✰ : . ｡ creature of the stars !

may nothing but death do us part

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“I mean, that depends.”

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“On what?”

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“Mhm.”

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“... Are you seriously kissing me so I’ll stop talking about this?”

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“Love you too, Fawley.”

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“You know I’m here if you need help, right?”

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“Listen, Em, please don’t go home and start angsting over how you didn’t help me out. I didn’t tell you, that’s on me. Not you.“

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“Let’s not play the blame game, okay? I love you.”

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“Nine when I had my first attack. Or at least that’s the earliest I remember.”

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“You were... Ollie...”

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“Uh… I– nine.”

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“Nine weeks...? Months...? What?”

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“I mean, I figured… I don’t know, you’d think less of me or whatever.”

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“How long?”

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“I… not sure, but I think they’re panic attacks. The zoning out, I mean. I used to have the– you know, the movie ones where you hyperventilate and cry or whatever the fuck, but lately… just been zoning out. I looked it up and… yeah. So. There’s that.”

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“Oh my God, Oliver-- you-- you used to-- how long has this been... why didn’t you tell me?”

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“I figured you’d get that I didn’t want to talk about it and would drop it like the amazing girlfriend you are?”

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“I may be your girlfriend but I’m also your best friend, Ollie. And this wasn’t the first time something like that’s ever happened, so... I’m worrying about you, okay? You can talk to me if you ever need to, you know that right?”

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“I was… concentrating really hard?”

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“Why are you lying to me?”

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“Oh– oh. God no. I just… didn’t notice you were here.”

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“I was talking to you. Loudly.”

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“I– what? Yeah, of course. I’m good. Always am, sunshine. Erm–… why’re you asking?”

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“You were spaced out when I came in and ignored me for five minutes. Did I do something?”

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“... You okay?”

@crowleisms !

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“ i’m getting the feeling that this conversation is going in circles, babe. “

“ maybe. you know what, though-- you are my favorite asshole. “

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“ well. you’re a bit late for that, sorry sunshine.”

“ you’re such an asshole ! “

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“ you snooze you lose ? i dunno, i won’t tell if you won’t. “

“ we’re not helping my best friend cheat on your brother ! “

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“ you caught me. me and abs fucked in the janitor’s closet. wanna join next time ? “

“ i mean... what are we gonna tell your brother ? “