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Jackson Walkins | 23

[umhayden-blog]

I wish I could come up with some incredibly creative excuse for my absence over the past few days, but I’m gonna be straight up honest — I bought Grand Theft Auto Five and I may or may not have been cooped up in my room excessively playing it. When I stepped outside just before, I was a bit concerned I was legitimately going to burn in the sunlight, like a vampire or something. —.. I survived, though, just incase you were wondering. 

[umhayden-blog]

[fckjaxsn]

I'm glad to see you've made it out alive, man ---- I mean, we haven't met but better alive than game dead. Did you win? 

[hazelxdonovan]

When I hear people say that they found their other half in someone else, all I can think is ‘wow, your fifty percent of a human? Sucks to fucking suck, doesn’t it?’

[fckjaxsn]

You know what? You suck. How is it that I'm the hopeless romantic out of the two of us?

[cole-rxbertson-blog]

Just because you were at fault doesn’t meant you deserve word vomit. We did have everything figured out, Jax. That’s good, I’m happy for you. I’m happy that you’re happy. You’ll have to introduce me to all of those friends and to avoid the awkward pause where you say “This is Ayden my—…” You can just replace the silence with friend, yeah? I don’t think I’d be that surprised, really. I bet you look very smart, do you get to wear one of those hats as well? Exactly. Just to be clear, you’re not, yeah? Because if you were, I’d be a little bit sad. Just hadn’t been back in awhile, I s’pose. It was in order. 

[fckjaxsn]

You're probably the only girl that I know that would believe that. You always had a good heart. We did- yeah. Thanks. That means a lot, Ayd ---- yeah, I'll have to do that. Friends. I don't know if smart is the word I'd use, but I don't look bad. And actually the hat is an added thing, but it's optional to wear. Believe it or not, I kind of dig the hat, too-- more so on my co-workers. It's hilarious, but kind of cool! Hah, no. I'm not. You don't have to worry about that, I'm in good health. Ah, I see. Well... welcome back. I hope you stick around for a while. I'm sure there's people around here that wouldn't mind seeing you more often.

[cole-rxbertson-blog]

No. No, you really didn’t. And the fact that you think you did speaks volumes. Went downhill, hm? That’s unfortunate, I’m sorry to hear that. Honest. Right—.. Bell boy. Ah—.. That is a little different, innit? Doesn’t sound very—.. Very you. To say the least, I s’pose. And just so you know, you’re not just Jackson Walkins, The Bell Boy. Christ, you’re not working too hard, right? That’s the last thing I’d want for you. You think so? I’ll pop in then. You look—.. Very well as well, Jax. It’s nice to see you again. 

[fckjaxsn]

I still do think that-- I mean, I feel that way. I was wrong. Yeah-- me, too. I thought I had everything figured out, you know? It was a real slap in the face, but, still-- Even if the job isn't the one I dreamed of, I think it's good for me. I made friends and am starting a new chapter, you know? You'd be surprised at how good I look in uniform, actually. To let you in on a secret, I kind of like the monkey suit. Nah, it's nothing I can't handle. I could be dying, right? --yeah. It's really nice... What uh- What are you in town for? 

[cole-rxbertson-blog]

You don’t want to lie to me—.. Right. So going behind my back is more your forte? You know what? Scratch that—.. I’m sorry. Hah. You stopped going to auditions? Why? Acting is—.. It’s your thing. Are they? I’ll have to stop by then, say hello, I s’pose. How have I really been? Just keeping on. Worser things have happened and all that, I could be dying. I’m not dying, just so you know.

[fckjaxsn]

----No. No, I deserve that. Uh, yeah. Heh, it was my thing. The acting and the music-- I don't know. After a little while, things sort of went downhill and I had to get a new job. And that new job became a basically full time job because my department manager hates me. So now I'm just Jackson Walkins-- the bell boy. We thought my schedule was shit before? Hah- let me show you this weeks schedule. You should, I know they'll be glad to see you. Yeah- Alive is definitely good. You look good- I'm really glad to see that.

