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6-26-21 180.4

7-8-21 176.8

7-26-21 172.3

3-15-22 163.0

8-8-22 168.8

8-16-22 167.8

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167.8

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I waaaaaaaaay too happy right now. I can't even trust the happiness though man because it's bipolar happy and not real WTF IS EVEN

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Looking for ideas: if you had a house and could do whatever you wanted to the inside or outside to decorate or style it, what would you do?

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Lunch is coffee and PB+J. I've been meal prepping and planning and it has kept me from binging which is awesome because them I don't feel the need to pu#9e.

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169.8

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170.2

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170.8

Day 2 BandP free

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171.8

Going to try and stop BandP and eat normal meals

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I think I might be ready to think about trying recovery. Scared.

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171.6

I ate a bunch of yogurt before bed last night and thought I wouldn't go down. Then I drank water before I weighed myself like an idiot but I still went down so yay

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Boop

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172.6

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I ate absolute crap for months and I'm going to go all in on getting better now, damn it. I ate well for one day and slept better and feel better than I have in weeks.

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172.8.

Better

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174.8. Yikes.

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When I get my own house it will have a fort under the bed. I don't care what people think I'm a single mom so I don't have to ask anyone's opinion on how I decorate