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FIND A PEACE OF MIND. independent, private && selective roleplay blog for rigatona from funamusea's works. oc, multimuse, everything friendly. est 2015. gmt timezone. revamped june 2018. mun is 18. adored by louise.

[faterisen]

godofwhite:

   She had so many questions, her eyes told them how desperate she was for them to be answered. The god had just as much to question, and so much to explain. With the time that had passed, all that has developed through the years, how could they explain it all to the angel in one sitting? They’re not even sure they’re capable of telling it all.

   Their gaze pulls downwards, collecting their thoughts momentarily, before looking back to their dear angel. Where to start, other than the beginning?

【◇】  “ … A lot has changed since your time. ”

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IT LOOKED LIKE it had certainly been years since the great war had ravished their world. there was not a trace of the barren wasteland that rigatona used to call home. she's grateful to be in such a beautiful version of her home, but she also feels intimidated by the VAST changes.

“ i see.”

rigatona waits patiently for etihw to begin, a pit in her stomach as dread filled her up. she tried to prepare herself for what they had to SAY, but a part of her didn't want to know.

“ d-dead. ” the word crushes her spirit, her heart shatters into a million pieces and rigatona finds herself wiping frantically at her eyes in an attempt to save her dignity. she DESPISED showing weakness, even in front of her dear god, but the pain was too much for one angel to bear.

  “ him. ” there's something bitter about her voice, it's sharp and cold. rigatona would have to prepare herself for a VERY LONG time if she were to ever forgive that devil for the atrocities he committed. “ he killed them. he killed your friends, your family --- the people who loved you more than anyone else ever could. you let that be in vain ? they're dead but the rest of you play happy family knowing full well that they died for NOTHING ? that is sick. ”

rigatona doesn't realize she's shouting at them, at the one she loved so much. that her words are cutting and unfair. she just feels so SAD, like there is a hole in the center of her chest that keeps getting bigger and bigger. “ they're dead, ETIHW ! DEAD. ”

at this point, the angel has fallen to her knees, gritting her teeth at how weak she appears. she wants to be with her god, to be FINALLY ACCEPTED in a world --- to feel warmth and happiness, but she's scared.

“ how can you --- how can you forgive that. ”

her voice is gentler now, softer. she's given up on coming back from this, after that outburst etihw should've destroyed her on the spot.

  “ i'm sorry, eti. i'm so sorry. ”

[faterisen]

godofwhite:

   They were shaken, disturbed with the sudden revelation of the memory, Etihw would easily believe this was a dream– or hellish nightmare. A fragment of the past, right before them with overwhelming confusion. Rigatona was one of their dearest comrades, a close ally during the war… yet she died long ago, and to see her before themself made them just as confused as she was. How was she feeling? Had she seen too much of the world already to explain? Would she ever understand?

   Etihw was frozen with fear for too long, trying to compose themself enough to face the reality. They weakly put down their cup.

【♢】  “ Not… not exactly–  ”

   Do they feel hot? Dizzy? They’re not quite sure, but the room is spinning. With a wave of their hand, the door behind Rigatona closes and locks. To keep anything out that would potentially make things worse. 

   In doing so, they float down from the table to stand before her, taking in a closer look at her. With all of the emotions they have been feeling, it would be impossible to not be grateful for a dear friend’s return.

   How do they go about this?

【♢】  “ I-I can’t understand how you’ve come here, after all this time… There’s- What have you seen? What do you know? I.. ”

   They’ve missed her.

TRUTH BE TOLD, despite how the war hardened her demeanor and turned rigatona into someone that she never wanted to be; there were parts of the war that revealed things about her personality that she wanted to suppress --- how sadistic she had been, to let herself GO the way she did. etihw was the person that had known all about this and still happened to care for her deeply. however, perhaps being cruel was common in those times and so it wasn’t something too worrisome back then.

now seemed to a lot different than to the past. rigatona gauged etihw’s reaction to seeing her and they seemed to be shocked, which was understandable. the angel could agree with them on how insane it seemed to be for her to be there.

“ not exactly ? i’m sorry, i don’t understand. if they aren’t gone, they’re alive ? ” there is something pressing about the look in her eyes as they are set on the other, something particularly urgent. rigatona NEEDED to know if her closest comrades were still around. ciel, sherbet, wodahs and grora --- if they were safe.

when etihw made their way towards her, rigatona sucked in a breath before gently releasing it. she was strong, but this predicament was one that she had never been in before --- how could this be ? her heart felt broken, and tears were threatening to gracefully slide down her cheeks. sometimes she forgot how to even feel.

“ i saw angels and demons --- as if they were close. they are, aren’t they ? this world is filled with colour and flowers, the scenery is exquisite. it’s beautiful --- it’s all i ever wanted to see but i cannot help but feel uneasy. i know nothing else, but i want to know more. ”

[faterisen]

@godofwhite continued from ◇.

