Not Prey (NSFW, 18+)
 âWhat was what like?â Janika didnât look up from the dancing flames, only reached out with a stick to stir the coals and rearrange the logs that kept their modest campfire burning. She took Farkas along with her for many reasons, the better part of it being that he wasnât a complicated companion. When they did talk, it never really went too deep, and she didnât have to force herself to remember what had happened at Helgen. The second being that he was as strong as an ox, and more than willing to run into battle with her without so much as a second thought. Except when spiders were involved. She smiled a little at that, but wiped it off of her face quickly; she didnât need him finding out she was grinning at his expense.
 âWhen you absorbed the dragon soul.â He was blunt about things, thatâs for sure. He saw her bristle a little, and he wasnât going to press the matter, but she seemed as though she was willing to talk about it at least. She shifted a little, crossing her legs the opposite way before settling once more.
 âUnnatural is one way to put it.â She began. Her green eyes reflected the flames so beautifully, the light gold flecks brought out by the fireâs bright light. She always seemed to be fighting a battle inside of her, and it got more aggressive when sheâd returned with Aela bearing news of what had happened to Skjor. Her stomach seemed to churn. âItâs invasive. All of my senses are heightened to their extremes. It feels like Iâm going deaf and blind all at once, and Iâm overwhelmed by everything else. Sometimes itâs not as bad as others, but I suppose that depends on the dragon, how old it is and the like. Itâs basically fighting its last battle as I absorb its soul, and itâs revolting against me, and I have to struggle to force it down.â She poked at the fire again, bringing in another stick so she could reposition some of the logs without having to reach in with her hand.
 He was watching her as she spoke and poked at the fire, she could feel his intense gaze on her. More than that, she could smell him. He smelled like dirt and sweat, and kind of like a wet dog. But he smelled like a man, strong and dominant, fierce. Despite how capable Janika was, how easily she could hold her own in a fight, she still longed for that safeness sheâd feel with a man, and there were no men more capable than the Nord. They lived for that kind of thing. Youâd never see a small wiry Nord, not even in his old age.
 âSounds rough.â A simple answer, and she didnât expect much else from him. She knew he was trying to be sympathetic, though. Her ears twitched at the sound of scraping armour; he was removing his breastplate, and it was only confirmed when it hit the ground with a loud clank. She could smell his musk clear as day now, definitely stronger than any of the other scents that had been assaulting her senses ever since sheâd taken the blood.
 Inside, the beast stirred. She was picky when it came to who she kept for company to begin with, especially the men. Even by Nord standards, she was hard to please. But when sheâd taken the blood and ran with Aela and Skjor for the first time, everyone seemed to smell weak. Seemed to smell like prey.
 âI suppose thatâs one way of putting it.â She shrugged, pulling her sticks out and setting them next to her, allowing her eyes to look over to her companion. Built like an ox could be considered an understatement. He was huge, bigger than his twin brother, Vilkas, and had longer hair that fell just past his shoulders. He was covered in sweat and dirt and dried blood, with the carcass of a deer lying next to him in a heap. His chest rose and fell, the light of the fire dancing off his pectorals where a light dusting of hair grew. He had hair, but it wasnât as absurd as some of the other men. It didnât detract from his manliness, though. And despite his strength and size, Farkas had a gentle side to him.
 He put a hand on top of Janikaâs knee, giving a light squeeze. âHey, hang in there. Youâve got a family in Jorrvaskr, now. Weâll follow you to Oblivion if we have to.â He was that much closer, his scent that much stronger, and the touch of his hand sent sparks flying through her body, all the way to her extremities as she sniffed the air lightly.
 Not prey.
 The beast inside her clawed at her, fought desperately to be released, and she took a steadying breath to assert her wavering dominance over it, offering Farkas a smile in return. âI know.â She replied, giving his hand a squeeze in turn, feeling that electricity between them. Not prey. âAnd I wouldnât want anyone else following me into hell.â
  Wolves howled in the distance, and Janika wondered how Farkas seemed to hold his beast back with such little effort, until she felt his hand squeeze at her knee with a little more force behind it. She looked down at his hand, and back up to his face, but he was looking away, off in the distance and sniffing at the air. The howling was cut short, and the hairs on the back of Janikaâs neck rose.
  âWhat is it, Farkas?â She asked him, sniffing at the air herself, trying to pick up whatever it was he was smelling, but failing. There were too many scents and she hadnât yet learned how to separate them all, apart from his own scent assaulting her nostrils.
