Fog of Alexander

Step inside my mind, I want to share with you.

[golden-letters]

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

[fennothered]

Seconded

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No Passenger

Dark Train

Rolling through 

The station

Is empty

No passenger

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Death by Shark

When I go out, itll be on my terms. Slow decay will not take me. I will go out fighting like I have since the day I was born. Death by Shark is how itll be. Swim out into shark infested waters with my spear and start killing until they kill me. Thatll be just fine.

[fennothered]

I am not a color

I am Spirit

Bone, Brain, Cock

How can I be a color

One can have color and color as a byproduct

But we are not a color unless you consider the color of the wavelength our particles are moving on.

People are from here and they are from there but we have invented equity towards the immaterial. Color equates class and control, position.

So what are we really?

Flesh, organs, bones, experiences, and memories. Learned responses to stimulus. But we also have spirit. Its apart of the creator. Thats why we are creators. We create our environments. Our successes we create. There are no accidents or chance. We make our now and our future. We make it. All of it. We make the people around us with our higher vibrations. Or we are molded by those around us with higher vibrations.

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Watch Blackberry Smoke - One Horse Town (Official Acoustic Video) on YouTube Music

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Overflowing

If what you bring to a relationship isnt enough for the other person to stay, find a way to move on and be in a place and time where you are enough. Where what you give overflows and overflows to you. Otherwise, your gift is wasted.

[fennothered]

I FEEL LIKE I DIED

I was an addict

Again

Or was I always

Smoking and hiding

Hiding and smoking

Bloodshot eyes see the world

Answer with lies

I lied

I feel like i died

Locked out

Homeless

Bag of clothes

Stranger my only friend

Derivative

CBD

Ambivalent to reality

Second, third, thousandth chances

The only savior will be repetition

Of Prayer, Networked Calling

Meeting of the minds

Im not alone

But i see the world narrow when it calls to me

Ill get away with it at once but at once

Im caught and the cycle

Continued

Burning hearts

Burned by

mischief

Family in turmoil

Futility is the end

Until

Repetition is my companion

Prayer

Prayer

Prayer

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FREEDOM OF THE MIND

Freedom of the mind

Forgiveness is first

Never thirst

When you drink

From everlasting

Fountain

Addiction is lost

Pain is beared

Guilt, Shame, Fear

All gone

Everyday

Seek His face

Put light in place

Of dark intention

Once repented

He will never mention

Transgressions

Turn not back

As dog to its vomit

Move forward

Always toward

Honesty, Humility

Then you will know

Peace

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Dear Diary,

Im writing in you

So my kids will know who i was

So my wife will know why i suffered

So my friends will know why i left them

On the street

Wondering where i went

So....

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Not dead but dying

I am the bleached and dried bones

In a desert of damnation

Water does not reach out here

And it never will

I am the noose swinging loosely

On the post of the gallows

The wind blows

A crow calls

The trap door is ready to fall

I am the sand

Falling through the hour glass

Grain by grain,

Second by second

I mark the passage of your decay

I am not dead but dying

I see what cannot be stopped

I do not grasp the walls of the trap

Down which I tumble

But drift slowly south

With grace

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Afternoon rains always bring these birds. Makes my yard look like a petting zoo or aviary or somethin (at New Orleans, Louisiana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoCnR-WjWG4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1shpq6d2ggi4m

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Deja Vu

I've been here before

Seen the same black cat

Cross my path

Itll be different this time I say

But I return like a dog to vomit

No crossing of t's

No dotting of i's

Just darkness

And I know it well

But I cant steer clear

Because I want it more

Than I dont

Truly

On the inside

The destruction

Isolation

Numb

But for a little while

Until I wake up

And realize

I never really changed

I just took a break

From being who I truly am

Afflicted

Addicted

Bent on depravity

The gravity

Really makes me sick

But I jump anyway

Isn't it funny

I see the path

And I know where it leads

It plays out in front of me

I just cant stand to

Sit

So I'll walk the line

Right down to Hells pearly gates

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Raccoons of the swamp (at Honey island swamp Tour) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnM8ZH7DwGF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n8yt97tlqedd

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Protein pellets for my belly! https://www.instagram.com/p/BnM39rBjLWA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tbiwz78a40m0

[waffenss1972]

Fueling the British fighter Gloster Gladiator Mk.II

World War 2 Photos: a huge number of photos from all warring countries in high resolution - 1932-1945 - free watch and download.

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Bulk Fuelers back in the day!

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The Boys and their Meccano Robot

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Drawing at work when I got a case of the Fridays