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Hey, I’m alive. I’m gonna archive / revamp this blog within the next week or so, purge it of its evil aura!! I’ll be over here in the meantime, but ily / miss you all, sorry for not logging in to reply to messages even tho I said I was gonna!!
Anyway, with all that said and done, I’ll be going back on hiatus now until my muse comes back (unless shit hits the fan again, in which case...)! Not that I came back to start shit but... I did, I came back to start shit. I hope that at the very least everyone she’s caused problems for has a sense of closure now, I’m sorry all this happened, I’m sorry for my part in it, I’m sorry I entertained her bullshit for as long as I did, sorry to everyone who felt I hated them or was out to get them because of her. None of you deserved it, and I really hope she learns from her mistakes, apologizes to those of you she royally fucked! But if not, I hope that at the very least the fandom can recover from this, finally start growing again, bridge all the gaps that got formed, etc... thanks @ everyone who supported that post! Be good to each other, ciao ciao! ♡
AN OPEN LETTER FROM EVERYONE I’VE EVER MET TO VULGAR / MORTEM.
I bet y’all thought my drama days were over, but surprise surprise, I have come “rinse crying” back to this fandom because, I understand, Vulgar. You found paradise in America, you had a good trade, you made a good living. The police protected you and there were courts of law. You didn’t need a friend like me. But, now you come to me, and you say: “kindly kiss my ass” But you don’t ask with respect. You don’t offer friendship. You don’t even think to call me Godfather. Instead, you come into my house on the day my daughter is to be married, and you make my friend cry in public because you follow bait her, publicly post about how much of a terrible person she and everyone else in this fandom is and then once again pinpoint the negative reputation you have built up for yourself on everyone but you.
I don’t know what her URLs are these days because frankly, in spite of what she will tell you, up until two days ago, I could not have given less of a shit if I tried, but going by the screenshots I’ve seen lately this post is going to concern: woshi-tuzi / twinblcdes / gelosiia / buside / baolii / puntirotti any other blogs run by Vulgar / Mortem. Not gonna lie, this is a long post, there’s a lot to go over here, and a lot of it’s going to seem like old, irrelevant, petty high school drama, because that’s exactly what it fucking is, but since Vulgar is still using drama from a year ago as her sword and shield to treat others badly, it’s long overdue that we did some good old fashioned air clearing.
I guess we’ll start with breaking down what tipped everything over the edge, this charming message that was sent to Elle;X. ( in reference to this hot vague, but we’ll get back to that later. )
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I am not at all ashamed of anything I’ve done to you Vulgar. In truth when I had left the fandom, I was extremely sad, and I needed a friend. You came out of the woodwork asking me to come back to Maiko, and I was overjoyed. (Though don’t forget, I denied coming back to the fandom about four times to you, but you were persistent) I thought you actually liked me as a person. However, that was my mistake. I was just someone else you wanted to be indebted to you. You introduced me to Momo, and we got along incredibly well, too well in fact, because honestly I began to prefer her over you. Because you see, unlike you, she actually listened to me, and cared about my thoughts and feelings (and we had conversations that didn’t involve if Maiko and Uta liked to 69) and was in all honesty was a real ‘shoulder to lean on.’
So imagine my disgust when I get messages from Momo who was busting her ass in Mongolia in University, (something you cannot relate to in the slightest, as you have no education, nor any desire to understand the plights of other people) She is visibly upset because you played some passive aggressive bullshit. However, by my timelines, you literally messaged me 15 minutes after that exchange to upset the balance Momo and I actually had. I pretended to be asleep, but in all honesty I stayed up all that night, wondering about you as a person.
When I was in the fandom during it’s older, more popular days, I had heard rumors about you being a bad person, but I was willing to overlook that, because you had so many friends, and you seemed well liked despite your obvious deficiencies. However, you tried several times to get me involved, and at first when you approached Momo as a conversation topic, which I initially shied away from. However, because persistent bully must be your middle name, you continued trying. However, Momo at this point, was very ready to denounce you and I was to take my rightful spot on pride rock as new best friend 5ever. She had expressed to me that she thought you might be talking to someone else over the issue. I told her to wait, and give you a chance to make things right and apologize.
