even in arcadia

anna. 30. austria. the centre cannot hold.

[wulfhalls]

their hug at the end of the hospital scene is literally The Hug Ever. it's sooo beautiful

ruben immediately closing his eyes and pressing niall to him like he wants their bodies to melt together and become One was certainly a choice. also a choice: having ruben visibly sag with relief. visibly deflate and seemingly breathe for the very first time in 15 fucking years. u can just see how much it cost him to try to maintain this hatred for niall. haha wow kinda crazy how this separation almost killed us but we wont ever talk about why or how we even got here lol

[wulfhalls]

the idea that ruben and niall could be fucking each other AND also still performing their performances because they still do have things to prove to themselves and each other is sending me into a spiral

would fucking make their communication issues Even Worse? something to ponder.................. talking past each other but with fucking....... fucking past each other if u will

[wulfhalls]

I think oneeeeeee lil kissie from niall could have turned this whole thing around like. if at any point whatsoever niall worked up the courage to just Do It. it would have saved them. which obviously is a null and void argument because for the show to be what it is it had to happen the way it did but im just saying. if he kissed ruben even once they simply wouldn't have ever stopped. that's why they never did. because they licherally wouldnt have ever stopped. they would have been like rubenmona but 10000 times worse. less performative. not like they had a point to proof. they just wouldn't have been able to stop themselves. on account of the generation true loveism of it all. the transcendental barrier breaking indescribable inescapable LOVE of it all.

[wulfhalls]

me and my children whom I love <3

[wulfhalls]

What i can't stop thinking about is the time between niall's car crash and waking up in the hospital. What do you think happened?

ruben pondering should I sexually assault my brother with an object or just straight up? like thats licherally how the scene starts and by the end they're hugging like the world is ending and the only salvation they will ever find is in the others arms like helloooooooooooooo. the bone deep relief u can feel from ruben makes me fucking dizzy. also sort of crazy richard gadd threw the this is what u always wanted from me bambi isnt it in there entirely unprompted as well as unacknowledged. they both just keep moving like thats a thing that didnt just happen. and this too kills them in the end.

[wulfhalls]

Half Man | Richard Gadd & Jamie Bell's Finale Table Read | HBO Max

I am in fact too drunk to be dealing with this type of shit rn actually. just suicide bait ms in my vulnerable state why dont u

[wulfhalls]

do you think ruben said anything to niall while he held him before dying?

I love u I love u I love u I love u over and over and over

[wulfhalls]

I am somewhat buzzed lets talk about half man..............ot other things

[wulfhalls]

linkin park concert tomorrow. FATAL exercise in the u can never go back studies i fear...............

[wulfhalls]

the niallruben implications Were In Fact hard to ignore 👍 and u may never be able to go back but its still nice to visit even if its different 😊

[keznated]

brother from another lover.

[honeymushroom]

just found my dream house

[fatmenfatmenfatmen]

Half Man - Only You

[iamoutofideas]

You considered me racist and blocked me yet you let DieWhiteWoman reblog from you?

it's german for thewhitewoman

[04k96]

Here

[boykavalier]

JACOB ANDERSON The Vampire Lestat Red Carpet | Big Gold Belt Media

[disease]

RURAL CHARMS & RURAL SCENE BETSY LEWIS // JANUARY, 1801 [watercolor and ink on paper | 7 ½ x 6" (2)]

[preacherboyd]

Half Man | 1x05