[fearwatched]

as of right now, everyone is being moved to my multimuse, because having every character on one blog (with richie as the exception) is just easier.

[fearwatched]

as of right now, everyone is being moved to my multimuse, because having every character on one blog (with richie as the exception) is just easier.

[trashmcuths-a]

where have you been, josie?’ ha, well, ever since switching antidepressents, i have not been feeling all that great. in the last week or so, my mental health has taken a real nose dive. This is a real shitshow, my friends. I literally have to take my as-needed ativan multiple times a day to keep myself from tipping completely over the edge. i had to take off work today, because i cannot pull it together enough to act like a human for an hour and a half. so yeah!!!!!! i’m hoping when i can get a new prescriber and am on meds that actually work, i can be productive. honeslty, i think the last couple months have been so bad, because these meds are not what i need and have severly limited my functioning. tmi but whatever! i love you guys! now i’m gonna go back to vacilating between extreme irritablity, debilitating depression, and panic attack-inducing anxiety.

[trashmemes]

SHAMELESS SENTENCE STARTERS PT. 2 quotes from pulled from the showtime television series. contains nsfw content. feel free to make alterations.

i would never leave you. ever.

let’s just talk, please. like adults.

this is it? this is you breaking up with me?

i trust you. that’s bigger to me than ‘i love you.’

don’t make this harder than it has to be.

you’re going through some shit and i turn my back… it’s bullshit.

i’ve never actually had a real boyfriend before.

anybody notice that i’m bleeding?

that’s right. it’s all an act.

i don’t have a choice, i don’t get to just go!

if i don’t invest in myself, no one else ever will.

you’re still on my shit list.

it looks like we both moved on, so no reason for things to be awkward, right?

this is about you growing up and owning your shit.

you made the decision without me, as if it has absolutely no effect on us.

yes, i fucking know i got shot!

i’ve dreamed about your death.

you dropped napalm on my relationship without even getting your hands dirty. 

i am whatever i need to be at the time i need to be it.

stuff just happens sometimes.

you hooked up with [name]? how charitable of you.

i wouldn’t be here unless i was desperate.

this is why i came to you. you get it.

you think that you’re a good person. you’re not.

i closed my stupid eyes to it, 'cause i wanted it to work so bad.

you’re nothing but a warm mouth to me.

when you get over this whole 'i’m not worthy of love’ bullshit, why don’t you give me a call?

i got your message.

thanks for coming over, i’m just having a complete meltdown.

if i don’t walk away, i’m gonna fucking hit him.

oh, you’re just going to storm off like a baby?

i don’t know who i am anymore.

we can make this work. we have to.

no one’s ever been homicidally obsessed with me before.

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[fearwatched]

MUN VS MUSE CHALLENGE !

josie vs. the mayor, grace, eleanor, wentworth, and maggie

tagged by: snagged from @mamcbird tagging: every last one of you

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#Positivity Protocol! 😄💙☀️ Send this to ten muns who you think portray their muses so damn well and are just generally awesome!

sooooo i went awol for a hot second there and never answered this, but thank you!!! you’re incredibly talented and i’ve enjoyed the bit of writing we’ve already done together.

[fearwatched]

deadlytes.

      stan can’t help the fond little smile that plays on his lips. ridiculous as she is, rude as she is sometimes, eleanor means everything to stan and he’s happy to see her regardless of the fact that her crashing on their couch usually doesn’t mean anything good. “don’t talk about patty like that,” he admonishes gently, “you make her sound so materialistic.” careful not to spill a drop, he brushes politely past his sister with two mugs of tea and sets them down on the coffee table. eyebrows raised, he pats the spot beside him.

      eleanor falls back onto to the couch. exactly zero space exists between the two of them, because she never quite learned the meaning of personal space. "oh stanley, we all know patricia is a saint. i get you want to defend her honor, but how 'bout you let me pretend she has one single, minor flaw for, like, a second? just this once?" she pleads, one arm draping around his shoulders to give an unnecessary squeeze. her brother married well, too well. his relationship with patty makes her string of failed relationships look even worse, a feat most would consider impossible. “greg is literally camped out in my apartment right now. locked the doors. refuses to let me in. that’s why i had to stay here in the first place. so have mercy on me, bro. let me pretend your beautiful wife is a gold digger.”

