✯*— hard liquor mixed with a bit of intellect

felix fiorella. 21. your local lifeguard. —☼*☾.: "he said please don't go away, i said too late. and now i can't stop thinking that i can't stop thinking that i almost gave you everything. and now the whole thing's finished and i can't stop wishing that i never gave you anything."

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SORRY my best friends and i are trying to hang out as much as we can before college so i’ve spent the past two days with them but im here and i’ll do replies tonight i proMISE

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lnclnmuse:

“I had that once, but it was husband and it was our anniversary. He had this whole thing planned….sorry, I’m rambling now.”

“no you’re totally fine and i’m actually interested in hearing this. if you’re okay with telling it, of course.”

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melicrisms:

“wait, so, you actually have to dive in after them?” sam asks, concerned. “like they actually are in the water, pretending to drown? because that’s… kinda messed up.” he says, brows furrowing as he takes a drink from his own cup, welcoming the warmth. “you’d think they could come up with a better way to ask for your number.”

“yep. i have to take the flotation device and whistle blow. the full package,” blue eyes roll as she brings her cup up to her lips again. cupping it in both hands to have the heat radiate to her fingers, she nods her head carefully. “i don’t know why the sandlot decided to give people this idea. or why kids think i can’t tell when they’re fake drowning versus real drowning.”

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lnclnmuse:

“I mean in movies they do it so the pretty life guard will kiss them or do CPR but they still get their mouth on their own. Dying isn’t sexy, and anything along those lines is far from that to.”

“dying isn’t sexy. i feel like i should get that that tattooed so the next time some wild kid wants to swallow a bunch of sea water, they’ll think twice about it.”

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fallenindigo:

        it’s been a while since the last time genevieve was this happy. with the warmth of the sun doing wonders for her, she decides to practice a few tricks on the shore before she heads home from her time on the beach. she’s doing a simple backhand spring when she nearly tumbles into the brunette. ❝ oh, je suis désolé, ❞ she apologizes as she regains her balance, ❝ i did not see you coming. ❞ though genuinely sorry, she can’t get rid of the smile that has made residence on her face.

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rotation was the best part of felixs day, it meant she got to leave the way too high up lifeguard stand and let her sunburn cool off in the salt water. before the boy could make it fully up the stand to relieve her, she had bolted down towards the water. she was used to being bumped around, but it didn’t stop her from nearly jumping out of her skin as the other collided with her. what the fuck did she just say?? too embarrassed to ask, felix just simply nodded her head. “it was my fault,” she admitted, as her b-line to the water didn’t include awareness of her surroundings as much as it should have. “where’d you learn how to do that??” impressed, felix was never one for intense physical activity, and often wished she had gotten into gymnastic or acrobatics in dance.

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lnclnmuse:

“Glad he had thought so to. Made for one hell of a good night. Maybe you’ll be lucky and someone would try something different one day.”

“one day, probably a billion years from now. as long as i'm watching over dumb teenagers on the beach, it’ll continue to happen. i once had a kid try to eat a crab, like fresh out of the ocean. i don’t understand why.”

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river-grant:

“that would be pretty terrible,” he agreed, running a hand through his hair. “likewise, felix. that’s pretty.”

“it’s number nine on my top ten worst things that could happen to me.” she almost rolls hey eyes, but controls herself, “shut up, my name is gross,” she’s never been to fond of it, “yours is cute though.”

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lnclnmuse:

“People are seriously a let down now a days. I am more attracted to someone who walks up to me and goes ‘your hot, we should go to dinner.’ instead of thinking they have to do something extreme.”

“i guess that’s too simple for some people. the internet has hyped up dramatic ass romantic proposals so much that people feel the average asking isn’t as good anymore. which sucks, because that’s more meaningful at the end of the day.”

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mendozaism:

“oh, that’s absolutely disgusting. tongues can be gross sometimes when you even want them in your mouth let alone some random thinking it’s fine to do that. ew.” ariela shuddered. “i mean, it defers you from actually doing your job. it’s not going to make you want to stick around. people are stupid.” 

“i couldn’t think straight for at least three hours afterwards. i didn’t even know how to respond either, i just stood up and walked back to my post. if it wasn’t for my love for the ocean, i would’ve quit a long time ago. between the gross tongue mishaps and how many times i get cursed at because someone left something in the sand and it washed away. but i’m like moana you know, it calls me, so i don’t think i could ever leave it.”

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lnclnmuse:

“I was sixteen, it was summer break and the lifeguard was a college guy doing a summer job. Oh no it was fine, I was the one that practically crawled out of the pool coughing and spitting up water like an idiot. If I ever come across another hot lifeguard I’ll remember that.”

“there are a few good looking ones in the rotation. well, they’re hot until they open their mouths. they have the same frat boy personality. i actually think that it’s one guy who split himself three times. but either way they’re probably nice for quick hookups.”

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update: posting the replies i have done and finishing the other... six?? in the morning

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sorry guys i got sucked into the world of playing dream daddy for the past few days damien bloodmarch is my everything but i got his ending and im letting myself chill before hunting for the cult ending so i’ll be around

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it had reached the point in the night where the beach was practically abandoned, give or take a few stray fishermen that scattered across the shore. felix had planted herself at the edge of the water, letting the cascading waves just barely touch the heels of her feet. it wasn’t like she had a particularly stressful day at work, she just really wanted a break from what was her mundane reality. and that’s why she had invited greyson out, he was like a piece of her home away from home, someone who kept her grounded. she rolled a blunt between her fingers, knowing they’d have to be careful with it. if caught, she could loose her job. the risk was minimal though, and she wasn’t afraid of it. though claiming fear wasn’t evident, she still almost jumped out of her skin when she felt a presence. “fuckin’ hell greys. a warning would’ve been nice,” she rolls her eyes, playfully, turning to face the blonde. “please tell me you brought a light.”

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at least she could admit that asking jackson to pick her up from the bar wasn’t the best idea. it wasn’t that she was drunk, but she wasn’t exactly sober either, which meant that she didn’t want to be alone. and as much as she didn’t want to admit it, she had missed her favorite asshole. though the text message sent had barely made any sense, she hoped it was legible enough to be able to leave the shitty street corner and she  wouldn’t have to worry that someone would try and mess with her. not because potentially she could end up hurt, but because if jackson saw it happening a war would ensue. leaning against the side of the building, she could feel herself growing impatient with the other, her drunken haze starting to leave her. pulling out her phone, she realized what she thought was actual words, ended up just being a sea of emojis. letting out a sigh at herself, she pressed the facetime button in hopes of making more sense with her words. once the too loud screeching of a loading call ended, her lips pulled up in a smile. “sorry, apparently i can’t fuckin’ text while buzzed. can you come pick me up?? pretty please??” cherry red lips turned into a pout, trying her best to guilt trip him into helping her out.

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lnclnmuse:

“People really do that?” Jasper asked with furrowed brows “I mean I don’t get why, seems kinds….dangerous to do that.”

“right?? it’s just a early 90′s movie cliche that shouldn’t be lived out in real life. i don’t really get it either, i guess it’s fun to pretend to be in danger. i don’t know, i’m just worried someone is actually going to get hurt because of it.”