I counselled you in how to approach her, and what to say, and we gave you two weeks to reconcile, however I noticed that you had changed what Momo had shown me, and you said, “Doesn’t Momo know me well enough to know my intentions?” And while Momo is exceedingly talented, she cannot read anyone’s mind, and for you to expect that of her seemed abusive and disgusting. I told her instantly that I didn’t think you would apologize and that it was in her best interest to drop you. So in your own way, you were right, I did tell her what you said, but only after you proved yourself to be a deceitful shitheel. I was already far more privy to the situation than I let on, and it wasn’t me trying to throw you under the bus but rather defend someone who has done nothing but help you, and who you fucking spit on the night you sent that text.
How dare you also, go to Skitty and try to denounce me, as I was their friend before you, and I think it so laughably asinine that you would even think that ANYONE would buy your account? Every single person, who you have spoken to me about this, who knows me personally, said that as soon as my name came out of your grubby, weed laden keyboard your credibility was shot.
I have talked with countless people in this fandom, and not to toot my own horn, but I have helped so many people in the RP fandom, you included Vulgar, and I am exhausted of using up my resources to council people who do not deserve to be abused by you. I am sick and tired of being the personal therapist to people who only have their own self-interested nature in mind. I didn’t deserve any of your slander, I did not deserve to go into a PTSD flashback last night because some whiny tit cannot keep her mouth shut and look into the mirror and realize, hey I have some flaws I really need to work on. Perhaps I should get off tumblr and take a break.
hey vulgar ! been a while since i talked to you, isn’t it? what was the last thing you guilted me about? not telling you that i didn’t ship mutsurie anymore? thanks to you, every time i see something about that ship i feel like throwing up now : )
imagine my surprise when i found out the other day that you made your blog just because you wanted to ship with me! like i was some kind of exclusive fetish item you could buy once you realised you wanted to fuck my character. it’s interesting, because you told me at first that you didn’t ship it. that we could see how it went. and i, piteously, fell for it. i was new to the fandom, i told you i was trying to make friends because i’d been bullied out of another fandom, and honestly? i thought it was nice that someone liked my writing enough to make it a main ship on their blog even when i refused to commit to your possessive guilt tripping single ship demands.
look, it was fun for a while, until i started feeling like when i logged into the dash, no one wanted to talk to me. i’d reblog a meme and you’d be the only one in the inbox. my drafts were all for you. and you were still going around telling people i was ignoring you.
i didn’t realise that you were isolating me from the fandom. you pulled me into drama that i wanted nothing to do with. you lied about my friends to me because you were afraid i’d ship with them instead of you and of course i didn’t know about any of this. your dirty little fly hands were busy talking about me behind my back, telling your friends i wasn’t giving you enough attention, that MY FRIENDS were “cockblocking your ships” or something like that.
( leaving the CAH chats we invited you to because i dared to not post constant mutsurie in the comments was really petty, by the way. thanks for making me feel embarrassed and like i needed to apologise to the fandom for your passive aggressive behaviour. )
look, you made me feel like i had to leave the fandom to get away from you. like i couldn’t tell you that mutsurie ( and especially all of your gross sexualised anon messages ) made me uncomfortable because of the heavy abuse backstory, the rape and trauma happening in the current storyline, because rather than being understanding, you’d make it about how your feelings were hurt.
up until 3 days ago, i still felt i was the one who needed to apologise. you gaslighted and manipulated me, stopped me from reaching out to others in the fandom, and then when i finally tried to cut ties, you decided to blame it on ivy and momo — who i hadn’t even been in contact with, because i wasn’t in the fandom anymore.
honestly, i don’t even care about an apology at this point. i want you and your fetishes to stay away from me, my blogs, my friends. i’m still trying to wrap my head around how horrible you were to me, so i hope you read this and have the chance to think about how badly you fucked around our fandom. : )
Hi Vulgar / Mortem.
When I first joined the fandom back in the summer of 2015, we became mutuals on Hairu, and the Tokyo Ghoul community seemed very nice. Indeed, it is very nice, and I would realize much later that it was you who made unwelcoming.
You first came to me admitting that no one in the fandom likes you, you don’t have any friends, and you hoped we could be. You played right into my empathy, and I felt for you; I thought you were misunderstood, and lonely, and needed a friend. I ignored my instincts, those red flags that blared one you told me this. You manipulated my sensitive nature into thinking you were a victim to bullies, which I had made clear I hated. Irony? You turned out to be the biggest bully of them all.
Firstly, when I wanted to make my new blogs ( this one, and Miza ), you jumped at the offer to help me set them up. When it came down to it, you never answered me back; and when Momo (who had then just become my friend) reached out and helped me by making me themes for my new blogs. When I came to you and excitedly told you this kindness that was done to me, you immediately lashed out to me for being “ungrateful”, and guilt-tripped me by telling me you were making me something special. I continuously apologized, but you would not accept, replying with an icy “whatever”.
