for the love of all things big and small

my secret blog

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Name: Secret, but you can call me Fennel

Age: Mid 20's

Pronouns: They/them

About: I'm an artist and dreamer, I love creating ocs and writing my own stories. I also love making physical art and crafts from time to time. I also collect trinkets like buttons and pins.

Recently I've been feeling like I need a place to truly express some of my feelings that I can't get across to my friends or partner. I hope to gain some attention here, even though I know that's unlikely. I will be sharing my more private thoughts here so some content may be adult oriented so be warned. This is kind of like my public, but anonymous diary. Feel free to follow regardless.

DNI:

Minors

Fans of vivzi//epop shows, sout//hpark, hap//py tre//e friends, and similar edgy shows

Radqu//eers

AI users (sorry for the weird censoring, I don't want to show up in searches for those words)

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“I got my ass handed to me, so I’m just going to act like I never cared, even though the multiple paragraphs I wrote about how Qwel is doing a good job and everyone are just being meanies to her proved that’s not accurate.”

thank you for the awesome clapback bestie, I love having rational discussions with strangers online.

I did not say qwel was doing a good job. I don't even like her lol.

qwel does not need to apologize and tie things up in a neat little bow in order for her to move on. you can't expect cartoon storytelling logic when it comes to real life.

I do think apologizing to joji is something she should do, but like, I don't know qwel so I'm not the one to tell her that. no one here has the authority to demand she does anything, regardless of what is the right thing to do.

also if you opened your fucking eyes and looked at the post I made before the dandys world drama post you can clearly see me vague posting about starting drama for fun. and it's actually really easy to write several paragraphs of something you don't care about, have you ever been to school?

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okay in hindsight maybe I was ragebaiting a bit with my previous dandys world drama post, I truly don't give a shit about what some random roblox creator did

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anyone else think the dandys world drama is very blown out of proportion? like a lot of people are demonizing qwel for not taking accountability. but like, what do people want her to do? genuinely, what does it mean to take accountability?

because it sounds like people just want her to like, suffer for her actions? does she need to go to hell for you to be satisfied or something?

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I'm in a specific discord server and sometimes I look in there and see people having the weirdest takes on things. like I kinda wanna drop some hot takes in there and start drama just to see what kind of crazy takes they'll share.

I'm above starting random beef with strangers but sometimes it's so tempting

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recently tiktok started showing me clips from alfreds playhouse.

I dont support the creator obviously, I dont plan on watching the full episodes and I dont actually like alfreds playhouse at all. but its still such a fascinating piece of media to me.

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browsing tumblr at work, I don't car anymore

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hot take:

Billy Cobb is better than Weezer

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my first impressions are so often wrong.

A person I thought I disliked turned out to be cool and based and now we're talking about our ocs together.

peace and love all is good in the world :)

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its always the slightly self indulgent drawings that turn out the worst

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louise by oingo boingo is such a good song actually, especially that one part in the middle.

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play it on loop and on loop and on loop

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I just learned what ren'py is and now I'm convinced I could make a dating game with my ocs

theres no way

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I think I fucked up big time

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wait I think we're fine

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I think I fucked up big time

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louise by oingo boingo is such a good song actually, especially that one part in the middle.

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Sooooo,

I kind of don't have anything to do today at work?

I know the office job steriotype is that the employees just play games on their computer all the time instead of work but now I'm wondering if that's actually true and not an exaggeration.

In other news, right click on my trackpad doesn't work anymore so I have to resort to a keyboard shortcut. It makes me feel like a hacker even though its so inconvenient.

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Yes the new tumblr update sucks but I'm not gonna leave over this. A true captain goes down with his ship!

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they rolled it back!! we keep on winning!!