[cole-rxbertson-blog]

Hah—.. Won’t lie, having a couple problems accepting it myself. Uhm. I think this is the part where you ask how I am. And then I say good, lie. And then I ask how you are. Then you say you’ve been well, lie. Uh—.. How have you been?

[fckjaxsn]

I don't want to lie to you, Ayd-- I've been alright, though. Been getting by with a new job because I stopped going to auditions -- Milo and Hazel are living in town as well. It's funny how the bunch of us are all in the same place again. How about you? How've you been-- I mean, really been?

[cole-rxbertson-blog]

I think this is the part where you say Hello?

[fckjaxsn]

He--hello? Ayden-- I can't believe that I'm-- you're here..

[fckjaxsn]

[lavenderluvvs]

“‘Cause she takes me out of my world, some kind of magic. She’s a beautiful girl and I gotta have her. She’s a first class flight and we’re leaving tonight, we’re leaving tonight.”

[wtvrdavis-deactivated20150225]

It could’ve been. If not, maybe I’ll write it down and create something myself. Good idea. I do miss it though. Playing gigs, sing, play guitar, write songs… No, I know. Whenever I think about it, I kind of get depressed. Losing a good friend… I guess that’s a good thing. I have been in touch with Milo for a while now but I don’t know, I think something was holding me back to go and visit him sooner. Aw, did you miss me, Jax? How sweet of you. You’ve been shit? How come? That’s good. You’re making something of yourself, that’s good. You and me both. I’ve been alright. Same as you. Moved out, found a job but then things got too much and I needed to get away so now I’m here. Fresh start.

[fckjaxsn]

And hey, if you do end up making something new, run it by me? Not to throw it in the studio or anything, but just to listen to-- not kidding at all when I said I missed it all. Watching you guys as a group was one of the best things, man. Yeah, I know- we all know, Dav, we understood. You kidding me? Of course I did. You were like a kid brother to me. It's not fun not being able to talk to you on a daily anymore ---- Ah-.... well uh- for starters, the acting kind of took a tumble. I couldn't find the time so I haven't been to an audition in almost a year. Then after I bought my apartment out here--... Ayden uh-- she left me ----  I can't even pretend that it hasn't been okay, but I don't know. Fresh starts are good, right? And now we'll have each other  so if things ever get too much again, I've got your back.

[eveleigh-willows-blog]

Just sounds it. Besides, I’m around the hotel sometimes and I see your face pottering around. There you go! Is it slightly creepy we recognise each other, or nah? Ex-girlfriends morning coffee? Right. I’ll need more details if I’m going to know how to approach this. Good terms, bad terms? Her fault, yours? Recent? But you don’t need to answer, I don’t want to pry!

[fckjaxsn]

No way! It's not creepy, at all -- people see each other, pass by and recognize each other without really knowing one another's name everyday. Totally normal, but I'm Jackson Walkins, if that makes things better, ahah. Uhm-- you know, I'm not even really sure, but I hope good terms for her-- in the sense that, she probably deserved better. It was my fault... I made the stupidest decision even though I thought it'd be a really good career move. Turned out, I was wrong on multiple levels and now I'm just here. I don't mind it, honestly-  

[loml-logan]

Flattery will get you everywhere, Jackson Walkins. Yeah? You’ve been to England, then? I knew you’d be from the West Coast. You just look like it. Well, I came here for Uni. Got a shitty apartment and everything. Boyfriend? Is that your not so subtle way of asking if I’m single?

[fckjaxsn]

I have actually, on multiple occasions. I like it there a lot, but I don't think I'll be visiting again anytime soon--.... stuck here as a bell hop until I can raise enough money or find a better job. Do I? It's the stupid tan, huh? Nice! I hope you're enjoying studying abroad. You prefer straightforwardness?

[fckjaxsn]

●☮

●: Our muses try to solve a mystery together

Are you okay?! The words came in a muffled sound and his vision blurred so much it was almost dizzying. So this was what the whole ‘seeing stars' felt like, Jackson thought to himself, groaning as he shut his eyes, dropping his head to the ground. He needed a good moment to regroup, gather enough energy to recover from the blow of his fall. “I'm al-fuck- I’m good,” he managed to choke out, his sore muscles telling him very different. “Just give me a second,” he breathed heavily, taking a moment before bringing himself to his feet and kicking the broken floor boards around till he found his flash light. Jax? The man was quiet, focusing his eyes on his surroundings as he shown the artificial light around the dark. Jax--  As he did so, he wondered how the hell they got themselves into this sort of thing. Never once did he think they'd ever actually look into it.

