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the song i wanted to post is no longer available on spotify or youtube except for a low-quality live recording from 2010 rip

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brb ordering an external cd drive for my laptop so I can upload it to internet archive or something

#The only used copies of the cd I’ve found online are $18 $40 & $80 #One the downsides of enjoying early youtube musicians who are now convicted sex offenders i guess

the song i wanted to post is no longer available on spotify or youtube except for a low-quality live recording from 2010 rip

#why now?#i could find it on youtube like a month ago #at least i have the cd

demigirl-in-christ

#Queen

i love having my home back 🥰

#all i had to do was lose my temper and scream like a freak and suddenly the boarders found a place to be in less than 8 hours #Go figure

saw my cousin today for the first time in almost a decade bc she lives across the country and she told me about how she met Dylan Saunders at a relatively intimate house party in LA and spent the whole night trying to play it cool and not let on that she knew him from the youtube sensation A Very Potter Musical

#We were diehard Starkid fans in our teens

pmamtraveller

"thorned braids" & "spiked braids.

#Beka Cooper vibes #Tamora Pierce

is it just me or have we been hearing the parable of the sower A Lot this summer

#God what are you trying to tell me #catholic

weirdplutoprince

Well, well, well. If it isn't the consequences of someone else's actions that I am directly impacted and severely affected by

kosmogrl

#Literally asked my mom this yesterday

hi friends in my phone please pray that everything goes smoothly and our tenants actually get out this weekend!!

im taking a little break from socials but i will be back eventually

#Prayer request #july 22 #I need to focus more on prayer- specifically the Listening part of it #But I’ll probably be back in like a week or so

it’s late and I’m angry and extremely tempted to revert to my old self destructive behaviors which is stupid af but would feel sooo satisfying in the moment but why destroy myself when in reality what I wanna do is destroy other people bc of the negative impact they’ve had on me and my family

#Devil on one shoulder says stop eating and start smoking again #Devil on the other shoulder says tell them they’ve ruined your life and your family & then kick ‘em to the curb #Guardian angel being annoyingly silent #Could really use some explicit divine intervention rn #Delete later #ignore me i’m hormonal

stress stress stress

please pray for my family and our stupid living situation

#I should never have invited these insane people into my home #I don’t wanna have to be mean but I think I’m gonna have to be mean

limboliturgy

How it's been going

Exodus 4:13, Andrei Tarkovsky Journal 1970-1986, The confessions of Saint Augustine, Jeremiah 1:6, Jonah 1:3, C.S. Lewis Surprised by Joy: The Shape of My Early Life.

#“Stop turning me into a saint”#I’ve been shot

Managed to fit most of the religion books on one shelf

#All the Bibles are on a different shelf #Except for the 2 that live next to my bed with the concordance #Also theology books that specifically deal with marriage and family life are on a different shelf #Along with my assortment of missals and breviaries

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think i’m gonna cut my hair next week

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ok i got a better hairbrush and now i might keep it long

#The indecision is killing me #i love my stupid long hair but it’s Such A Hassle

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