so it’s a new experience too. I also need to ride cock and train. Fr. Umm idk. I’m in kinda messy spot. Have you guys ever felt this? Idk. I bought a pup hood and viborator and if I jerked off to diapers every night I didn’t think I would have. But idk. Ummmmm. I guess im just upset. But im not. Ok I’ll stop writing for sure. Bottom things 🫣. I got the ost job and I was promoted while I was studying a new software for game development and now I have to allow myself to feel all sorts of stuff.

fartsniffingdiapercuck

My crush HAHAHA has also farted in my direction. I have texted him and he won’t reply. I made fun of him tonight and he threw a trantrum and ran out. And can’t work next to me.

fartsniffingdiapercuck

HI MY DADDIES. I thought I’d give a little update because I was very surprised. I was mean. And I had to apologize. And now? ALL THE BOYS LOVE ME. (Very little diaper content in this post so I’d keep scrollin if you’re not snoopin on MaH blogz!!!1!!)

That’s right. Divalivious stands in his therapists office and complains how everything’s left for me to do and I don’t get any fun. And I started to slack off and take my time like I was paid 16 an hour. (Um.) so guess what happens dada? The whole SOTR EXPLODED. and we eventually have to get everyone in the same room and yell at them. And before I get all mad. Because I stayed up two days strisght gooning and working on my videogame assets. (Pic below is tonight’s project progress! This is a chest in a videogame I can animate and not have to draw frame by frame called what’s known as a “mimic” and he tricks adventurers into eating them!!

And I’m really happy caus I was taught zbrush by the lead CHARCATER artist for mass effect personally while working full time and it took my art from this to that. Eugh i can’t believe I’m putting this here HAHA but you’re seeing a special side of me that wants to express somethign to a really particular social group of mine.

OKAY. so. Six months of zbrush everyday (basically) while working and playing games almost full time at home. But I wouldn’t really say I’m a huge gamer. BUT. I wanted to say that. I realized I got overwhelmed and I stopped wanting to be the best I could be./!: then we had to get everyone in the room and explain how to do their job. Every single one. And before I showed up ahead of time and scrubbed all the walls clean and everything down and did the dishes and helped clean because I said no matter WHAT I typed it wouldn’t matter half as much as actuslly getting somethign done and relalize I made a mistake and it’s perfectly okay to get angry and upset but there needs to be a way that is constructive to do so. And I felt myself release a lot of the pressure and tackle negative perceptions of myself from myself and others. How toxic and needless can that information be if not channeled correctly, consistently. As an abdl.

SO. he ends up flirting. Like okay I am gonna mess with you. I’m dominate. I’m a furry too. And ….

He

Called me

Son.

