i hate how like. fixated i become on posts about age/pl/ay (+ etc). like i don't like it !! my regression is entirely sfw ! but i think since my regression is heavily caused by my trauma (particularly my sexual trauma) i become obsessive over and yeah fixate on scenarios that mix sexual topics with topics relating to childhood
and mostly this manifests in me reading stories about csa victims (esp said victims getting out of those situations and healing) as a way to cope
and then other times it becomes fixations on. grosser things.
agere hermit!tommy (+ some reg hermit!tommy) headcanons!
I wanted to do just agere but I couldn’t help but set up Tommy’s character a little more…oops! headcanons under the cut
Season: 10 (timelines? I’ve never heard of her)
When did Tommy leave dsmp?: After his revival
Is Tommy a hybrid?: yes, moth :]
Who’s a little & who’s a CG?: little!tommy, cg!hermits
like most h!tommy fics, tommy ended up in hc by accident. the hermits themselves weren’t really worried - it’s 27 to one, after all. but tommy was. He put up an impeccable fight despite having no gear + numbers disadvantage anyways.
eventually it smoothens out and he becomes a “temporary guest” on the server “until they can figure out what to do with him” (sure. sure)
he builds his base out of cobblestone right on the world border. it’s a castle. cobble, because it’s his favorite block, and on the world border for two reasons - he’s a little insecure, on this server of grand building feats - and to stay hidden. he’s still wary. it’s instinctive.
the builders LOVE his base!! btw!! sure it’s crude and not that refined but no matter how hard tommy tries to conceal his pride/passion, they can tell. they try to subtly come over, give him resources/pointers/encouragement, etc etc. tommy doesn’t trust it (he does appreciate it, secretly. he won’t admit that to anyone [let alone himself] however)
Henry and Shroud have revived themselves. They have the same thing as Jellie goin’ on. They’re Tommy’s support animals <3 he doesn’t know know that it’s them, at least not consciously, but he named them after the old buddies.
now for agere time! mwehehe
Tommy’s been going “small” for a while now. Probably since pogtopia? he doesn’t have the words for it, never really did, but it’s been happening. he knows he’s not supposed to, but he can’t stop himself. (involuntary agere baybe!!!) He has a lot of unhealthy ideas around it - thinking it’s bad, mainly. a weakness.
he tries to hide it from the hermits. only doing it in the privacy of his own base, clutching a worn blanket in stubby and calloused fingers. he wanders aimlessly, babbling nonsense to himself. he hides whenever people find him during these moments. (Henry & Shroud try and protect him during these times.)
the first to find him is Bdubs. He came over to give some materials, and found a Tommy that is remarkably not-Tommy-ish. He catches on quickly.
Do the hermits have the words for it, either? Probably not, no. But that doesn’t matter. They’ve been across many servers, thousands of worlds, seen all the whims of the universe. They’re no stranger to this, even if they don’t know the terminology.
Tommy is mistrustful about this. He’s hesitant about showing this side of himself. He’s weak in this state - easy to take advantage of.
But this is Hermitcraft. They wouldn’t do that! Even if Tommy hasn’t internalized that, it’s true.
Tommy’s little self kind of has the inverse character development that his big one does. When he first finds himself in HC, he’s loud and reckless as a coping mechanism. Does he ever entirely mellow out? Not really. But the calmness does whisper in the waves around him. On the other hand - when he’s little, at first, he’s shy and quiet. Downcast. But as he gets more comfortable around the hermits he gets louder, braver, outgoing, and very silly.
Some of his favorite activities with the hermits: hiking (he gets to go in the MUD!! and play with BUGS!! and WORMS!!), building, making food, putting on puppet shows/plays, and in general just having fun! (most of these he’s just watching them do stuff. but, like, you get it.)
