I'm fat

wanna starve myself <3

[fat-ass-69]

Just got diagnosed with BPD lol

[fat-ass-69]

OBS don't wanna post what the girl looks like just incase she finds it but this is her body type 😮

[fat-ass-69]

Is it bad that ik the girl I'm talking to really doesn't mind my weight, but omfg she's so skinny it's like irl thinspo. Like I feel so fat around her but OMFGG it's so great to have free motivation, slayyyy

[fat-ass-69]

Tw

Self harmed for the first time, needed someone to know, it's in the shape of a heart so at least it's pretty. Ok that's it, thanks

[deaddovemars]

wlw thxnspo 🏳️‍🌈🦋

[fat-ass-69]

One of my main thinsp is being in a wlw relationship where were both fem and thin

[railthinangel]

In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

[fat-ass-69]

Tw ed

Idk if I'm dizzy cause of not eating and purging or I'm dizzy cause of the amount of nicotine I inhale.

[fat-ass-69]

48h starts now... Let's gooo

[fat-ass-69]

Pov: Ur me

[fat-ass-69]

I'm gonna try the 100h fast again, got rly rly far last time so 🤞

[fat-ass-69]

Have a date with my gf on valentine's day, ovs wanna be skinny so gonna fast next two days and eat v little on Sunday, it's my grandmas birthday so HAVE to eat a little at least 😒

[fat-ass-69]

If I don't fast all day today I'm lying to myself and it isn't that bad

[fat-ass-69]

New obsession- green tea (woke up feeling the skinnyest iv EVER felt

[fat-ass-69]

If I want to get results I need to be honest. This weekend was for lack of other terms was 'a fucking train wreck!' I binged on Friday night and had a fuck tone of utter crap today. Feel ashamed but numbers not looking too bad. (obviously I don't like them but didn't gain as much as I expected) fasting tomorrow, should be easier cause I have a busy day and instead of getting the bus I'm gonna walk from school (about 3.1 miles)

I had a bad weekend but I CANNOT give up.

[fat-ass-69]

It was a friend's birthday today, another friend had made smallish gluten-free chocolate chip muffins, I felt like I had to eat one out of politeness, but when I asked if gluten-free was healthier and she said it was worse 4 u, I stopped eating and was extremely close to crying and haven't had enything to eat since. Ik I shouldn't but its making me happy that I am more scared of food and my -whatever this is- is becoming more excessive.

[fat-ass-69]

Being overweight with an ed is fuckin embarrassing

[fat-ass-69]