there is beauty in everything. even in pain.

a colorful soul

[fckingartofliving]

It always felt out of my control.

everything that has happened in the past. everything that has been done to me.

my emotions. the way I've dealt with them. the way I've treated myself.

but the truth is, that the only control I'll probably ever truly have, is to decide to not treat me the way I've been treated my whole life.

I can now stop being a perpetrator towards myself. I can stop harming me the way I've been harmed.

And with that knowledge

I choose to stop repeating the patterns that have broken me once.

I don't want to do the same things they did to me.

Not towards somebody else.

And for sure not towards myself.

I deserve better.

I can choose. Because now I am in control.

[sarikiraz-deactivated20230529]

[wanderlusttoad]

Home. Dorset UK.

[fecir]

[thoughtkick]

“Don’t throw away your logic for an emotion you will feel temporarily.”

— Malanda

[kosmogrl]

[minimalistquotes]

We romanticize the stars, but forget the dark is what made them visible.

[free-my-mindd]

[loubis-and-champagne]

X

[minimalistquotes]

Forgive yourself for all the wrong things you did just to be loved.

[expressions-of-nature]

Whatcom, Washington by Sergiy Matusevych

[fckingartofliving]

I dream about you

Again

It's the worst kind

of dreaming

[fckingartofliving]

You became a master in hiding from your emotions. You did it so well that now, every time you see them coming, you're so afraid like they actually might kill you. But the truth is, they won't harm you. You are the only one harming you.

[fckingartofliving]

When you finally realize that you're anything but in control, you might actually start healing.

[fckingartofliving]

On days like this I think I might be just broken

Then I feel ashamed because I am just a little bit dramatic

Maybe it's not so deep after all

[fckingartofliving]

May as well just let them bottled up emotions drown me

I'm so tired of fighting

But if I stop swimming

I think I might drown

[vexheart]

[dahlia-099]

I want my heart to be ripped out so that I can no longer feel this heaviness and sadness that has darkened my heart.

[fckingartofliving]

Why am I getting the most compliments and lovely gestures when I’m feeling like I am slowly falling apart