Stuffed Animal OBSESSION. he didn’t really have any in dsmp, but now that he has the space to express himself, he’s having SO MUCH FUN. multiple rooms in his castle are dedicated to his collection. The hermits love indulging him.
thinks redstone looks so so cool, REFUSES to learn how it works. like woaw prebby. you’re explaining 2 me what it does? hell to you! hell for one thousand years!!
has a pallet for warm foods, especially when small. angel milk, oatmeal, baked goods, you know. the one exception is ice cream (yummy!) and maybe candy
wasn’t very touchy at first, but now that he’s more comfortable, EVERY TIME he’s around a hermit he’s glommed onto them. It can be subtle, like hand holding, but more than not he’s koala-ed onto them. He’s defined them as “safe” in his head, so now that he’s around them more, the closer he is to them the safer he is.
very talkative. not usually words? Just random babbling. It’s how the hermits find him small most of the time - he’ll send random sounds into the server chat. Like “bla ba ba?” or “meep mrrp. grgrbr. pffff bla bla!!! keee!!!” and people are like. oh he’s baby let me fawn over him. he’s constantly blabbering. and like yeah the chat is just text but you can babble over text.
bedtime is HARD. he HATES IT and gets VERY FUSSY. it has to be SPECIFIC and WARM and NICE and PRETTY or he will NOT close his eyes!!! every hermit has a different way of handling this. and if the specific hermit does it different than the normal way they specifically do it it’s an AFFRONT TO GOD!!!
love love LOVES soft things. stuffed animals? yes. but also blankets, pillows, clothing, and secretly… fur. any hybrid hermits who have some are amazing because of this. He’ll fawn over them for hours, just petting them over & over.
loves the stars/nighttime. will stargaze for hours. it puts him into a trance, basically. probably because of the moth thing but like you know the stars are pretty !!!
that’s all I have for now. I hope you enjoyed :] I wanted a better concluding hc but I couldn’t think of one </3
P.S. if anyone wants to add their own ideas please do so. Might do a pt 2 w specific hermits or w the rest of the bench trio if enough people like this
Sorry for the evil request.... I have clingyduoisms on my brain and I was like I need to activate this boy's autism... on a lighter request! Can I get regressed clingyduo playing with touys together? (Maybe legos or stuffed animals)
yes.. yes u MAY!!!!!!!!!! (agere is a sfw coping mechanism. be nice or explode.)
-> He started involuntary regressing during (ish) pogtopia era, though it started becoming more frequent during exile
-> During exile, he tried his best to control when he would do it, keeping it a secret from cDream as long as possible
-> When cDream eventually did a surprise visit and found out about his regression, he wasn't very pleased and ended up blowing up everything that was attached to cTommy's regression
-> He hadn't let himself regress until he was finally safe and made sure that cDream was locked up.
-> After this he started regressing on his own, never telling anyone else again out of fear
-> After he was killed and brought back, his mental health plummeted. He would have frequent panic attacks or flinch at any loud noises
-> One time when he was sleeping over with cTubbo & cRanboo, he ended up regressing and feeling very very little
-> cRanboo found him in his bed, quietly babbling to himself. They ended up connecting the dots and cRanboo ended up reading him a bedtime story so he could fall asleep
-> The next day they bring it up and cTommy gets really embarrassed until the other tells him that they want to help
-> With a bit (a lot) of encouragement, cTommy finally tells cTubbo about his regression too and both cTubbo and cRanboo quickly become his caregivers!
Now for some more random headcanons!!
-> His little age is 0-7, but he ends up usually on the smaller side
-> cTommy has chronic nightmares that often cause him to regress, so on most nights you'll find him in cBeeduo's bed
-> Michael LOVES having another kid to play with! They have a blast colouring together <3
-> He tends to go non verbal a lot when little, so cRanboo made him some communication cards!
-> He literally steals allll the sweaters, specifically cRanboo's since they're so tall and they make him feel small
-> Whenever he gets panic attacks when he's little, either of his caregivers sing him lullabies and run their hands through his hair
-> Being sick = tiny cTommy
-> cTubbo and cRanboo spoilll him sm, when they find out he has no little gear they practically get everything for him; A red pacifier, Dozens of plushies, Teethers, Stim toys, Everything!! Most of his toys are shared with Michael tho :)
-> Doesn't regress with anyone else out of fear :(
-> Whenever he's little and cBeeduo have to go out, he holds their hands and swings them
-> He gets coddled a lot when he has pain flair-ups, and even gets bubble baths ^^
-> Absolutely LOVES going flower picking with his caregivers + Michael!! cBeeduo keeps vases and hang the dried ones around their house :))
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