THIS WORLD WAS overwhelming to say the very least. this place was her home yet she had never felt so lost within it's confines. there was a tombstone with her name written on it --- vague memories of a life once lived, memories better off forgotten. rigatona didn't know why she was here now, or how much time had passed since the war, since her DEATH. nothing had made sense to the angel.

the absolute shock of seeing both angels and demons mingling amidst one another like it was an everyday sight shook her to her core. she even warned away a scared demon who was unfortunate enough to find her in such a dazed state. nothing felt right. this wasn't for her, this place wasn't made for a soul so war torn as herself.

eventually rigatona found her way to the castle, receiving strange looks from it's denizens as to say --- who ARE you, stranger ? her red eyes take in the beautiful scenery, as she had on her trek to etihw's home. she had not seen a single familiar soul until she finally reached the throne room, where her god sat. that was when she spoke those words --- filled with hurt but finally a sense of belonging. somebody that recognized her tarnished self.

“yes, my --- etihw. ” a look of sorrow is evident on rigatona’s features as her gaze is set on them. “ why am i here ? i cannot say i understand. i know that i perished. it doesn’t seem so real, but i will not delude myself into believing anything less than what is true. i must ask, please forgive me. do not spare my feelings --- what of the others, are they ? gone. ”

[faterisen]

@kurotsunolivia ♡'d for a starter.

THE ANGEL HAD never ventured to the pitch black world and to be fair, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to --- initially. the rumors that had reached her ears were not particularly pleasant but rigatona’s curiosity overruled most aspects of her personality. the gray garden was the only world she TRULY knew well, having barely seen much else, except for the rare occasion where she had the privilege of seeing a glimpse of somewhere else.

but here she stood, as guarded as ever, PAINFULLY AWARE that she seemed to be the only angel in the vicinity, but there was barely anyone to be seen aside from one or two demons. at least this was only a dark street. everything seemed to be dark, that must’ve been why it was called the pitch black world --- keeping it straightforward, then. a soft sigh escapes her lips, red eyes landing on a nearby demon. all she had seen so far were demons, no other angels. it made her uncomfortable, clearly stemming from her war days.

a low ‘ahem’ can be heard as rigatona approaches the unfamiliar woman, a polite smile on her lips. “ hello, sorry to bother you. would you be able to tell me where i can find the nearest populated area ? no one seems to be around. ”

[faterisen]

can the person or people who keep sending me weird ass asks please stop because it’s really starting to get on my nerves.

[lady-iona]

Bae loves Rigatona, I made one for her~ 

[faterisen]

fiorescenced:

       WHAT   do you remember ,  dearest mary ?  birds calling ,  life eating away at this earth ,  her own face staring from the ponds nearby .  there are fragments of that world somewhere ,  hidden beneath all of the rotting corpses littering the fields ,  the wilderness suddenly barren  &   cold ,  air thick with war .  the child isn’t familiar with war but it appears recent ,  the earth’s blasted   &   forsakened ,  all running rampant ,  scattering ,  spinning .  she may DESPISE the gods ,  but the people have done no wrong .  it’s two monstrosities that threatens so many lives ,  EDEN’S MISTAKES ,  damned   &   vicious .

          an angel ,  her movements comes to a halt .   &   so it appears ,   two strange creatures locked in a stare down .  mary’s eyes narrow in the slightest ,  her expression twisting in slight thought .  for a moment ,  everything is silenced . 

         ❝     you don’t have to look for survivors .  i checked .    ❞

( ▸ @faterisen  /  ♥’d for a starter  )

         HER FRIENDS HAVE fallen. all that remained in the wasteland was the memory of what once was. rigatona’s features are hard set, she cannot bring herself to weep. despite her deep LOVE for her god, the wonderful etihw, how could they fight with the devil kcalb until it reached this point ? this wasn’t war anymore, this was something else entirely. her eyes scan their surroundings, the ground LITTERED with the remains of friends and enemies alike. the smell of decay stinging her nose, rigatona can’t bear to think of the absolute LOSS they have all faced.

“ i see. ” rigatona’s red hues slowly drift from the ground to meet the stranger’s eyes, a heartbroken yet resolute expression on her face. “ tell me this, i don’t recall seeing you around. have you come to witness the destruction that is this world ? i apologize, the scenery isn’t quite as TRANQUIL as it used to be. ” she pauses, deep in thought. “ nevertheless, it’s dangerous to be out here. an attack could surprise us at any second, even after what he has done. ”

[faterisen]

hervillain:

@faterisen wished to know where his witch has gone .

a pause . reverence . it caught his tongue , left him trying to stammer at first , before trying once more . who was this woman , who could send him to such a state by simply speaking ? he didn’t remember seeing her before , not in the sea or anywhere outside of it .

“ away . ideally , she won’t come back any time soon . “ he had to take care of sal before she did . once sal was gone , then things would be safe , right ? but he couldn’t risk the curse destroying her until that point . “ why ? who are you ? “

RIGATONA’S GAZE IS one of curiosity, she's visited this strange sea before but it didn’t look anything like it did now. the witch that she had seen once with the shark was NOWHERE to be found and so it lead to a question that the angel felt impelled to ask.

“ i see. ” a nod was given to the shark. “ forgive me, my name is rigatona. i’ve visited this land once or twice before and in my time here i came to learn of your witch and her devotion to this sea. it’s quite interesting, one can only wonder what it is that whisked her away. perhaps the sudden change of scenery ? ” she raised a brow. the overwhelming red and unnerving atmosphere was a startling CONTRAST to the once friendly blue that welcomed all in it’s vicinity.

[faterisen]

consider this a small starter call !! i’d love to get started with this blog and i can’t see a better icebreaker than this.

[faterisen]

* RIGA / TONA !

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