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𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒'𝚖 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗?

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moonshinaes​:

billy doesn’t expect him to do anything , at this point . they’re so focused on the injury that they don’t really – think that he was going to help them , in fact . they’re seething , teeth stamping down on their teeth , trying not to make another sound of hurt . they don’t want to cause him any trouble , at this point . because they’re trying not to … bother , in that matter .

a sigh leaves their lips , wondering what to say . they’re completely unsure of his assistance to them , nonetheless , still attempting to be careful , not to get too close . or to play the victim , but god – it hurts , the wound absolutely stings .

their hand is pressing down on their wound , eyes watching as he’s taking things out from his backpack . billy’s taking a moment , whatever , to realize what’s going on , rather – what’s happening , because billy’s paranoid . they’re not paranoid , paranoid , but they’re not completely sold on what he’s going to do . with their fingers painting over with their own blood , knees brushed against their chest , huffing as their chest heaves up & down .

eyes watching as the shirt comes out of the backpack , billy’s inching close , somewhat – just to ensure that he gets the chance to pat it against their wound . how they got it , however , is different . billy’s taking a deep breath , once again , concentrating on how they’re going to get any kind of traction , with their wound . calming down at this point , to relax – humming softly .

“ got into a fight , ” they’re letting out , finally speaking to the other , eyeing that he’s close to their wounded arm , extending it so he can get more traction – noting that their arm is shaking , trembling to its’ extend , where they’re letting out winces , whimpers – just as he’s covering their wound with the shirt , hoping that he wasn’t pressing into it harshly .

an   eyebrow   shoots   up   in   disbelief   as   lee   tries   not   to   get   distracted   as   he   works   at   bandaging   their   wound.   this   town   doesn’t   feel   like   the   type   where   you’d   get   stabbed   or   worse   if   you’re   out   walking   alone   at   night   ,   something   feels   amiss   here.   but   then   ,   who   is   he   to   judge?   

so   he   doesn’t   ask.

instead   ,   he   ties   off   the   fabric   of   the   make-shift   bandage.   it’s   not   pretty   --   his   hands   are   smeared   with   their   blood   and   it   has   stained   the   bandage   where   his   fingers   worked   at   securing   it   around   billy’s   arm.   but   it   will   do   for   the   time   being   ,   at   least   until   they   are   able   to   seek   out   real   medical   attention.

‘   do   you   need   a   ride   to   the   hospital   or   anything?   ’   he   offers   ,   still   crouched   beside   them   as   he   reaches   for   the   rest   of   the   shirt   to   wipe   his   hands   off   before   silently   offering   it   to   them.   it’s   clear   that   billy   is   in   pain   and   he   wants   to   help.   but   something   tells   him   this   isn’t   going   to   be   as   simple   as   dropping   them   off   at   the   emergency   room   doors.

[ficedvla]

moonshinaes​:

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜ / @ficedvla​​

billy’s letting out a simple sigh , a glance over at the other before chuckling softly . ’ do you think i’m a good person ? ’ & what does that mean ? billy’s quiet , trying to figure it out , trying to say the best things that didn’t sound . . the worst . billy doesn’t want to lie , no . they want to be as honest as they can be – looking at him , chewing down on their lower lip , fully concentrating on lee . sure , he might’ve had some issues , but it was nothing that could push billy away from him , none of it could . hell , if what they did wasn’t enough to push him away from them – then , it was nothing to worry about , right ? fiddling with their fingers , billy’s contemplating on the best wording they can give him .

“ i think you’re an exceptional person . is that enough ? ” they’re asking , once letting their words out , billy’s grinning softly , knowing in their heart & mind that they meant a lot more , however , not wanting to say too much or too little – for the sake of them not getting rejected , for allowing to pour their heart out – somewhat . & it seems so unconventional , yes , but billy . . cherishes their ’ whatever it is ’ to risk anything . & they may seem conflicted , confused , nonetheless , what they do know is that he’s just like them . there’s no escaping what they are , right ? killers . predators .

it takes billy a second to think about saying more , of course , curious as to what he’s going to say . & there’s no way that they’re going to stumble on their words , hence the deep breath . billy’s in tune with their thoughts , although , gaining this feeling in their stomach , as if they were going to vomit . billy thinks he’s exceptional . not good , but exceptional . something they’ve never told anyone , in fact . & deep down , billy’s worried , with their head thinking that he might take it into stride , might use it against them when he wants something . of course , billy’s cautious , knowing that there’s consequences for wanting to get close to someone , to gain their trust .