[trashmemes]

WEEDS SENTENCE STARTERS PT. 1 quotes from pulled from the showtime television series. contains nsfw content. feel free to make alterations.

you were all i wanted, and you never wanted me.

i think it kind of sucks that you’ve been avoiding me, because i miss you.

why do i always feel like you’re hitting on me?

please, please choose not to be a dick.

you cannot get it together to treat me like somebody you actually care about.

are we gonna die tonight? 

i could never forget an ass like that. 

you are obviously having a slow psychotic breakdown.

i feel very alone.

everyone keeps asking me that: “are you okay?”

i don’t like dealing with things, i’d much rather prefer to pretend they don’t exist.

everyone thinks i’ve lost my mind.

what the hell part of discretion do you not understand?

i just wanna know what the fucking truth is for a change.

you’re gonna miss me.

i’ve recently stopped giving a shit what anyone thinks and i’ve gotta tell ya: i feel great.

when have questions of legality or morality ever bothered you?

fucking you ruined my life.

you know, i don’t think you’re adorable anymore.

thanks for not leaving. i know you could have.

why is fucking armageddon always coming down on me?

i sincerely wish you all good things.

i’ve never loved anyone else, never even came close. 

do i just radiate criminal vibes?

every time i think that shit can’t get more fucked up, shit gets way more fucked up.

we need to go somewhere where we can get very, very drunk.

i used to be able to rationalize the things i did.

you and i will never, right? 

i hate you and i hope you get hit by a truck.  

you’re an evil succubus… i’ll see you soon.

don’t leave me.

you gonna put a bullet in me?

no one is fine around you.

i hope you understand someday everything you lost by living the way you do.

face it, we both bring baggage to the table.

do you think i’m a bad person?

hey, thanks for the dick.

i like secrets. they’re all i have. 

[fearwatched]

natalia dyer as young maggie???

[fearwatched]

hi!!! i swear i'm not trying to ignore anyone. i've just been in a really bad headspace lately. my goal is to work on replies today. i'm also gonna try to respond to ooc messages later on. i'm just, like, full of anxiety and depression, so social interactions are particularly difficult for me right now.

[fearwatched]

bravest.

“   grace  ?   oh   my   god ,   hey   ——  it’s   so   great   to   see   you   again  !   …   well ,   i   mean   —   going   off   what   i’ve   been   told ,   the   circumstances   could   definitely   be   better  .   and   to   be   honest ,   i   wouldn’t   wish   ever   having   to   come   back   to   this   shithole   on   anyone ,   period  .   bet   you’d   rather   be   literally   anywhere   else   right   now  …   but  —   still  .   um ,   ava   ——   oakley  .   i   don’t   know   if   you   remember   me  ?   i   hung   out   with   george   denbrough   a   lot ,   i   was   kind   of   a   little   shit  .   you   mind   if   i   sit   here  ?   ”   @fearwatched·   came   home  .

     grace stares at the not-stranger for a long moment, eyebrows knitting together as she wracks her brain. ava. ava oakley, the fog is beginning to lift. the longer grace stays in derry, the clearer memories become. the name feels vaguely familiar. she focuses on the description -- little shit palling around with bill’s baby brother. tiny blonde girl with an attitude. ah, yes. a spark of recognition lights up behind her eyes and a smile stretches across her lips.       

     “oh, i do remember. you were a terror,” she recalls, fondness apparent in her tone. “you can absolutely have a seat. i could use the distraction.” grace opts not to delve into the details. no telling how much or how little ava knows about the clown or the memory loss or any of the other supernatural nonsense their horrible hometown has to offer.

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kaspbraktm.