After I yelled at him

About him. To him. Insulting him as much as I could. I had had it. But now? I let the whole wide world know I felt this way abo it him so it would get back to him and it wouldn’t be any pressure it would just be info because I know I’m a good lay but I’m not gonna wanna stick around long enough to even hold hands. So it’s all just masturbation. I’d rather use my dildo. I have hit my g spot inbetween the time of posting these for the first time in my LIFE. Btw. I wanna use it with someone in the room. Like a daddy. But yeah. He called me son. So I called him dad. But he’s not the only one. I found myself overwhelmed just being in proximity to people full time. Living in an aparmtmenr and not the acres of woods secluded alone. That was big. It reminded me of my early childhood and teen years and just walking down the side walk as a big moment. I’m not sure how much of this is repeative. But oh well :3 umm YEAH. so it’s NOT just diapers or scat. But it’s just a whirlwind. What do I do? I hope you guys are impressed with my little portfolio snippet. I haven’t actually sat down and like designed original concept art in 3d and finished before and have it be presentable. It’s not done for sure. But it’s a closer step to remote work. Which means gym, better living situation, diapers, and exploring my 20’s. OH. I also had done emdr recently to help me be in ph luv and be seen. I can totally not feel like myself and I’ll start to feel really really different when certain things happen in a sequence. Uhmm. But I take LDN and stuff. I really really recommend ldn because it doesn’t have any negatives and it helps focus and energy and people who struggle with disassociation. It was a life changing therapy I wish I had sooner. I’d love every day hearing voices of bullies, family members constantly talking about horror and true crime and seeing it and not being able to be where I physically was, feeling and remembering it. So it was like I was trapped in a room with a bunch of angry bees in my mind no matter what I compsrmentalize. But it’s never been a problem anymore. Hearing the voice of my family members or soemthing say reslly awful lies that would pull me away from what was real, who I was, remembered and felt and how THEY felt about me. No matter how much love they gave me. It was awful, because I can be REALLY kind. But I recommend ldn and looking into it if you ever struggle with ptsd and stuff like that. Ummm what else. Oh. I had to do emdr with being seen and eating out. I was spending 3k a month because I never cooked …. And I kept complaining about paying to have a problem like that. Until I opened up. And I found it was because I was lonely , scared, hopeless, and so many sad things. And I wanted to project it and make someone do all that work for something I didn’t want or would waste (oh my fod. Okay. Cancel me. ) and I was projecting onto the food!! But I am a full time chef. So I am now cooking all my meals at home and I found this place that’s really cool and puts me in an investment based mindset about the littlest things like soap. So yeah. I had a big ol tantrum and I had to say sorry. And the best way to do it is just making your hands move. One thing about ldn is that it gives you energy so some nights I will go four hours of sleep and never notice. Like I went to work early and did overtime and then I was asked out on a date (omg I was not expecting this but a coworker really wants to get to know me but im so boring he’s like my first friend as an adult I don’t let myself even gsme online without doing busy work for my little. But yeah. I wanted to share because I have been in my crib soooo close to daddy. I talk to my teddy bear like my daddy bear can hear :3 and I try to imagine a big crib with a mobile and monitor and toys on it. And making my leg guards push all the way out and my work computer desk as those play pens with the gates and blankies inside. !!!! Maybe I’ll try to make the cast of wild kratts as quick as possible in zbrush as a warm up while sucking on my thumb(I CANT STOP.) and binge watching

fartsniffingdiapercuck

Hi faggots. I missed u guys so I thought I’d update this… I know things were kinda spicy with this husky at my first job -__- but this toxic mean girl gay guy who was super all over me (tricked me into going out on a few dates with them I thought we were just friends. And even then I wasn’t impressed. People give you a 30 second trailer in on their lives and I gtfo from what I saw. Let’s abuse this newborn kitten for laughs and then disrespect the law!!!! LIKE THAT IS NOT FUN LOL. maybe if I were younger and also lived with my mom and dad. Not my business. But wow. Basically “you wanna be Regina George but you’re still stuck as Reginald George even if your openly mean to your parents when you have company over , you know, the ones who totally forced you to buy that black Louis Vuitton you think would hurt me… I make them , you suck cock for them. Learn something about something and apply yourself. Anyone can get raped for attention, but if you’re gay , too, wow………)

So this plastic Regina George is swarming me like a fly. I’m chill. I don’t bother people on purpose. Umm. So I just kinda let them do it. And then I tell them to fuck off after I realized they’d just keep being umm. So. Like they hee. Have you guys ever meet the gays that are stuck in drag? But they gotta get a second job and they see someone who can model and does kink because sex is a frequency and a lifestyle not a sneeze you do with someone in a room alone. It’s not a light switch you just flip on and off, unless you’re a fucking L O S E R. Anyways. Plastic trash bag bothers me. Oh well. And then they say h th eh sucked my crushes cock. And he’s small. So it blocked them and told them to not bother me anymore and that’s all. They’ll be fuckign bumping me shoulder checking me and it’s like. I’ve had the same job. It was therapy after havign resources cut off from me for years. Not that complicated. Or hard. But this one will say it’s manslaughter. Yet doesn’t wanna learn anything about financial literacy or talks down to me. Anyways. She’s not naturally pretty either. I am. The bold face glamor tiktok filter is unrecognizable on me. It’s next to my other tiktoks and you can’t tell. I am naturally pretty. I have spawned men and boyfriends before I could drive. So you think a piece of plastic strapped together in some shithole where I slave away is gonna bother me? All you’re doing is down cycling it. You’re never going to experience being handed materials and told to upxucle it into luxury and demand or know what it looks like. Youre scared of the flashing lights in your brain , stupid fucking dog. Yet it talks down to me. Withh the six piercings stuck in its plastic. And the faded red hair. And the fake acrylic nails that’s literlly not ever going to belong on anything you own. Ever.