“ why do you ask , lee ? ” is what comes out , as they’re shifting into a different posture , so they can pay enough attention to him , if & when he says something , anything . truthfully , billy likes lee . a bit too much , however , it’s quite unspoken between the pair , seeing how billy’s concentrated on a million more other things than this – than their feelings , it seems .

lee   doesn’t   raise   his   gaze   ,   not   at   first.   he   doesn’t   want   to   look   billy   in   the   eyes   as   they   answer   him   because   he   thinks   he   knows   the   answer.   instead   ,   he   watches   his   hand   as   he   flips   the   plastic   lighter   between   his   long   fingers.   the   snake   tattoo   on   his   knuckles   looks   like   it’s   slithering   between   the   neon   yellow   of   the   lighter   and   his   hand.

but   the   dirt   under   his   nails   looks   too   much   like   dried   blood.   it   doesn’t   matter   how   many   times   he   scrubs   his   skin   until   it’s   an   angry   red   ,   because   moments   like   this   always   threaten   to   drag   him   under.   usually   he’s   alone   when   this   happens.   late   nights   can   be   the   hardest   when   he   can’t   sleep   due   to   the   guilt   digging   away   at   him.   except   there’s   something   about   billy   that   he   feels.   .   .safe   in   being   this   open   with   them.   is   it   because   they   understand   him?   because   they’re   like   him?

a   snort   escapes   him   at   billy’s   words   as   his   hand   stops   ,   fingers   gripping   the   lighter   against   his   palm.   there’s   a   ghost   of   a   smile   touching   his   lips   as   lee   quietly   repeats   the   word.   exceptional.   is   that   what   he   really   is?   eyes   finally   rise   to   meet   billy’s   gaze   ,   searching   the   other   for   any   sign   that   they   are   lying.   but   he   finds   nothing.

‘   it’s   just   a   feeling   i   get   sometimes.   ’   he   offers   ,   his   brow   knitting   together   thoughtfully.   ‘   i   can’t   help   what   i   am   ,   y’know?   ’   a   small   pause   as   he   gives   a   self-conscious   shrug   of   the   shoulder.   ‘   i   guess   i’ve   just   been   thinking   about   stuff   lately.   ’

[timotheechalmet]

Taylor Russell as Maren and Timothée Chalamet as Lee Bones and All (2022) dir. Luca Guadagnino

[ficedvla]

  𝙵𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙾𝙽  /   𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴   𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝚂 .   bold   what   applies   to   your   character  . italic what sometimes applies to your character  .

𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 .

long legs   /     short legs    /     average legs     /    slender thighs     /     thick thighs     /   muscular thighs   /     skinny arms    /     soft arms     /   muscular arms     /    toned stomach     /     flat stomach     /     flabby stomach     /   soft stomach     /     six pack    /     beer belly     /   lean frame     /    muscular frame   /     voluptuous frame    /     petite frame     /     lanky frame     /     short nails   /     long nails     /    manicured nails    /     dirty nails     /     flat ass    /   toned ass    /     bubble butt     /     thick ass     /     small waist     /     thick waist    /     narrow hips    /   average hips   /     wide hips     /     big feet    /     average feet     /     small feet     /    soft feet     /   slender feet     /   calloused hands     /     soft hands    /     big hands   /      average hands   /     small hands    /     long fingers     /    short fingers   /     average fingers     /     broad shouldered     /   underweight    /     average weight    /     overweight

𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 .

shorter than 140 cm     /     141 cm-150 cm     /     151 cm to 160 cm    /     161 cm to 170 cm     /   171 cm to 180cm     /     181 cm to 190 cm    /     191 cm to 2m     /     taller than 2 m

𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍 .

pale     /     rosy    /     olive    /     dark     /     tanned    /     blotchy     /   smooth   /     acne     /     dry     /    greasy    /     freckled

𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 .

small     /     large    /     average     /     grey     /     brown     /     blue     /    green     /   gold    /     hazel     /  doe - eyed   /    almond   /     close - set  /     wide - set     /   squinty     /     monolid     /     heavy eyelids     /     upturned    /     downturned

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 .

thin     /    thick     /     fine   /     normal     /     greasy     /     dry    /     soft     /     shiny     /   curly     /   frizzy     /     wild     /   unruly   /   straight     /     smooth   /    wavy    /     floppy     /   cropped   /     pixie - cut     /     shoulder length     /    back length   /     waist length     /     buzz cut     /     bald     /     jaw length     /     mohawk     /     grey     /     platinum blonde     /     golden blonde     /    dirty blonde   /     strawberry blonde     /     blonde     /     ombre     /     light brown     /   mouse brown     /     chestnut brown    /     golden brown     /     chocolate brown     /     dark brown     /    jet black    /     ginger     /     auburn     /     dyed red     /     dyed an unnatural color     /     thin eyebrows    /     average eyebrows     /     thick eyebrows  

𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒 / 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 .

no tattoos     /     one tattoo    /     a few here and there     /     multiple     /     full sleeves     /     thigh tattoo     /     neck tattoo     /     chest tattoo    /     no piercings     /     ear piercings     /     nose piercing     /     lip piercing     /     tongue piercing     /     eyebrow piercing     /     navel piercing     /     cheek piercing     /     nipple piercing     /     genital piercing  

𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 .

eyeliner     /     light eyeliner    /     heavy eyeliner     /    cat eyes     /  mascara    /     fake eyelashes    /     matte lipstick   /     regular lipstick    /     lipgloss     /    red lips     /     pink lips     /     dark lips    /     bronzer     /     highlighter     /     eyeshadow     /     neutral eyeshadow     /     smoky eyes     /     colorful eyeshadow     /   blush    /     lipliner     /     light countouring     /     heavy contouring     /     powder     /     matte foundation    /     shiny foundation     /   concealer    /     wears regularly     /     occasionally wears     /     never wears

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 .

floral     /     fruity   /    perfumes   /     aftershave     /     cocoa     /     moisturizer     /   shampoo     /   scented laundry detergent   /     cigarettes     /     leather     /    sweat     /     food     /   incense    /   marijuana    /     cologne     /    whiskey     /    wine     /     fried food     /   blood    /     fire    /   metal     /    ice

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒 .

jeans     /     tight pants     /     over knee socks     /     tights     /     leggings    /    yoga pants     /     pencil skirt     /    tight skirt   /    loose skirt     /     formfitting dress     /     cardigans   /     blouse     /     button up shirt    /     band t - shirt   /     sweatpants     /   tank top   /     wifebeater   /   cutoff t - shirt     /   designer  /     high street     /     online stores     /     thrift     /     lingerie     /     long skirt     /     miniskirt    /    maxidress     /    sundress    /    overalls     /   tie     /   tuxedo     /     cocktail dress     /     highslit dress/skirt    /     t - shirt    /   loose clothing   /     tight clothing    /     jean shorts   /     sweater    /     sweater vest     /     khaki pants     /    suit     /     hoodie     /     harem pants     /     basketball shorts   /     boxers     /     briefs    /     thong     /     hotpants    /     cargo pants     /     hipster pants     /     bra     /     sportsbra    /    crop top     /     corset     /     ballerina skirt     /     leotard     /     polka dot     /     stripes     /     glitter     /   silk     /     lace    /     leather    /    velvet    /     chemise     /     patterns    /     florals     /     neon colors     /     pastels    /     black     /     dark colors     /     fur     /     faux fur   /     gloves     /     mask

𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐄𝐒 .

sneakers     /     high top converse     /     slip - ons     /    flats     /     slippers     /   sandals    /    high heels   /     kitten heels     /   ankle boots     /     combat boots     /     knee - high     /     platforms     /     stripper heels     /     bare feet   /     loafers    /     oxfords    /     gladiator shoes    /   boots  /    timbs

[ficedvla]

❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞

STRANGER THINGS S4 STARTERS

‘   i’m   not   wrong.   ’

he’s   not.   he   knows   he’s   not   wrong.   but   it’s   that   little   niggle   of   doubt   that   peter   has   planted   like   a   poisonous   seed   in   his   head   that   has   lee   almost   second   guessing   himself:   but   what   if.   .   .?

if   he   wasn’t   wrong   ,   then   what   about   his   ex   rachel?   (   she   was   in   a   nuthouse   because   of   him.   )   and   what   about   his   sister   kayla?   (   he   should   be   able   to   tell   her   what   he   was   ,   what   he   did   to   people.   .   .right?   )   maybe   he   wasn’t   as   good   as   he   pretended   to   be.   maybe.   .   .   --

lee’s   jaw   clenches   as   hazel   eyes   briefly   squeeze   shut.   he   can’t   spiral   now.   it’s   people   like   peter   that   the   boy   would   go   after.   people   who   deserve   it.   