Cue the next day, and you made me a graphic for Hairu ( HERE ). I expressed gratitude for what you did for me, as well as privately, but you were continuously cold and dismissive of me. This made me no longer want to interact with you, and had me feeling an unjust amount of guilt. You cannot make something for someone, and then make them feel badly about said gift. With your constant bitterness, and vague-blogging on the dash, I decided after a month that I no longer wanted to follow you.
I unfollowed you on all of my blogs where we’d been mutuals: @filiacaedes, @kusakarini, and @lilistar (which, by the way, was my only blog where the url was changed, from lilehly to lilistar, but even that was noticeable, and my rules still contained my name). Still, you continued to follow me from other blogs ( i.e. @vertebraeking / @infcrmant ).
A few days ago, you followed me from your envy blog ( @gelosiia ). I read your rules, though you claimed I did not, and I was unaware that you, now going by Mortem, was the very same Vulgar I unfollowed 5 months prior. Also, was it nowhere in your rules that you were selective, or there were certain people you did not interact with.
I sent you a meme to break the ice. Moments later, I notice I lost a follower, and you posted a vague that confused me. Never having followed anyone “through three different fandoms”, ( not to mention me being an avid anti-bullying campaigner ), I panicked in thinking that you might perceive me as someone else, someone who bullied you.
Eager to clear my name, and figure out what was wrong, I asked you gently what had happened, and why you thought this of me. Even at your reply, I did not immediately know who you were, and sent an ask apologizing (despite confusion).
Only when I brought up the vague to some of my friends was I told that it was you, Vulgar, the same as Mortem. I panicked, because I would never intentionally follow you. In your vague, you accused me of “not being upfront” with my “alias”, which is in fact, part of my real name, ‘Danielle’, which I have never hidden nor changed on this site. You accused me of not reading your rules, otherwise I’d ‘know’, but I reiterate, your rules did not call you Vulgar, the alias I was familiar with. Rather, you did not read my rules, which has my name in the first line ( or you did, and you knew exactly who you were following ).
As well, to me the funniest thing is that you accused me of being in cahoots with a certain group of people; and while two are my friends, one I had never met or spoken to ooc. I assure you we were not having get togethers speaking poorly of you.
I assure you, Vulgar, after I unfollowed you 5 months ago, I never considered you someone to waste my time obsessing about ( which should have been clear in how I did not recognize you after you last followed me );
and after this post, I will not think of you again.
Hi, vulgar, it’s time for you to own up for your fucking shit. @woshi-tuzi.
You keep accusing of talking shit about you when like… the only person I’ve actually talked about you to was momo, because you were giving me mad anxiety. I never said anything bad and actually spoke very highly of you, even when I had you blocked, the first time. I blocked you because I was recovering from a fucking suicide attempt and you were forcing your friendship on me. I was constantly stating on my blog that I was tired and that I wanted to be alone, and you just had try to talk, and try to get me to add you on skype. You wanted to be exclusives with me despite us never interacting. You accused me of ignoring your messages when you knew, and everyone fucking told you, I’m a slow writer. So you were blocked. I sent a message along with momo , telling her to tell you that you were overwhelming me.
After a while, in April of 2016 I want to say, I unblocked you, and decided to apologize to you, saying I was super sorry for blocking you and that I was ready for us to be friends ! I was happy and excited to befriend you! And then you go and…….interact with Peri? Who publicly denounced me and accused me of manipulating information to suit my cause. You knew that I fucking hated Peri, and you threw me under the bus, because you weren’t patient enough with me. So I name dropped you. I was angry, and fairly so. I talked in private with Momo , Avi ,Dean, and Res ( who I only talked to briefly about you ) about you and said things in the heat of the anger, and the fact that I was deeply hurt. Then something was reviled about you, you sad pathetic maggot, you were shittalking me to my own best friend. You were trying to get Momo to turn against me. You really were trying to paint me as a bad person. And guess what! You kept antagonizing me! To skitty, and to Mysteriia , and probably more.