  âBandits.â He said, and he was up on his feet again, his broadsword in hand. âNo, not bandits.â
  âSilver Hand.â She could smell them, too. She would never forget what they smelled like, not after what sheâd seen them do to the other lycans, not after what they did to Skjor. Her blood boiled, the beast within her raged, and her knuckles were turning white from clenching them so tightly. A fiery glow surrounded her left hand as her right drew her longsword, her eyes flickering between gold and green. She couldnât tell if it was the dragon souls within her or the werewolf struggling to take over, but she was having a hard time finding reasons not to let either of them do so.
  A howl to her left, and the sudden sounds of armour dropping diverted her attention long enough to see that Farkas himself had let the beast come out and take control of his body. Good enough for me, she thought, watching him bound off in all of his furry, wolf-like glory.
  As the first sounds of battle echoed through the valley, Janikaâs body had begun its gruesome transformation; bones cracked and reformed larger and much stronger, her posture shifted as she tossed away her armour, fur replacing the leather she wore, her emerald eyes changing into a beautiful, bright gold colour.
  Just as the rest of the Silver Hand had crested the hill and happened upon her, the moon had come out from behind the clouds. It wasnât full, but it was still there, and Janika howled, calling out to Hircine, her own kind of prayer. The silver blades glinted in the pale moonlight, and for a moment, Janika felt fear. But only for a moment. They cried out in response, though whether it was a battle cry or out of fear and impending doom, Janika didnât care.
  A sword came down and she swatted it away with ease, sniffing at the air and growling. She could smell fear on the man before her, smell the sweat running down the back of his neck, and sense the hesitance in his swings. He would die last. He would watch her tear apart his comrades and be assured that he had made a mistake, would beg for mercy, and then he would die. And when he did, it was glorious; gruesome, but glorious.
  First, she bit his sword arm off at the elbow, then plucked a leg off at the hip before grabbing his remaining extremities, raising him above her head, and with a long, lusting howl, gave a heavy pull and ripped him in two. Blood showered her as she heard Farkas joining in on her song not far down the hill, and then came running back into the camp.
  The two stopped just at the campfire, panting heavily, gold eyes gazing into one anotherâs, sniffing at each other, circling around and around. She could smell him, covered in blood and sweat, dirt and gore.
  Not prey.
  Her heart raced, and she could tell his was too; she could hear the blood rushing through her veins, her heart pounding against her chest, and as he stepped closer, she could hear his, too, beating at the same rate as hers. He lifted his muzzle to the skies and called out to Hircine once more, and then he was on her, tackling her to the ground and falling into a rolling ball of fur and dirt and blood. By the time theyâd stopped their roll, the bloodlust had withdrawn and their bodies reverted back to their human forms. He was on top of her, strong legs straddling her hips, hands pinning her shoulders to the ground, his face inches from hers, growling.
  Her eyes met his after taking their time exploring the rest of him, or what she could see, and her heart seemed to stop for a moment. They were both breathing heavily, slowly, trying to control their breathing and slow down their heart rate, and yet still they raced inside their chests. They were quiet for a short moment, but to Janika, it seemed like forever, just watching each other, staring into each otherâs eyes. She leaned up slightly, sniffing at him lightly, her breathing becoming slightly ragged, their faces mere inches apart. She could feel his hot breath on her face, could see the sweat rolling down the side of his face.
  And then his lips were on hers, forcing her down and once more pinning her to the ground. His kiss was hungry, fierce, and dominant; a side of him she thought never existed considering his gentle personality. He pressed his body against hers, shifting to get himself into a better position between her legs, wanting their bodies to touch in every place possible. If their hearts werenât racing before, they were probably traveling at the speed of sound, now, and they beat in unison, threatening to burst out of their chests.
  Janika wrapped her arms around his torso, her legs around his waist, and for a brief moment, as he wrapped one arm under her lower back and rested his other hand on her thigh, she felt gentleness from him again, and perhaps even admiration for the shape of her body and the way it fit against him. It was a short-lived gentleness, for he gripped her tightly and pushed himself inside of her with one long, hard thrust, having enough sense in him to give her a moment to adjust to him. She broke the kiss, arching her back and pushing her body against his as a moan escaped her lips, a heavy breath coming from his. He took that as a sign that she was ready, and even if she wasnât, heâd still have her. He needed her.