Rarity is luxury, yet your so easily available you force me out on a date and sleep with my crush to hurt me. I didn’t say shit to anyone that whole day. All three of us were there right??? I’m dead quiet. I wanna be. This is a club house more than it is a job. This is because more than one person isn’t required to be here for rent. Ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway. I insult my crush. Again. I tell him to shut up when he tries to respond because I wasn’t talking to him in the first place. And yeah. Then I feel bad because I imagined him crying. And I felt bad.. I got so little hahaha I apologized and told him we’re still friends. And then he was soo flirty after. I kept telling him we’re friends. And stuff. He helped me realize I was naturally sexy. Even if I had insecurities and they were valid. So I didn’t have to even try. It was just there. And I realized I was so focused on that. I didn’t even see all the good things I had done that day. What a silly hormonal mess. Well … I let him know I’m a bottom. Well he knew. But I was to the understanding that. He’s not allowed to crate me or call me his favorite puppy because… I’m not!! But if I wanted to feel like that around him , it wasn’t something to push away. And if I felt so strongly about him, that I should be happy around him and not try to hide umm me blushing or soemthing. I just feel so complicated. Ahh.

But all I have left to do is draw and make art. Not learn zbrush. Because I started drawing with the zmodler tool for my protfolio without any drawings or paintings to show first!!! So i told myself it’s okay to not touch zbrush until I have finished product to post :3 and It was a lot. Because it was , well I have to start ecom and invest and do all these things thru an iPad but

I can’t work I can’t get a job or be seen or be a big kid who’s grown up and talks all day. And then .. I did!! And I faced a big fear. I have to see how much I have under me and to be great full for. And let the rain pour :) !! My past will never ever define my future. And I did NOT waste my time.

Literally why would I invest my energy and love knowing you could never give what I give back to me , and you have a tattoo of the guy who bullied me for being into diapers. And killed himself after quitting his job because I asked him to be respectful. Six times. And had an entire day doing a bucket list. Okay. Bye.

Pretending to pee on the floor for daddy :)

diaperdoggydoodoo

Where have u been!!!

