solicitude

my run-a-way to vulnerability 

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you make it so hard but make everything so easy

julia taylor

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the birds have gone the sun was hiding the clouds hung low the sky grew darker the town grew quite while color started to fade water then started to fall drowning the town in the skies tears the town saw it was getting worse but they did nothing but watch they watched while their town was going down when nobody was looking the town went down it was falling apart  then suddenly crashed it couldn't be fixed

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pretty girl why are you crying? you should be shining you're perfect. you have no flaws why are you putting up walls? you're gorgeous. why didn't you wear makeup today? is everything okay? you seem off did they hurt you? you're too pretty girl, you're makeup is running are those tears? are you crying? who hurt you?  what'd they do? smile darling its all going to be okay

j.e.

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the concept of love is so terrifying but so exhilarating at the same time. imagine meeting someone one day and just knowing that they're the one. from the moment you meet them, you get a weird feeling in your heart and it feels like butterflies are storming inside of you. you get insanely happy every time you see their face and hear their name. when you're in your worst state or in your best, they're their for you and they don't judge you they embrace your flaws. they fall in love with every piece of you and you fall in love with every piece of them from the way their eyes get a little brighter and their smiles grows bigger just from getting a quick glance of you from across the room.

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the truth is, i dont deserve you. you deserve better, you deserve the world

j.e. (via laiyaraku)

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don’t tear them apart and pick out all their flaws put them back together and compliment their beauty and intelligence

j.e. (via laiyaraku)

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say yes more often, but dont be afraid to say no

j.e.

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do one thing a day that scares you, it makes life more memorable

j.e.

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breaking

six months without you. six months of pain and struggle and attempts to get better. i was doing okay, i really was. i was doing well, i got my happiness back after a while. but then, fate found a way to get us together again in a way neither of us could run from. we were both civil, we had to be. you needed help and so i stepped up. we starting talking just like we used too. it made me realize how much i missed you, how much i still care about you. it made me break all over again. the weekend went by and i was stuck. my mind was everywhere but where it needed to be. i was lost and confused. Monday then came around, you acted like friday night didn't happen. you ignored my existence and i was left pretending as if it didn't hurt. here i am, six months later, starting all over again.

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you don't miss me and i need to learn to accept that

j.e.

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this hits hard

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im tired of waiting, i want to move on. please, tell me where we stand tell me what you want. i dont want to wait around for something that will never come along.

j.e.

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me: what do you want?

her: you.

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one moment you can have it all and the next moment it can slip right through your fingers. hold onto it as long as you can and when you start to feel it slipping through your fingers, hold onto it a little tighter for a little longer

j.e.

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standing in the pouring rain watching everything around me fade everything is losing color the world is becoming dull

j.e.

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it was so much easier without her between us

j.e.

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its okay to feel broken. to feel like nobody is there, like you're on the never ending road to the worst part of you life. to feel as if the world is against you and that nothing gets better. just hold on, for a little while longer. give it time, things will brighten up, the sun has to come out some day.

j.e.