‘   the   only   monster   here   is   you.   ’

@showmagic

[ficedvla]

moonshinaes​:

@ficedvla​​ / here .

for a minute , billy’s vulnerable . they’re trying not to say anything , about how the blood is dripping down their arm – they’re quiet , nonetheless , still trying to wrap their head around the fact that he wants to help . their other hand is pressing right onto the wound , with soft sounds leaving their lips , heart racing out of their chest , eyes watching him .

“ you wanna help ? ” words etched out of their mouth , a sardonic chuckle slips out as they’re letting out a wince – slowly nodding their head . “ . . alright , do you have a bandage or anything ? ” question comes out , billy’s taking a glance at him , chewing down on their lower lip , contemplating their close words .

noticing his face – billy’s letting out this sigh , chest heaving up & down , wondering what he’s going to do , or what he’ll even do to help , in fact . they’re hesitant , though , they’re also in pain , needing something to cover their wound .

there’s   alarm   in   the   boy’s   eyes   as   his   brow   raises   in   concern.   hazel   eyes   search   the   other’s   face   for   an   answer   ,   but   all   he   finds   is   pain   and   what   he   assumes   is   annoyance.   a   voice   in   his   head   warns   that   he   should   just   walk   away;   this   isn’t   his   problem.   

but   he   can’t.

lee’s   gaze   immediately   drops   and   searches   the   other   before   seeing   what   billy   is   talking   about.   oh   shit.   he   pulls   the   strap   from   his   bag   over   his   head   and   drops   it   to   the   ground   ,   kneeling   beside   it.   the   bag   contains   everything   he   owns   as   well   as   a   few   useful   things   he’s   picked   up   along   the   way.   there’s   gotta   be   something   inside   he   can   use   ,   he   thinks.   fingers   fumble   for   the   zipper   as   he   yanks   it   open   and   digs   around   inside   ,   searching   for   anything   close   enough   to   a   bandage.   

lee   finds   an   old   shirt   crumbled   up   at   the   bottom   of   the   bag   and   yanks   it   free.   he’d   taken   it   from   the   last   house   he’d   squatted   in   and   it   looks   clean   enough.   it’s   gotta   be   better   than   nothing   ,   right?

‘   what   happened?   ’   he   asks   as   he   uses   his   teeth   to   tear   a   strip   of   cloth   from   the   shirt   and   kneels   close   to   their   bleeding   arm.   he’s   never   done   this   before   and   while   the   blood   doesn’t   bother   him   ,   he   still   tries   to   be   as   careful   as   possible   as   he   attempts   to   cover   their   wound.

[ficedvla]

[edenmemes]