Landon and Jackson ran into a really old man in the hotel while they were having breakfast. And through the entire meal, he told a story about an old town mystery- a scavenger hunt that led to some very valuable treasures. It had been an old myth for decades, but no one ever completed it because the house where the treasure was said to be hidden was haunted. At first it was all just a joke, really; an idea they both tossed about. And yet, here they were in that haunted house, searching high and low for that treasure. It didn't seem all that haunted to him. Jackson, what's going on down there? "Landon, chill out, man. I'm just trying to see what's down here-- holy shit," Jackson stopped as he noticed something reflecting back at him and the closer he got, he realized that they'd done it. They found the end of the hunt. "Holy fuck, man-- Landon! Get down here, man- bring the lights, the backpacks-- We fucking found it!!"

☮: My muse is angry, and yours is trying to calm them down

Things seemed off today- he wasn't sure why, but things just didn't seem as in place as they usually were. And it all started with a phone call to his roommate. It was an easy day and the annoying family from hell had finally left the hotel. What was even better, Jax had scored the entire weekend off which only called for a nice celebration. You see, in his mind, even though they'd both gotten Landon kicked out of the hotel room, they were now roommates. Landon didn't have to live in such a temporary home. He could paint the walls, rip up the carpet for stained wooden floors and almost anything he pleased. And considering the fact that Jackson's boss was a lot more cool about the entire situation, everything was going great. But when the blonde made a call to initiate a night of drinks, he could tell there was something wrong despite the agreement. And since hanging up, it's bothered the man until he got home.

Reaching the apartment, Jackson slid the key into it's hole, unlocking it before entering with several items piled into his arms. "Wing delivery boy," he called, stepping further in to drop all things other than the take-out box of wings. When he noticed the living room was empty, Jackson raised a brow at how quiet it was. It was almost as if Landon had never even moved in. "Landon?" And that's when the noise began. The door opposite of his own bedroom had swung open abrupt and slammed shut behind him. Met with an obvious angered Landon, Jackson took a step back, letting him storm past to the fridge as he remained silent. "Woah--... dude-- what's up?" he asked, setting the box on the table as he watched the other. It took a few moments, but eventually Landon faced Jackson and explained what had happened- he didn't fully understand everything, but he nodded anyhow and offered his support. Jackson leaned against the table, resting with his arms crossed over his chest. When his friend was through, he shook his head and sighed. "Look at yourself, man-- I mean, fuck that guy. He's an idiot, but you're letting him affect you and that's bull. He's not worth the anger and frustration!" Jackson stood taller, picking the box of wings back up and offering it to his roommate as his free hand reached for a couple of cold beers he brought home as well. "Instead of letting him ruin the night, why don't we just kick back, drink, eat wings and channel all that negative energy on some games?" Jackson wasn't the best guy to give advice, but he was good at distracting his friends to get them to smile again, when it was needed. And that's exactly what he intended on doing with Landon, hopefully by the end of it they'd both be able to sort out the problem in a calmer manner. 

[landonmarsx]

Rosemary's Baby || Jax and Landon

The floor of room 505 in The Etherial was barely visible under the cover of dozens of sheets of paper strewn here and there. They went from wall to wall like a white, crumpled up field of grass. Virtually the only spot that was paper-free was the circle in the middle where Landon Mars sat, his mouth twisting in odd patterns. He had been true to his word and was busy finishing the last part of his plan to help Jax rid the hotel of that little tyrant who had been vacation there and making his working life miserable. The brunette stood up suddenly, satisfied with his work, and pulled out his phone to text his bellboy buddy.

Come up. I have a surprise for you.

Landon slid his phone back in his pocket and tapped his foot in a mixture of excitement and impatience. He was eager to tell Jax how he was going to get back at the kid who had messed with him so many times. Humming to himself contentedly, he strolled over to the bed and laid down waiting for his friend to enter.

