STAR BOY ( SICK BOY ). @featherbraincd-aa-blog - Tumblr Blog

After talking to Ava about everything, I’ve decided to archive this blog instead of straight up deleting. I’ll probably remake it soon, maybe even tomorrow, but please be aware there may not be a lot of activity there until she comes back.

#✗ ┋ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ❜ ( ooc. )#I'm due a revamp though honestly.#It's been pretty much a year and I have so many dead blogs following me #And people who have never once made an effort so I'm convinced I'm jsut there to add to their follower count #I'll probably be by the same url since I've grown attached to it at this point but.#We'll see.#I don't think much'll change honestly. It'll just be a fresh start.#I can copy and paste my pages and whatnot.#And everything'll be fine.#I want to love Crow again.#And giving up on him when his development needs me the most is not going to fix anything.#Nobody else is going to write this incredibly man's story so I guess I'll have to do it myself.#Whether anybody cares about it or not.

Anyways, I’ll probably delete Crow, and maybe my other blogs, by the morning. I’m just in the process of moving all of my drabbles into word documents and shit. Thanks for playing.

#✗ ┋ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ❜ ( ooc. )

I might just remake tbh. This blog feels incredibly crowded and shitty now, and I love my boy too much to let him go. I’ve had this version of featherbraincd for almost a year now ( I remade on New Years Day, and it’s pretty much November now ), so I wouldn’t feel too bad about it. I guess I’m just wondering if people would actually follow me and write with me if I went through the effort to tidy up?

#✗ ┋ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ❜ ( ooc. )#I'm just. Tired. Of feeling distant from like the one thing that actually makes me happy.#Crow is a very difficult muse but he's also very therapeutic.#It soothes me to have somewhere to go even when he behaves in a vile manner #Because then it's a space for my anger and my sadness and whatnot.#I'm tired of feeling like it doesn't matter what I do with any of my blogs; bcause they're never going #to be interacted with?#I want NOT-DEAD shit going on.#I want to actually write again.#I'm tired of just discord; or JUST ims.#I want THREADS. I want DEVELOPMENT. I want fuckin PURPOSE.#I'm tired.#Though tbh maybe it's better if I just delete idk #I don't really WANT TO but #Idk maybe I'll just wait til the end of the year or something idk #I'm fucking. Upset tbh.#I want people to be interested in my muse.#But I don't know how to engage people apparently.

selfishcliche replied to your post: pickedchocolat replied to your post: ...

but i’m gay

don’t care, sweaty

#✗ ┋ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ❜ ( ooc. )#selfishcliche #stO P

pickedchocolat replied to your post: Me: spends a lot of time ‘fresh-ing’ ...

sb: I’M GAY AND IM PROUD- me: That’s cool- sb: but i’m gay my dude me: I don’t think it’s a good idea to make sexuality your only personality trait, You are more than ‘gay’ you just choose to flaunt it yet its the most normal thing in the world its 2018 you idiot.

It’s totally cool to be any variety of person, but don’t expect the rest of us to bellyflop at your feet and clap like seals. It ain’t that impressive, dudes.

#✗ ┋ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ❜ ( ooc. )#pickedchocolat #thank u for bein rational tbh

Me: spends a lot of time ‘fresh-ing’ all the Splat. players that post things like ‘we don’t care that you’re lg.bt’ because same.