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hi hi! never thought i’d be doing this, but here i am.

24 years old | transmasc/nonbinary | he/it/they | queer as fuck

this blog contains NSFW content. minors and ageless blogs will be blocked; same goes for prejudiced ppl.

expect to see: fauxcest (dad and son, brothers, etc), hierophilia, somnophila, cnc, forcemasc. i mighttttt do some fanfic type shit too w/ these themes & characters, but we’ll see.

-> friendly reminder that this is fantasy and fiction. i don’t necessarily condone or support what i’m writing about. that’s kind of the point! exploration and all that lmao.

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...this boycunt is rated E for Everyone

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your teacher pulls you aside after seeing the bite marks on your neck, thinking you’re being hurt in a relationship or at home… in reality they’re just from your older brother… 

and ofc your brother’s waiting for you outside the classroom to drive you home, and he is SO insufferably smug about it

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trust me, i absolutely enjoy the whole ‘priest knowing he’s sinning and constantly acknowledging it during the sex’ trope. 

but. BUT. i’m also thinking. like. what if he just loses himself in it? maybe beforehand, when your eyes lock and his stomach kinda lurches, he has that inner dialogue with himself: you shouldn’t be doing this. but once your lips meet, once his hands sneak up your shirt and across your hips and down your boxers… it all goes out the window. god isn’t anywhere near top of mind for him. he’s just thinking about the heat along his skin and you laid out in front of him.

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yeah, yeah, little brother masturbating loudly enough for his older brother to hear, blah blah blah. 

but no. give me little brother making virtually no sound at all, maybe a breathless exhale at most (and it’s drowned out by the steady rush of the shower anyway). because that gives the older brother way too much freedom to imagine. and now he’s constantly thinking about what his younger brother would be like, if he’d be vocal, if he could coax any sounds out of him.

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the hypocrisy of an older brother mocking you for being a virgin but then the SECOND you reveal you’re not, he’s beyond angry. doesn’t talk to you for days. you kind of assume it’s just disgust on his part, that he doesn’t like the thought of having a trans and gay brother. 

until one friday night when your parents are out for a trip, and you’re emerging from the shower... only for him to yank you into his room, slam the door behind him, and practically throw you onto his bed. you can’t even begin to ask what’s happening before he’s sliding a knee between your thighs and crashing his lips into yours, breaths heavy with irritation and desire and and and and