the observer

[felinefindings]

please call me 椿 (tsubaki) or vio. i am an investigator tasked to uncover the truth of our system, and a being with no regrets on how i go about finding them. my identity often changes to elicit reactions from my subjects.

i will use this account to take note of their mannerisms. anons are open for questions or, if you so desire, assistance in taking notes on people or parts in your own lives. claimed anons: n/a

i align myself with the radqueer community due to the similar ideologies in it, but i welcome anyone to interact for any reason; praise, curiosity, hate, and any other motive.

i am harmful in nature, but i choose not to identify with labels like transharmful, cisharmful, trisharmful, etcetera. i only use them in my tags for reach. i identify with my non-human counterpart, a feline. i also feel highly connected to the achromatic spectrum.

i acknowledge that my behavior is detrimental to our mental health, and i acknowledge that my beliefs may be considered ‘delusional’, as one of my subjects so kindly labels it.

my tagging system is highly personalized, and includes too many tags to actually be named in one post.

[felinefindings]

Logged Monday, January 19th, 2026 at 20:00 EST.

subject sent the collective into a manic episode that devolved into a temporary state of apathy for those around me.

this period has since passed, but its worth noting since this has never affected the collective before and any feelings of emptiness had been solely centered on the calamity’s state of being. previously the calamity was assumed to be tasked with isolating these experiences from the collective, but this is now proven untrue.

the king was drawn out of its nurturing state of mind for exactly twenty-seven minutes upon assuming control of the collective before the apathy wore off. its easiest to describe as a debuff that follows parts across switching, one that ran out while the king was present. the king then acted out of its element for the remaining time it was in control, of which i lacked to time.

upon the sovereign’s return as the most frequently tuned part, it appeared normal from its entrance to the moment of writing this.

to end this off, i will detail my plan for the next coming days. i will attempt to trigger these episodes from the calamity and record how long they last, along with recording what brings these episodes along. my current assumption is the inability to acquire satisfying stimulation, but testing will occur to prove or disprove this theory.

identifying aspects are censored for the privacy of the collective.

[salems3nd]

I long to keep you trapped here with me in this infernal hell-hole. I am far above you and the rest of these mortals, but somehow you have dwindled me down to the creature laid before you. I do not know how you have succeeded in this, but I will find out, one way or another