Hi guys :3

I have been really busy trying to get consistent in my job. I had a coworkers laugh at m for likening abdl so much and called me gross and bullied me. It made it really hard to explore this side of my life style and the longer I’ve been around people I feel it slip a little :( I have been training my hole and enjoying pup space ! And just being reslly open. But I will try to make sure this blog gets up and running again. It’s been here since like 2013 , so I can’t just quit. I just have had a lot of challenges to over come. I’m not even sure how someone would find out this about me or why they would even care to talk bad about me. It’s always been a sad space or me to enjoy being intimate and free of judgement. But I don’t want to be alienated :( but regardless. I’m not there forever. He’s gone now anyways. Like he literally has died. I go him fired I told my boss about how he was bullying me. Nd nooooww my crush has his name tatoooed on his arm. Great. And he’s a furry too and I’d totally worship his stinky paws. But oh well I gotta just pretend he never existed or never lead me on( he’s dating this girl from my hs who I rejected caus I was th e biggest diaper cuck ever. I still am. I think I made a post about needing a daddy and saw rela time engagement and I’d like to just express that I see myself struggling with those diff ult feelings. Ageplay can bring. Ummmmm. I wouldn’t say I’m sad or mad either. Idk. It’s just what’s up. I want to get remote work so I can establish and each my goals I just need to get drawing again. I took a class and learned zbrush and I have had this manifestation for some time. It’s the other side of the moon for sure. I’ve thought lots about astral projection and tried using clairvoyance and remote viewing to pass the time. I see myself thinking s lot. My automatic writing perk was thru the fuxking roof earlier it was insane. I could tell I was stressed. I guess if I reslly hold my emotions and honor them and be the biggest abdl I can I think I’ll feel safer. I noticed how much safety abdl can give me it’s intense. I used to doubt suffering from cptsd /dissasociative disorder but after getting medication for the first time in my life and purging abdl big time I reslly can stand at a very different spot and say, “okay, let’s swing the other way. guess that’s a lot of info. I have to save up my cash so I can have some stuff to live off of while I work on my protfolio and apply. But I have a bunch of game ready assets or close to ready 3d modeled it’s just I wanna draw it out and have a drawing I can post to art station to 3d model. Ummm. Instead of sitting there playing overwatch 2. 24/7. That’s what the career is for. I dunno. I haven’t been so abdl so much lately and I think it’s time we fix that. For sure. I haven’t ever been around so many people so much or been so independent so it’s a new experience too. I also need to ride cock and train. Fr. Umm idk. I’m in kinda messy spot. Have you guys ever felt this? Idk. I bought a pup hood and viborator and if I jerked off to diapers every night I didn’t think I would have. But idk. Ummmmm. I guess im just upset. But im not. Ok I’ll stop writing for sure. Bottom things 🫣. I got the ost job and I was promoted while I was studying a new software for game development and now I have to allow myself to feel all sorts of stuff.

fartsniffingdiapercuck

My crush HAHAHA has also farted in my direction. I have texted him and he won’t reply. I made fun of him tonight and he threw a trantrum and ran out. And can’t work next to me.

fartsniffingdiapercuck

HI MY DADDIES. I thought I’d give a little update because I was very surprised. I was mean. And I had to apologize. And now? ALL THE BOYS LOVE ME. (Very little diaper content in this post so I’d keep scrollin if you’re not snoopin on MaH blogz!!!1!!)

That’s right. Divalivious stands in his therapists office and complains how everything’s left for me to do and I don’t get any fun. And I started to slack off and take my time like I was paid 16 an hour. (Um.) so guess what happens dada? The whole SOTR EXPLODED. and we eventually have to get everyone in the same room and yell at them. And before I get all mad. Because I stayed up two days strisght gooning and working on my videogame assets. (Pic below is tonight’s project progress! This is a chest in a videogame I can animate and not have to draw frame by frame called what’s known as a “mimic” and he tricks adventurers into eating them!!

And I’m really happy caus I was taught zbrush by the lead CHARCATER artist for mass effect personally while working full time and it took my art from this to that. Eugh i can’t believe I’m putting this here HAHA but you’re seeing a special side of me that wants to express somethign to a really particular social group of mine.

OKAY. so. Six months of zbrush everyday (basically) while working and playing games almost full time at home. But I wouldn’t really say I’m a huge gamer. BUT. I wanted to say that. I realized I got overwhelmed and I stopped wanting to be the best I could be./!: then we had to get everyone in the room and explain how to do their job. Every single one. And before I showed up ahead of time and scrubbed all the walls clean and everything down and did the dishes and helped clean because I said no matter WHAT I typed it wouldn’t matter half as much as actuslly getting somethign done and relalize I made a mistake and it’s perfectly okay to get angry and upset but there needs to be a way that is constructive to do so. And I felt myself release a lot of the pressure and tackle negative perceptions of myself from myself and others. How toxic and needless can that information be if not channeled correctly, consistently. As an abdl.

