Helloo! Thank you so much!! <3 Absolutely, yes!! I have some ideas from some requests and other thingss. I cant make promises on when but I do have ideas!!
okay i think those were all my asks that weren't requests. dont worry if you sent a request! its still there, and im definitely starting to cook again <3
unfortunately i cannot stay up all night and write like i want to. i have work in the morning. sigh.
hiii!! sorry for being completely dead. i became a real adult (late, i know) with like, car payments and bills and stuff. in other words, life got busy and hectic but i miss writing fics so much so im back!! hopefully!!
Do you think you could write like a part two of the pornstar x Leo Valdez thing, but it's just him finally asking the reader out on a date (it doesn't even have to be smut)
hi anonymous <3 ive been thinking about this ever since i got the ask, and i cant promise when itll be done but i have sooooo many ideas and ive already started working on it!!
hiii guys! sorry for disappearing for so long. kinktober burnt me out prettyyy bad, even though i was trying my best to avoid it :( but! i think i might be back? ill try to respond to all my comments and asks!!
this is a side blog and tbh making it one has been my biggest regret. im thinking of remaking it as a main blog, so keep an eye out for links to that! ill probably re-upload all my other fics on that account.
the superstar!! fic... well, that might become a college au fic? with a few parts? i know yall probably want more smut, but i had the idea of yn and leo awkwardly trying to go on a date, while not realizing the other liked them. i dunno. ive already got 600 words of that written. i hope to come back with more fics, though!!
Between college, work, and writing every single day, I'm feeling like I might burn out. So! To avoid that, I'm not going to write anymore prompts for this month (unless I get an idea that I just need to write). I have a really good request I liked for Halloween, though. I'll be working on that one for the rest of the month ;) im hoping it ends up quite a bit longer than the rest
Next year, im definitely going to start preparing ahead of time so I can do all 31 ❤️
“Well, I think that was a wonderful place for a mirror,” Nikolai mused, his arms crossed over his chest. His lips were quirked up in a grin, and he looked so smug.
Your eye twitched.
“It’s right in front of the bed, Nikolai.”
“Yes, it appears so.”
“I don’t need that view when we sleep together.”
His grin morphed into a small pout at that. He sat at the end of the bed, and pulled you down onto his lap. Facing away from him. Facing that mirror. You tried to turn your head, tried to look at him, but he had a gentle grip on your chin. He kept you facing the mirror. All you could do was glare at him through the mirror.
“Niko-”
“Such a lovely view,” he whispered in your ear. His free hand traveled down your waist, your hip, your thigh.
You were still fully clothed, so his touch didn’t truly do anything.
That was no good for him. He slowly started to undress you. Unfortunately for him, he had to let go of your chin, and you whipped around to glare at him, no mirror involved. Nikolai sighed.
“You will remove the mirror.”
“I will not.”
“You will.”
“This is my bedroom.”
“I sleep here with you!”
“I might remove it later,” he relented. That still wasn’t good enough for you. You wanted the mirror gone now. Out of your sight. But you doubted he would compromise further.
“Good,” you huffed. You let him undress you, barely helping him with the struggle. If he wanted to be a pain in the ass, well, two could play that game. You barely even lifted your hips for him when he was pulling your pants down. That earned a small grunt from him, and a self-satisfied smirk from you. It wasn’t easy taking off your pants when you were sitting in his life.
But he managed to get them off, and then there you were, sitting in his lap, completely bare. And looking at him. Nikolai lifted his hand to your chin again, turning your face towards the mirror. His other hand traveled your body.
“Is this necessary?” You asked, scowling at him in the mirror.
Nikolai did the weirdest things sometimes. You didn’t need a mirror to watch him fuck you, and you knew that was what he wanted. For you to watch. But you could just look down and see his cock disappear into you, no mirror required. There was no reason that you had to watch in a mirror.
“Yes. I want you to watch,” he answered.
“You could just-”
“You wouldn’t see yourself. I want you to see the way you melt for me,” he said, nipping your earlobe.
Yet again, you scowled at him in the mirror. His hazel eyes met your gaze, another grin on his lips. Nikolai was so smug and cocky all the time. It could be endearing— it was definitely one of the reasons you fell for him— but it could be infuriating as well.
His hand slid between your thighs, his fingers finding your clit. Your breath hitched, your scowl fell away, but only for a moment. You were scowling at him again through the mirror. He had you sitting on the edge of the bed with him, his legs on either side of yours, both of you having your legs spread. Nikolai’s were spread so that you could sit there. Yours were spread so that he could get you off.
A lot of thought had gone into the position. Of you, and of that damned mirror.
You weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of moaning. For as long as you could, you glared at him through the mirror, and you bit your lip when you worried about a moan falling from your lips.
