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[railthinangel]

Starting: 86kg

Current: 74kg

Current (11/19) 68 kg

UGW: 59 kg (might go lower if I reach it)

The right way to do this isn't working I've tried everything so this is my last straw. I'm taking matters into my own hands. I just eat so much I can't help it.. I'll be posting thinspo and recipes qnd maybe some food logs. I'm going to try to motivate myself and others to be safe and stay on track. Stay safe guys and don't purge, its detrimental to your health. You don't want tooth decay babes <3

Current measurements

Bust: 38

Waist: 35

Hips: 42

[dyinginafield]

[railthinangel]

My boyfriend stayed at my house over break.

I gained 6lbs

I feel like such a disgusting failure. I can't help but rat when people are around. I'm so digusted by it but I'm terrified that they'll notice my restriction and force me to eat. I'm tired of being harrased with comments and questions. I want everyone to mind their business.

I want to be thin

[railthinangel]

I'm dropping weight but just not

Fast enough

[railthinangel]

Why can't I resist the urge to eat? I fucking hate myself for recovering, but at the same time I don't. I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel, and all I want to feel is skinny.

[railthinangel]

I just want to love myself, but I cannot get rid of the hatred I hold

[railthinangel]

Recent thinspo for myself

- to be skinny for Christmas/look good in my pj's and photos

- to be pretty for my bf

- look cute in my snow gear

- not be embarrassed to eat at holiday meals

- shock my relatives when they see me again

- to not look fat when wearing layers

- to feel the cold

- look good in senior photos

- surprise peers when I come back from break

- to not feel insecure around other girls (it's so bad)

- just to be skinny

[wallaceandpestle]

the bedrooms of our friends

[isa-may]

girls be like “i know a place” and then take you here

[railthinangel]

Just trying to get my eating habits back on track this fall, i'll be posting my meals (when i remember) on here and the calories. Just trying to lose weight at a healthy pace without feeling like total shit because of tennis (super embarrassing passing out on court, need my energy, im burning it anyways). Trying to stick to 1200-1300 cals per day. Be healthy, be safe!!

Breakfast

Sweet potato baby puffs : 40 cal

1 package seaweed : 30 cal

Cranberry juice : 150 cal

[railthinangel]

Ready for spooky season

[actuallyblonde-xo]

me once it gets to be late august:

[gifs-of-puppets]

Happy First Day of Autumn!

Source: Muppet Wiki

[cinephile-club]

[stargirlies]

if you’re a girl, then you know how hard it is to be a girl. so STOP tearing other girls down all it’s giving is jealousy & miserable within one’s self

[lapetitebabydoll-deactivated202]

Exactly why would you hurt people like that when you know how bad it hurts?🤨

[railthinangel]

I can control my life but i can control my food intake

[railthinangel]

My bf and i almost broke up, its made this entire relationship 80 times worse. I cant finish a meal, it makes me sick thinking about eating. I can see my cousin and aunt getting worried but i just dont care. Im nauseous from anxiety