SO. he ends up flirting. Like okay I am gonna mess with you. I’m dominate. I’m a furry too. And ….

He

Called me

Son.

After I yelled at him

About him. To him. Insulting him as much as I could. I had had it. But now? I let the whole wide world know I felt this way abo it him so it would get back to him and it wouldn’t be any pressure it would just be info because I know I’m a good lay but I’m not gonna wanna stick around long enough to even hold hands. So it’s all just masturbation. I’d rather use my dildo. I have hit my g spot inbetween the time of posting these for the first time in my LIFE. Btw. I wanna use it with someone in the room. Like a daddy. But yeah. He called me son. So I called him dad. But he’s not the only one. I found myself overwhelmed just being in proximity to people full time. Living in an aparmtmenr and not the acres of woods secluded alone. That was big. It reminded me of my early childhood and teen years and just walking down the side walk as a big moment. I’m not sure how much of this is repeative. But oh well :3 umm YEAH. so it’s NOT just diapers or scat. But it’s just a whirlwind. What do I do? I hope you guys are impressed with my little portfolio snippet. I haven’t actually sat down and like designed original concept art in 3d and finished before and have it be presentable. It’s not done for sure. But it’s a closer step to remote work. Which means gym, better living situation, diapers, and exploring my 20’s. OH. I also had done emdr recently to help me be in ph luv and be seen. I can totally not feel like myself and I’ll start to feel really really different when certain things happen in a sequence. Uhmm. But I take LDN and stuff. I really really recommend ldn because it doesn’t have any negatives and it helps focus and energy and people who struggle with disassociation. It was a life changing therapy I wish I had sooner. I’d love every day hearing voices of bullies, family members constantly talking about horror and true crime and seeing it and not being able to be where I physically was, feeling and remembering it. So it was like I was trapped in a room with a bunch of angry bees in my mind no matter what I compsrmentalize. But it’s never been a problem anymore. Hearing the voice of my family members or soemthing say reslly awful lies that would pull me away from what was real, who I was, remembered and felt and how THEY felt about me. No matter how much love they gave me. It was awful, because I can be REALLY kind. But I recommend ldn and looking into it if you ever struggle with ptsd and stuff like that. Ummm what else. Oh. I had to do emdr with being seen and eating out. I was spending 3k a month because I never cooked …. And I kept complaining about paying to have a problem like that. Until I opened up. And I found it was because I was lonely , scared, hopeless, and so many sad things. And I wanted to project it and make someone do all that work for something I didn’t want or would waste (oh my fod. Okay. Cancel me. ) and I was projecting onto the food!! But I am a full time chef. So I am now cooking all my meals at home and I found this place that’s really cool and puts me in an investment based mindset about the littlest things like soap. So yeah. I had a big ol tantrum and I had to say sorry. And the best way to do it is just making your hands move. One thing about ldn is that it gives you energy so some nights I will go four hours of sleep and never notice. Like I went to work early and did overtime and then I was asked out on a date (omg I was not expecting this but a coworker really wants to get to know me but im so boring he’s like my first friend as an adult I don’t let myself even gsme online without doing busy work for my little. But yeah. I wanted to share because I have been in my crib soooo close to daddy. I talk to my teddy bear like my daddy bear can hear :3 and I try to imagine a big crib with a mobile and monitor and toys on it. And making my leg guards push all the way out and my work computer desk as those play pens with the gates and blankies inside. !!!! Maybe I’ll try to make the cast of wild kratts as quick as possible in zbrush as a warm up while sucking on my thumb(I CANT STOP.) and binge watching

diaperdoggydoodoo

Where have u been!!!

