𝓯𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊

if it was for you i could pretend that i was happy even if i was sad if it was for you i could pretend that i was s t r o n g even if i was hurt wishing that love is perfect as itself wishing all my weakness is hidden in a dream where nothing worked out for me i raised a flower that couldn't bloom i'm so sick of this fake love, fake love, fake love i'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love

[disingcnuous]

“honestly, is charting even a relevant way to gauge success anymore? i can think of a handful of songs that came out this year with little to no recognition, but honestly are 10 times better than the chart toppers. it’s about appeal, but whatever, as long as my aegyo is on point, who even gives a fuck if i hit those notes am i right?” 

[fckeloves]

"it's part of the reason why i never sought being an idol again after leaving the company. it's a thankless job. you're given no creative freedom, and the moment you dare to be yourself, you're labeled as problematic..." kyunrae took a sip from the iced latte placed in front of him, the dark circles under his eyes indicating another sleepless night. "*smile more. don't make mistakes. appeal to fans.* being an artist is rewarding, but in this industry, it's, unfortunately, extremely depersonalizing."

[fckeloves]

text message → daewon.

ALEX: hey um. it's alex.

ALEX: you told me once you'd like to work together. i've thought about it. i'd like to give it a shot.

[tenslee-deactivated20200923]

TEN :: DAZED

[edawnrising]

what a look 👀

[baekphia]

jisoo - ddu du ddu du (180701)

[akb48love]

Produce48 (내꺼야) - Miyawaki Sakura

[singularitybytaehyung-archive-d]

[patrocluzzz]

beomsoo quietly shuffles into the living room and sinks into couch next to alex. he glances at the tv before pulling his phone out of his backpocket and pulling his knees onto the couch, against his chest. “ hyung, daesu was late to practice again. “ he mumbles casually to his groupmate, typing something on his phone. he doen’t say anything for a while, gaze stuck on his phone, until he finally does and turns his head to look at alex “ take better care of dear your pet and tell him to come on time. “ mumbles the younger boy. it’s not like beom himself hasn’t told daesu to show up earlier, but it was stupid of him to think that daesu would actually listen to him.

[fckeloves]

if you ever met alexander yoo when the cameras are turned off, you would hardly recognize the bright, flirty idol that had managed to steal the hearts of thousands. they were free of schedules today, which meant he could lounge inside their dorm all day and stare into the void until he got sick of it. he barely even noticed that his bandmate had joined, too busy pretending to be invested in whatever was going on on the screen. "oh, what?" he nearly jumped upon hearing the question, blinking at beomsoo with wide eyes. "do you think i care what daesu does or doesn't do? he's an adult. perfectly capable of making his own decisions." he sighed, turning his attention back on the tv screen. there was too much going on in his mind already.