I think I have come to the conclusion that my ideal dynamic has shifted. I want to bed treated like a mindless pig…..
Have a domme be in control of me. In control of all the money so I have to eat what I am given. Her slave girls watching my every move while she’s at work. They and I getting physically abused if they let me take too many steps for the day or allow me to do any kind of exercise. To fear disobeying because I’m too weak to stop her anymore. I’ll just shut up and eat that cake and let her girlfriends touch me.
Have my domme be all nice and sweet and sexual as long as I’m doing what she wants. Have her be mean even in public if I’m not compliant. Long nails to cut me with and hurt me. Have my family and friends have no idea that she’s not a sweetheart. That if I think for myself I will be tied and force fed and hurt for her pleasure.
Leave me at home with a pile of food to finish every day. Force me to funnel beer morning and evening so that I’m cross faded constantly and can’t stop her or her girls from pegging me or fucking my cock. Be treated like a stupid fuck pig.
Made to be in public with my fit in shape domme while I’m obviously obese and addicted to alcohol food and whatever drugs she keeps me on to force me to eat and be docile. Would love a big tittied goth girl to make me her stupid pet. Have her always dressed so well and looking stunning compared to me. Huge and unfit because I’m not allowed to do anything.
The “Oh Daddy let me help you” in public so that others can see how useless I am and get her off by embarrassing me. Seeing how much control she has over me. Making her slave girls wait on me so I am helpless and dependent for everything and need help with every day tasks because I’m so coddled.
Go to my doctors appointments and make sure I’m given pills so that my lifestyle doesn’t have to change. Make up some lie about why I’ve out so much weight on. When family calls for me telling them how sick I am as you funnel more pig slop through the funnel and watch me pass out because to drunk and full. Turn me into an alcoholic because I’m not given a choice on what I ingest or when. Woken up on a schedule no matter what time of the day to ingest thousands of calories.
Wish there were twisted girls who wanted total control that wanted to ruin somebody like me. Make me call them embarrassing titles to make sure I know my place. Have their perverted friends come see the spectacle of her fat pig














