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diary of an ingenue

[fedyasolnishka]

you can call me nay or nana, 19 , selfshipper, asian, wannabe psychologist/sociologist

Love: bsd Fyodor, dead dove/dark taboo fiction, pandora hearts, gothic fiction/literature, dolls

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[honeydewtual]

[worldscoolest]

[honeydewtual]

YUTA 🥀 TWISTED PARADISE

[neocatharsis]

250515 YUTA IG Update

[futuremother]

4.10.24

[manafractal-deactivated20250906]

I can be very secretive about the things I’m most passionate about, .. connections, beliefs, feelings .. I hold it close in my heart or even suspended from my heart, in the psychic realms .. because I want to protect .. I don’t want the outside world to taint it through their witnessing ..

[stroebe2]

I like bad things on purpose

[fedyasolnishka]

Im a little too comfortable being inactive on here #wow #growth #selfdevelopment

[canelascent-deactivated20260208]

Valerie and Her Week of Wonders (1970) dir. Jaromil Jireš

[honeydewtual]

Visit Original Link

[fedyasolnishka]

[fedyasolnishka]

Finally ccepting tht asagiri doesnt care and ruined Fyodor's character....the way I gave up on any hope for his backstory....it won't come im afraid.. Like I'll finish college before bsd plot Actually moving forward

[fedyasolnishka]

https://x.com/mayla_classic/status/2052335132896534930?s=46 look what they designed for fyodor !

OMG! not a want but a NEED fr !

[aizawashuichi]

the thing is, i feel like sometimes self-shippers don't fully embrace the idea of a character being in love with them. instead, the character looks like they are pretending to be in love, like unwillingly putting on this role on the side, as they continue their own life as their canon self, you know what I mean? you need to be more self-indulgent. you have to disrupt their in-character persona in some way, because love is now present and it alters things and people. someone who is in love with you, as aloof and emotionless as they may seem, will care for you and will change if necessary. they will do things for you that they wouldn't normally do for others or even for themselves, because you are not just a random dude showing up next to them. you are their person.

[silima]

it's always funny to me when ppl act like it's somehow incestuous for characters who consider each other found family/chosen family/whatever u wanna call the trope to date each other, and it's funny for many reasons, but most specifically it's funny because irl when you meet a person and get really attached and decide that you want to be family with them, there's a very popular legally recognized way of doing that & it's called marriage

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Marriage promotes incest because then you end up having sex with a family member

[fedyasolnishka]

at the function posting abt my fav men

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