→ ❛ i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  okay . ❜

EDDIE MET MRS. TOZIER WITH A SMALL SMILE, eyes still just a little wet from the tears that had left not too long ago. Usually he’d be BACK HOME by now, his ma ending the call and driving straight to pick him up after tricking him into wanting to come home. The repeated ‘ IF YOU’RE SCARED YOU DON’T HAVE TO SLEEP OVER, EDDIE-BEAR ’ and the ‘ YOU KNOW I CAN’T SLEEP WHEN YOU’RE NOT HOME ’. And, it just sort of BROKE EDDIE DOWN. Had him crying almost straight away. It’s the first time he had forced himself to ignore her though, told her he was SAFE at the Tozier’s. 

“ I am, yeah… ” He nodded, lifting his hand to wipe at the wet patch of his cheeks before he reached for the glass of water in front of him. Breaths still a little SHAKY, TIRED and SNIFFLY. “ THANK YOU. I didn’t mean to ‘cause a scene or nothin’. ”

→ ANSWERED // @fearwatched· // in tongues prompts

      maggie crouches next to eddie, balancing on the balls of her feet. she rubs soothing circles into his upper back. the move is instinctual, acquired from years of comforting her own son. “honey, i live with richie. i’ve seen more than my fair share of scenes.” she hopes the playful smile on her face will quash any embarrassment the poor kid might feel.

     "how about i call you mom next time? that would give you more time with rich, and i bet she'd feel better hearing from me." her suggestion is calculated, meant to address the issue without calling attention to the source. maggie weighed the consequences of confronting sonia years ago. she ultimately decided that immediate catharsis could never be worth the potential fall-out. in all likelihood, a conflict would result in sonia pulling the leash even tighter, possibly forbidding her son from staying with the toziers. maggie refuses to let that happen. their home provides a much-needed safe space for eddie, and the last thing he needs is for a vital support to be taken away. thus, she keeps her mouth shut, even when sonia reduces her son to tears and maggie would love nothing more than to knock that horrible woman on her ass.

[fearwatched]

send me a ✌ and i will respond with a couple potential plots for our muses

[trashmemes]

SANTA CLARITA DIET SENTENCE STARTERS   —   quotes from season two of the netflix series. feel free to make alterations. contains some nsfw themes. other seasons can be found here.

juggling a lot of things is hard, especially if some of those things don’t want to be there.

you know what’s cool? i’m never surprised anymore.

our kitchen looks like the inside of a shark.

i had such a good day at the asylum.

don’t ever do that to me again.

focus more on you. what makes [name] happy?

it’s only money, and everyone with money says money is not important.

wow, if you take killing off the table, we really don’t have a lot of moves.

i don’t know, honey. we have a lot on our plate.

killing people is hard. i used to think that was a good thing.

if life has taught me anything, it’s that human emotion is all about fairness.

yeah, i’m not looking forward to hearing that at the trial.

i’m happy that you’re happy, but i’m not ready to hear any details.

i’ll kick your twat so far up your throat, you’ll get pregnant giving blowjobs.

why are we bringing the toaster oven?

did your bisexuality sneak up on you or did it burn inside you for a long time?

when you love someone, that doesn’t matter. because it’s not about what you give up, it’s about what you get.

i will literally throw up on you.

you took almost 40 minutes to get here when you thought i was gonna die?

when you bottle up your feelings, they come out in other ways.

it’s kind of ironic. the more care you put into a murder, the harsher society judges you.

it’s always the people you least expect that do the worst things.

i like not killing people. i’ve always liked it. i just forgot how much.

i’m panicking, so my lizard brain is making a lot of the decisions.

i lost you once. that was enough.

woah, buddy, that’s a lot to unpack there.

before this ends, i wanna know that i was here, that i existed. i need to make a mark.

don’t come at me with that weak tea.

should we kiss?

let’s stop with all the name-calling and the unsettling sexual revelations.

don’t give up on me.

nobody likes a backseat arsonist.

we are not good at murder. i have to believe that’s a positive quality!

[fearwatched]

send me a ✌ and i will respond with a couple potential plots for our muses

[fearwatched]

i want the it rpc to continue growing and thriving, so i am offering to make icons and/or promos for any it canon or original character. hmu if you're interested. they're free bc whatever.