Hi guys :3

I have been really busy trying to get consistent in my job. I had a coworkers laugh at m for likening abdl so much and called me gross and bullied me. It made it really hard to explore this side of my life style and the longer I’ve been around people I feel it slip a little :( I have been training my hole and enjoying pup space ! And just being reslly open. But I will try to make sure this blog gets up and running again. It’s been here since like 2013 , so I can’t just quit. I just have had a lot of challenges to over come. I’m not even sure how someone would find out this about me or why they would even care to talk bad about me. It’s always been a sad space or me to enjoy being intimate and free of judgement. But I don’t want to be alienated :( but regardless. I’m not there forever. He’s gone now anyways. Like he literally has died. I go him fired I told my boss about how he was bullying me. Nd nooooww my crush has his name tatoooed on his arm. Great. And he’s a furry too and I’d totally worship his stinky paws. But oh well I gotta just pretend he never existed or never lead me on( he’s dating this girl from my hs who I rejected caus I was th e biggest diaper cuck ever. I still am. I think I made a post about needing a daddy and saw rela time engagement and I’d like to just express that I see myself struggling with those diff ult feelings. Ageplay can bring. Ummmmm. I wouldn’t say I’m sad or mad either. Idk. It’s just what’s up. I want to get remote work so I can establish and each my goals I just need to get drawing again. I took a class and learned zbrush and I have had this manifestation for some time. It’s the other side of the moon for sure. I’ve thought lots about astral projection and tried using clairvoyance and remote viewing to pass the time. I see myself thinking s lot. My automatic writing perk was thru the fuxking roof earlier it was insane. I could tell I was stressed. I guess if I reslly hold my emotions and honor them and be the biggest abdl I can I think I’ll feel safer. I noticed how much safety abdl can give me it’s intense. I used to doubt suffering from cptsd /dissasociative disorder but after getting medication for the first time in my life and purging abdl big time I reslly can stand at a very different spot and say, “okay, let’s swing the other way. guess that’s a lot of info. I have to save up my cash so I can have some stuff to live off of while I work on my protfolio and apply. But I have a bunch of game ready assets or close to ready 3d modeled it’s just I wanna draw it out and have a drawing I can post to art station to 3d model. Ummm. Instead of sitting there playing overwatch 2. 24/7. That’s what the career is for. I dunno. I haven’t been so abdl so much lately and I think it’s time we fix that. For sure. I haven’t ever been around so many people so much or been so independent so it’s a new experience too. I also need to ride cock and train. Fr. Umm idk. I’m in kinda messy spot. Have you guys ever felt this? Idk. I bought a pup hood and viborator and if I jerked off to diapers every night I didn’t think I would have. But idk. Ummmmm. I guess im just upset. But im not. Ok I’ll stop writing for sure. Bottom things 🫣. I got the ost job and I was promoted while I was studying a new software for game development and now I have to allow myself to feel all sorts of stuff.

fartsniffingdiapercuck

My crush HAHAHA has also farted in my direction. I have texted him and he won’t reply. I made fun of him tonight and he threw a trantrum and ran out. And can’t work next to me.

I love all my daddies out there :3

I love being a good boy who holds their teddy bear to sleep, plays with his plushies and always obeys daddy. When I embrace my companionship, I find myself happier and more secure with my autonomy over myself and my life. But boy, it can make life complicated. It can be difficult to have feelings about your second babyhood and keeping engaged with your life and stuffs :3 I just wanna say I am really happy to be so loved and cared for and all the daddies make me a very good boy. ❤️❤️

Feeling modest and #gay with my #chastityBoy clit and when I put my camisole on wrong, the one with the hole and I wore when I ate a dirty tops ass for 5 hrs, i had dropped my camera and it went off -___- I know I mostly post my poopy diaper pictures, but I found some slay here.

LOVE U DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like to fold my pup hood ears so they’re more borzoi esq. What do you think? Hot , or total flop! ?

Slayed

First toy!! Pup mask. Happy I asked for help and didn’t just pressure myself to pick what looked cool. Fully remote vibrator so I can take cock!!! One day!! Spreader.

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