“No pretty noises?” He asked, with a pout. You didn’t have to imagine the pout, even with him sitting behind you.
“Fuck you,” you hissed.
That was when he decided to run his fingers through your slick folds, before finally sinking two into you. He kept eye contact with you through the mirror— which was so stupid, because if he never put the mirror there, he would be making actual eye contact with you.
You knew him well enough to know that he’d make you finish on his fingers at least once.
“I’ll actually be fucking you soon enough, my love,” he whispered in your ear, that smug grin on his face once again. It only pissed you off. Cocky bastard.
His fingers curled inside you just right. Your eyes fluttered shut, and you bit your lip so hard you were worried that it’d start bleeding. He wouldn’t get the satisfaction, you just wouldn’t allow it. Even when he started to pump his fingers in faster, and hit that spot over and over.
“Gonna hurt yourself,” he said, his hand left your chin to thumb your lip. And then he hit your g-spot again, and you felt yourself being pushed over that edge. You tightened around his fingers and he grinned at you in the mirror. “There you go… so pretty.”
And then? You weren’t exactly sure how it happened. One moment, you were sitting on the edge of the bed, with him behind you, his fingers deep inside your cunt. He was completely clothed. The next you were face down ass up on the bed, with his cock deep inside your cunt. Nikolai had one hand wrapped around your waist, holding you slightly up, with his chest pressed against your back. His other hand was forcing you, again, to look right at the mirror as he fucked you. If Nikolai was a mean partner, he’d have his fingers fisted in your hair to hold your head up.
But he was not mean even if he was a cocky bastard.
You’d long since given up your attempt to be silent. Curse him for always getting what he wanted, but you couldn’t help the moans leaving your lips. Occasionally, it would even be his name, and each time it was, he smirked a little wider.
Of course, he wasn’t silent, either. He never was. Nikolai made little grunts and groans, and when you were really lucky?
When you were really, really lucky, a moan would leave his lips. You always felt blessed when it happened.
His cock hit so deep inside you, constantly hitting that spot that made you see stars. And you were forced to watch the whole thing, seeing him fucking you because of that mirror. It both angered you and excited you, but you wouldn’t admit the second part.
He was going to get rid of the mirror after this.
The one good thing about the mirror was that you could see his face in this position. You could see the way it contorted in pleasure. You could see the way his eyes nearly rolled whenever you clenched around him, could see the way his mouth fell open. All too quickly for you, you felt that coil in your stomach snap again. Your cunt clenched around his cock this time, and he was only a few thrusts behind.
Your name spilled from his lips, and his name spilled from yours, and he would have collapsed on top of you if it wasn’t for the position. Both of you were breathing heavily.
He stayed buried inside you as he caught his breath.
“You’re still going to get rid of that stupid thing,” you said, once you could finally breathe again.
i just wanted to make a quick post to say: THANK YOU to everyone who followed me, everyone who likes my posts, and everyone who sends me asks. When I started this account, I didn't think many people would enjoy my writing, and I was just doing it for fun.
but there are not enough words to express how thankful I am to each and every single one of you. thank you so much for supporting me <3 all the support is encouraging me to keep going
Note: Hi guys! I had fun writing this one and I hope you enjoy it. I like it a little more than some of the other fics ive written lately. i struggled with the ending a little bit, but I have to get ready for bed since I have work in the morning
“Jason, come on. Please,” you pouted, pushing out your bottom lip. You looked up at him, through your lashes, giving him the look, hoping he’d cave. He had said no in the past, for fear of hurting you. But you trust him so completely.
“What if I-”
“You won’t. Trust yourself like I trust you,” you said.
You were laying next to each other in bed, already completely bare. His lips were swollen from kisses, and yours weren’t much better. One of your hands were on his chest, the other running gently through his hair. Trying to relax him. Trying to show him there was nothing to worry about, not even from himself. Especially not from himself. When had he ever been harsh with you?
Never.
“I would never forgive myself if I hurt you,” he sighed, chewing on his lip. His glasses were knocked askew. You didn’t fix them. They looked cute.
“It’s supposed to feel good, though.”
“Why do you know that?”
“…It’s a kink, alright? And if you just do a really weak pulse… I’ll be fine.”
Jason looked you in the eye. His hand was on your hip, his thumb gently rubbing back and forth. He did this when he was really considering something— which didn’t normally happen when you were about to have sex, but you were shocked he’d even entertain you on this.
“We can try it. But if it hurts you, I’m stopping right away,” he decided. You knew he didn’t just mean he’d stop electrocuting you. That was pretty obvious. He meant he’d stop fucking you, and he’d go into ‘I need to take care of you’ mode.
You couldn’t argue with that logic. A big grin crossed you lips and you smashed yours against his.
