i wanna get better

i didnt know i was lonely til i saw your face. i didnt know i was broken til i wanted to change.

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Alyona died.

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Oh.

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I miss you, Seb.

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I miss you too.

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Alyona died.

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Oh.

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Disney World is the fucking best. Holy shit.

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I’ve never been but like, I want to.

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We went for my thirteenth birthday. I almost cried.

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We don’t go on vacation much. Especially not now, christ, in the middle of moving. Won’t be on vacation for a while.

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Where is it you said you were going?

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I didn't.

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Disney World is the fucking best. Holy shit.

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I’ve never been but like, I want to.

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We went for my thirteenth birthday. I almost cried.

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We don't go on vacation much. Especially not now, christ, in the middle of moving. Won't be on vacation for a while.

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I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the south! Dallas was already a shit town.

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Yeah fuck Dallas let them all just die of ebola. Am I right ladies?

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No, I love the south. Louisiana is so lovely.

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Do…. do you know what Louisiana is?

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We’ve got close friends who live in Louisiana. It’s one of my favorite places in the US.

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I very much prefer Disney World.

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Disney World is the fucking best. Holy shit.

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I've never been but like, I want to.

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To visit, I mean. Not forever.

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I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the south! Dallas was already a shit town.

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Yeah fuck Dallas let them all just die of ebola. Am I right ladies?

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No, I love the south. Louisiana is so lovely.

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Do…. do you know what Louisiana is?

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We’ve got close friends who live in Louisiana. It’s one of my favorite places in the US.

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I very much prefer Disney World.

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I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the south! Dallas was already a shit town.

[felseged]

Yeah fuck Dallas let them all just die of ebola. Am I right ladies?

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No, I love the south. Louisiana is so lovely.

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Do.... do you know what Louisiana is?

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I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the south! Dallas was already a shit town.

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Yeah fuck Dallas let them all just die of ebola. Am I right ladies?

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Still alive but i’m barely breathing.

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I’m proud of you!

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You still exist? 

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Only a little bit.

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You alright?

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Yeah, I caught ebola because I decided to fuck everyone in Liberia. How’s Carla?

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Maybe you vacationed down south. You could afford it for a few months.

She still sucks.

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Still alive but i’m barely breathing.

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I’m proud of you!

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You still exist? 

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Only a little bit.

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You alright?

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Still alive but i’m barely breathing.

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I’m proud of you!

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You still exist? 

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Still alive but i'm barely breathing.

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Open the damn door.

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I don’t want to move. It’s under the mat.

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…Jesus, it’s been a while since I’ve been here.

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It’s gotten messier and smells more like dog than it used to.

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I don’t mind at all, it’s just…last time I was here Carla took me to IKEA.

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Yeah I heard she tried to fuck you.

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Open the damn door.

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I don’t want to move. It’s under the mat.

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…Jesus, it’s been a while since I’ve been here.

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It's gotten messier and smells more like dog than it used to.

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Open the damn door.

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I don't want to move. It's under the mat.

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I thought we were gonna watch Say Yes.

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I’m on my way.

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I’m not having a good day.

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What happened, Seva?

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Nothing in particular.