[fckjaxsn]

Icy blue hues peered from around the corner, scanning every inch before entering. This was the floor the vacationing family from hell stayed on and he was praying that he'd be able to get a break for once. Jackson was growing even more tired and honestly, annoyed with every passing encounter. It'd gotten to the point where he felt the need to run down the patterned carpet as if there were a fire. His fingers rapidly hitting the elevator's down button as he craned his neck, completely paranoid. It was just too damn bad the man was looking in the wrong direction.

With all his attention focused back down the hall, Jackson missed the ding of the elevator, revealing the family he'd been trying so hard to avoid. A rude fling of mystery goop splattered across his uniform as a signal to turn his head in the right direction. Before he could even react the little boy proceeded to hit Jackson with a second hit of what he learned to be vanilla pudding. And he was sure a third dose would've been given, but thankfully the mother had stepped in and apologized in a far too sweet manner as her husband and other children slipped out of the elevator shouting from one to the other, winking and patting the blonde's cheek before turning with the devil child in tow. 

All second thoughts were out the window now. For a little while, Jackson felt a little wrong for plotting against this kid and his family, but now he was far too irritated. That's why the man was grinning, rubbing his rough hands together after receiving a text from his new partner in crime, Landon. He didn't even go off to whatever he had to do next with work. His mind was too focused, brewing with ideas. And as soon as he reached the others room, the master key was extracted, allowing Jax to make a swift entrance. The pudding beginning to dry over his uniform now. "I'm saying the word. I said it already, but I'm about to scream it, dude. This kid and the family needs an early checkou-- w-wait... Holy shit," he paused the spew of words, stepping further into the room. His eyes flitting from one paper to the other. "You-- You're really thorough, huh?" Jackson moved around, avoiding touching any of the papers, afraid he may put something out of place. But a grin grew fairly quick, knowing that whatever Landon came up with was going to be a master plan. "So- what's the mastermind come up with?"

[fckjaxsn]

wtvrdavis:

Those were lyrics? Huh, makes me sound cool now. And you were greatly missed too. We kind of all disappeared. We went poof. I guess the circumstances just weren’t ideal. Ah alright. I’m actually staying for a while, maybe for good. I haven’t decided yet. How have you  been though?

I don't know, dude...They sounded like lyrics to me. Maybe you should taken 'em and do something with 'em again. For old times sake. Yeah, we all sort of did. It's kind of depressing really, that never should have happened... But hey, at least the two of you are here, right? I wouldn't complain if you chose to stay for good, I need more friends in this town. Uh-- man, I've been... shit, to be real honest. But I got a job at the hotel, got an apartment and I can't really complain. I miss the old days though. How about you? How've things been going?

[fckjaxsn]

landonmarsx:

Hey, sending him back my way means sending him back here… where you work. You’d just be sending him back to yourself, man. Alright, you’re right    We’re in this until either that little devil leaves or we go down trying. Yeah, I could go for some right now, honestly. Do you have any on you? Already- ok I’ll get to brainstorming right away.

At least the place where I sleep would be safer than the hotel! I need a break, at night-- a recharging period. I spend most of the day with the kid because they ask for my assistance at lest twice a day since they've been here. Yeah, Landon. There's no turning back now that it's been said out loud, practically set in stone! ---Yeah, I just carry wings in my pocket at all times-- No, I don't have wings!  But I'll bring you some up if I make it through the night. You're a genius, dude. I have faith-- if this goes well, I promise you endless wings.

[fckjaxsn]

loml-logan:

Well that’s a bit worrisome, don’t you think? My face looks “really fine”, huh? That’s nice of you to say. I’m from High Wycomb. It’s in England. In case you couldn’t tell by my accent. What about you?

It's the last of my worries now. A whole lot more than really fine, to tell the truth. I knew you had to be from that area-- I'm familiar enough with the sound of it and it's nice to hear again. I like it. I'm from the west coast, Northern California, but I did a lot of traveling before here. Are you in town for a while? Meeting your boyfriend?