“I’ll tell you exactly where to do it,” you mumbled against his lips.
His hand slipped down your hip, settling between your thighs as he kissed you. While the kiss was unhurried, his fingers pumped in and out of you quickly. You couldn’t help but moan into the kiss. If it were up to you, his throbbing cock would be inside you right now, but he always insisted on foreplay, for fear of hurting you. Jason was the sweetest, most considerate boyfriend anyone could ever ask for. You felt lucky to have him.
Jason also knew exactly where to curl his fingers to hit your g-spot.
“Jase,” you breathed against his lips, “ ‘m ready.”
“Are you sure?” He asked. He’d pulled away, just far enough to talk to you. His lips still brushed against your lips.
“Mhm.”
He pulled away completely, leaning over the side of the bed and reaching into the bedside table. A pout crossed your lips, but was gone before he could turn back around. Jason was all about being safe, even though you were absolutely desperate to feel him inside of you. Raw. You’d get there.
Not this time, but you’d get there. This time you’d already convinced him to shock you. He was probably slightly on edge. You wouldn’t push for anything else.
You shifted onto your back, a smile gracing your lips as you watched him. Jason ripped the condom open with his teeth, and rolled it onto his cock.
Early on in your relationship, he had told you about how he practiced putting on a condom. First, he put them on a banana, then he put them on himself. He wanted to do everything perfectly. Safely. It was so cute and sweet, even if you didn’t mind if he decided against wearing one. He always did, though.
Sex ed in camp was decidedly lacking. Anything either of you learned was either with each other, or when he went to a public library and started reading about it.
You didn’t know whether that was cute or not. He’d admitted it late one night, after you had had sex, that he was trying to do research on how to please you properly. You already thought he was considerate, and that was definitely considerate too. But it was a little silly, because not everyone’s the same, and you were pretty sure he’d learn much better hands on. And then he did. He learned what you liked.
Jason got on top of you, one hand next to your head, holding him up. You wanted to bite his bicep. His other hand was on his cock, lining it up perfectly with your cunt.
Slowly, he pushed in. He always started slow. Most of the time, he didn’t ever go that fast. His thrusts just got harder and harder, until he was pounding into you at a pace that made you go crazy.
He bottomed out inside you and paused, as he always did. To let you adjust.
You’d tried to tell him repeatedly that he didn’t need to do that every single time, but he insisted. Now you leaned up to capture his lips, licking his bottom one and then into his mouth, before you pulled away.
“I’m good, Jase. Fuck me,” you whispered.
And he did. His hips started to move. His thrusts were slow, but hard, hitting so deep inside, you were already starting to see stars.
You grabbed his hand, a sigh escaping you lips, and moved his fingers to your clit. His cock was so good, you almost forgot what you’d asked him to do. Almost. But you’d done far too much research into this— which wasn’t very easy, especially when you didn’t want to go to some library and you doubted they even had information on electricity kinks. You couldn’t have a phone to look this shit up either. But you managed— to let the opportunity pass you by.
Jason knew exactly what you wanted when you moved his hand there. His fingers started to run slow circles around your clit.
“Okay, Jase,” you breathed, your eyes fluttering shut. Gods, it was hard to talk with his cock hitting right there repeatedly. You wouldn’t allow yourself to become cock drunk that easily. Not today. “Jus- just a small shock. Right there.”
After one second of hesitation, he did. A very weak shock emitted from his fingertips, right into your clit. Pleasure shocked through you right as he did it, your pussy tightened around him and made him groan, his eyes closing. Your own eyes were wide, his name fell from your lips in a loud moan.
You didn’t expect it to feel that good.
“You like that?” He asked, quietly, even though he knew you definitely did. You were sure he didn’t realize just how dirty that question sounded, either. He was being genuine.
“Fuck, yes Jase, felt so good,” you answered, your breathing shallow.
He kept fucking into you at that same steady pace, and rubbing your clit. Every so often, you felt another shock shoot through you, pleasure right along with it. Your orgasm was fast approaching— faster than normal, too.
Jason knew how to work you, but you were normally able to last longer.
One more well placed shock, and you were done for.
But Jason knew that. He thrusted into you again, the tip of his cock hitting your g-spot so well. And at the same time? He sent another shock through you. Each shock had made you tighten around him, and this one was no different— except, it was the one that caused your orgasm, so your cunt was fluttering around him and you were gushing and moaning his name, and it only took a few more thrusts before he spilled into the condom.
Jason could never get enough of seeing you come undone like that. He made a mental note to keep shocking you during sex.
i just got an ask im super excited for about nikolai!! i wanted to post to say i will get to it, most likely sometime in november <3 ive actually read every single book that leigh bardugo wrote in that universe, so im hoping you enjoy what i come up with