  His thrusts were hard and possessive, sacrificing speed for power; he was in no rush to get things over with, wanting to assert his dominance over her and make sure that she knew who was in charge, who the alpha was. Her nails clawed at his shoulders and his back, leaving bright red marks along his skin, threatening to draw blood, even doing so at times. She writhed beneath him, her body moving with his in perfect harmony and complete submission, and the moment he felt it, the moment he realised it, she felt his arm come out from under her, and found her hands suddenly pinned above her head under his strong grip. He grabbed her thigh and forced it up farther, angling her hips so he could plunge deeper inside of her.
  âYouâre mine.â He growled in her ear, squeezing her tightly as he lost himself in her, her moans and cries music to his ears, urging him on in their wild lovemaking.
  She could feel his every muscle working as he pressed himself against her again, could feel the power behind his legs and his hips; it was glorious. Her cries became louder, more frequent with every thrust, more desperate. She was nearing orgasm, and though she wanted release, she didnât want to leave him unsatisfied. But by the time that train of thought had ended, she had already reached her climax, crying out his name in pure ecstasy and arching her back out against him, pushing her chest into his.
  Farkas hadnât expected such intensity from her orgasm, and he was pushed over the edge as he felt her muscles clamp down around him tighter than any vice Eorlund could ever make and tighten at the Skyforge. He released inside of her, wave after wave of sensation assaulting his senses until he was all but spent. He let go of her wrists and her thigh, now probably bruised from his strong grip, and hovered above her, making sure not to crush her with his weight as they both gasped for air and struggled to control their breathing.
  The air was chilly, and he felt the gooseflesh rise up on Janikaâs skin beneath the layer of sweat, and so he rolled off of her, only to pull her into his arms to share his body heat with her. As her breathing became more normal, she drifted off into sleep, a lot quicker than heâd expected her to. Making sure not to rouse her, he let go of her, getting up and taking her into his arms, carrying her off to their bedrolls, pulling them both together and tucking her in. She stirred, mumbling something about dragons and High Hrothgar, rolling onto her side and grabbing onto him. He smiled, cuddling up behind her and wrapping his arms around her protectively before settling into a comfortable sleep.
  Morning came far sooner than Janika had wanted it to, and it came colder than she remembered. She stirred, rolling onto her back and pushing herself up into a sitting position as soon as she realised she was in her bedroll. She had no recollection of falling asleep in it. Come to think of it, she didnât know where Farkas was, either.
  As if on cue, he came walking back up the small hill and into their camp, dressed only in the leather britches he wore beneath his plate armour, carrying a bundle of sticks that he promptly fed to the fire. Above the campfire, a pot hung with what smelled like venison stew. Janikaâs stomach growled fiercely at her, drawing Farkasâ gaze to her. Suddenly, she realised she was naked.
  Sheâd been naked around him before, so why was it that she suddenly pulled the blanket up over herself and blushed a deep red, looking away shyly. Upon realization, she got up, wrapping the blanket around her in a makeshift dress and walked over to him, stopping just in front of him. âGood morning.â She greeted softly, looking up at him.
  âMorning, howâd you sleep?â He asked her, feeling just a little awkward.
  âAs well as the beast blood would allow me.â She replied. She could see the muscles in his arms twitching, see it in his eyes that he wanted to embrace her, but didnât know if he should. She smiled a little at that, stepping in and wrapping herself around him, easing into his chest. He breathed a sigh of relief and embraced her in his strong arms. She whimpered a little, curling up and tightening her muscles, and a look of worry crossed his face.
  âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to hurt you. I wasnât myself last night, it was the beast-â He began, but stopped himself when he saw the look on her face, feeling so dejected, so hurt. âNo, Janika, thatâs not what I meant.â He pulled her tight against him, afraid that if he gave her the chance, sheâd slip away and run off. âIâve wanted this, wanted you, for a while now. Ever since I first met you and took you to see Kodlak. And last night, the beast kind of took over and acted on it. I didnât intend on being so rough, so...â
  âDominant?â She said, reaching up with one hand to brush some of his hair out of his face. He seemed to nuzzle into her hand as she brought it down to stroke his cheek and the fuzz that was growing.
  âWith other women, I could be like that. With you, I wanted it to be special and not hurt you.â He was interrupted by Janikaâs lips, catching his in a gentle kiss, holding it for a moment before breaking it, but not moving far from his face as she looked up at him.
  âNext time.â She assured him, smiling that sweet little smile of hers. He couldnât help but smile back, kissing her forehead and holding her tight to his chest for a while.
  âCome on, we should get dressed and pack up before eating. Theyâre waiting for us at Jorrvaskr, no doubt.â He told her, letting go of her reluctantly to let her go about her business. Heâd have time to hold her later on, when they were back in Whiterun.