You followed me on Fitzgerald, and @ ed you publicly to leave me the fuck alone. You only wanted to do damage control so that your reputation. Then you get some other person to not only threaten to physically beat me and send me threats, call me fucking cancer , and send me into the worst panic attack ever but also disoriented me to the point where I almost missed my train to NYC. You didn’t mind fucking creating me into some sort of monster, you fabricated lies about me so that I would be fit to be the antagonist. Then I told you once, and for all to fuck off. I left you alone, and left that in the past. I put you in my rules because you give me a panic attack whenever you’re mentioned. You made me so paranoid I deleted all my blogs and isolated myself. I hate you so much. But I didn’t speak badly of you to anyone but Momo or Avi, and I talked to them about things they themself they fucking witnessed.
VULGAR I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU GET THAT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD YOU ARROGANT MOTHERFUCKER. I DONT CARE ENOUGH TO ANTAGONIZE YOU AND LOOK FOR PITY!
I don’t even know skitty or elle, or even know Ivy enough to have them on skype, yet alone talk shit about you to them? So shut the fuck up, apologize and own up to your fucking bullshit.
can you imagine being the person who single-handedly drove out the entire fucking tg fandom :)
AN OPEN LETTER FROM EVERYONE I’VE EVER MET TO VULGAR / MORTEM.
I bet y’all thought my drama days were over, but surprise surprise, I have come “rinse crying” back to this fandom because, I understand, Vulgar. You found paradise in America, you had a good trade, you made a good living. The police protected you and there were courts of law. You didn’t need a friend like me. But, now you come to me, and you say: “kindly kiss my ass” But you don’t ask with respect. You don’t offer friendship. You don’t even think to call me Godfather. Instead, you come into my house on the day my daughter is to be married, and you make my friend cry in public because you follow bait her, publicly post about how much of a terrible person she and everyone else in this fandom is and then once again pinpoint the negative reputation you have built up for yourself on everyone but you.
I don’t know what her URLs are these days because frankly, in spite of what she will tell you, up until two days ago, I could not have given less of a shit if I tried, but going by the screenshots I’ve seen lately this post is going to concern: woshi-tuzi / twinblcdes / gelosiia / buside / baolii / puntirotti any other blogs run by Vulgar / Mortem. Not gonna lie, this is a long post, there’s a lot to go over here, and a lot of it’s going to seem like old, irrelevant, petty high school drama, because that’s exactly what it fucking is, but since Vulgar is still using drama from a year ago as her sword and shield to treat others badly, it’s long overdue that we did some good old fashioned air clearing.
I guess we’ll start with breaking down what tipped everything over the edge, this charming message that was sent to Elle; X. ( in reference to this hot vague, but we’ll get back to that later. )
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"Happy birthday, Naki. I have a surprise for you later." blushing cheeks. "Like you're supposed to, you know. On birthdays." voice falls to a mumble.
“ Birthday supplies…? ” He forgets himself at times like these, you see… though disinclined to touch others, excitement compels him to grasp at her hands — clasp them within his own. “ Ah! You mean like… like balloons and shit, right?! Miza, you’re the best! What’re we waiting for?! ”
"Happy birthday, big brother!" a tight hug, arms wrapped around him with all the love she can give.
It takes a moment, a series of slow blinks, but in time, the gesture is reciprocated — albeit with an unnecessary amount of force enthusiasm; “ Yeah, you too! ”
Happy Birthday, kiddo! No one thought you’d make it this far in life, and yet...
"Happy Birthday Naki. Here, I bought you something." Yakumo gave him a wrapped present. It's an old copy of 'Scarface'. // -crxstedgecko
“ Ah!! Big bro, you’re really the best! Mh… by the way, what does it mean? Scatrace…? ”
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/ MOMO I MISSED YOU!
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beep boop my name is cas and this is one of those snazzy text promos !! like or rb (reblogs feed my children so pls consider the importance, the impact, the) if you’re willing to rp with a super gay VAMPIRE OC, and i’ll check out ur bloggo aswell ! :-)
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ꜱᴀᴡ ᴠ ɪ ʀ ᴛ ᴜ ᴇ ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ꜱʜᴀᴘᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏᴠᴇʟʏ: ᴀɴᴅ ᴘɪɴᴇᴅ ʜɪꜱ ʟᴏꜱꜱ
Indie Young Uta of Tokyo Ghoul
Indie Tokyo Ghoul OC
Drawn and Penned by Ivy
||So these seem to get around pretty well, and I’m honestly way too lazy to make a promo, but please give a LIKE or REBLOG if you’re interested in interacting with a young Uta from Tokyo Ghoul? He’s loads of fun! And only bites a little I promise ;D||
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