stranger things s4 starters

❝ how are you feeling today? ❞   ❝ what have you done? ❞   ❝ you speak of monsters, superheroes. that’s the stuff of myth and fairytales. ❞   ❝ are you stalking me or something? ❞   ❝ i know it’s a lot of blood, but you’re going to be okay. ❞   ❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞   ❝ i can only help you if you’re truthful. if you open up to me. ❞   ❝ it’s okay to not be okay. ❞   ❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞   ❝ it’s just scary to open up like that. to say how you really feel. especially to people you care about the most. ❞   ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞   ❝ it looks like a fairytale. a dream. ❞   ❝ everyone looks at me like…like i’m a monster. ❞   ❝ you start to believe all the things they say. that this place is cursed. ❞   ❝ do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind? ❞   ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞   ❝ this year is my year. i can feel it. ❞   ❝ i’m afraid you can become lost in the darkness. ❞   ❝ why do you keep pushing me away? ❞   ❝ i want today to be about me and you. ❞   ❝ if they wanna find out who you are, they will. ❞   ❝ please, just go away. ❞   ❝ only by facing all of ourselves, the good and the bad, can we become whole. ❞   ❝ i play that moment back in my head all the time. ❞   ❝ so much has happened since you left. ❞   ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞   ❝ you are scared. you’re tired. you are injured. ❞   ❝ you’re not what i thought you’d be like. ❞   ❝ i just want to say thanks for saving my ass back there. ❞   ❝ hey, we don’t need to do this. ❞   ❝ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re somehow immune to the rules? ❞   ❝ why is this on me? why am i the bad guy? ❞   ❝ never tell me the odds. ❞   ❝ i don’t even know how to describe it. i’ve never seen anything like it. ❞   ❝ there’s nothing to worry about. okay? ❞   ❝ sorry. didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ now, where does it hurt? ❞   ❝ this place and the people here are not what you think. ❞   ❝ i am different. i do not belong. ❞   ❝ so, um, are we just not gonna talk about it? ❞   ❝ just try to take some deep breaths. ❞   ❝ if i show you something, you wouldn’t tell anyone, right? ❞   ❝ people just change, okay? that’s it. ❞   ❝ you gotta stop pretending to be someone else. ❞   ❝ i was so excited to see you, it was hard to breathe. ❞   ❝ i’ll smile as i watch them die a slow, agonizing death. ❞   ❝ thirty seconds or i leave without you, okay? ❞   ❝ well, well. aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? ❞   ❝ i…i didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ looks like it’s gonna be up to us again. ❞   ❝ i’m sorry. i’m having trouble understanding any of this. ❞   ❝ i believe you are our best hope. our only hope. ❞   ❝ you’re bright red in the face right now. ❞   ❝ i think it’ll be easier if we’re a team. ❞   ❝ you can’t run from me. ❞   ❝ we’re running out of time here. the world is running out of time. ❞   ❝ everyone i love, i hurt. ❞   ❝ you don’t even seem nervous. i’m impressed. ❞   ❝ what if i’m not good? what if i’m the monster? ❞   ❝ do you flee or stand your ground and fight? ❞   ❝ in dark days like this, we need something to believe in. ❞   ❝ what you’ve been through, what you’re still going through…it’s a lot for anyone. ❞   ❝ i’m not moping. ❞   ❝ there’s not that many. we can take ‘em. ❞   ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to know very well. ❞   ❝ we have a big fight ahead of us. ❞   ❝ so, that is it? you give up, then? ❞   ❝ did you get some rest? i have a feeling you’re gonna need it. ❞   ❝ it’s okay. you can admit it. no more lies. ❞   ❝ sounds too good to be true, yes? ❞   ❝ you’ll have to excuse the staring. you’re a bit of a celebrity. ❞   ❝ do you really expect me to believe anything you have to say? ❞   ❝ the way you looked at me. you…you were scared of me. ❞   ❝ small world, isn’t it? it’s a small world. ❞ ❝ i promise i’m gonna stop asking this, but…you’re seeing that too, right? ❞   ❝ i’ve really missed that. your laugh. ❞   ❝ i will do anything for you. ❞   ❝ you have demons in your past. ❞   ❝ you have more important things to worry about. ❞       ❝ i actually thought you’d be kinda mean and scary. ❞   ❝ i don’t want you to go. ❞   ❝ i’ve given you everything you asked for. i’ve compromised my principles. i’ve risked my life. ❞   ❝ you didn’t think it would be that easy, did you? ❞   ❝ or what? are you gonna shoot me? ❞   ❝ they’re laughing. at you. they think you’re weak. ❞   ❝ i know. you’re frightened of me. ❞ ❝ like i said…we’re alike, you and i. ❞   ❝ who knew something so small could cause so much trouble? ❞       ❝ you know, i think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. ❞   ❝ if you want to make it out of here alive, you must do exactly as i say. ❞   ❝ i understand the stakes quite well. ❞   ❝ you can’t hurt me more than they already have. ❞   ❝ whatever comes out of there…hold your ground. ❞   ❝ you…you’re not supposed to be here. ❞   ❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞   ❝ i know what it’s like to be different. ❞   ❝ you helped me. now i help you. ❞   ❝ i don’t believe in all that supernatural crap, all right? ❞   ❝ why are you staring at me? ❞   ❝ see? there’s nothing to be afraid of. ❞ ❝ imagine what we could do together. ❞   ❝ the more you move, the more this is gonna hurt. ❞   ❝ no one ever comes out here. we’re safe. ❞   ❝ i’m going to try to forget you said any of that. ❞   ❝ my heart can’t take it anymore. ❞   ❝ for a while i tried to be happy. normal. ❞  

[sustancy]

[ficedvla]

“please just go.” / steps in with billy <3

THREE WORD STARTERS PT. 2

lee   should   listen   and   leave   --   he’s   good   at   that   ,   after   all.   maybe   it’s   time   to   move   on   to   a   new   town.   but   he   hasn’t   been   here   that   long   and   a   part   of   him   wants   to   stick   around   a   little   longer.   he   kind   of   likes   it   here.

‘   let   me   help.   ’

he   doesn’t   know   what   he’s   offering   --   what   he   can   offer   --   but   against   his   better   judgement   ,   lee   moves   closer   toward   the   stranger   ,   his   face   earnest.

@moonshinaes  

[musingmemes]

three word starters pt. 2

“don’t you dare.”

“look at me.”

“just forget it.”

“i’m not mad.”

“you’re being mean.”

“what a mess.”

“you are perfect.”

“jesus fucking christ.”

“you’ll be okay.”

“take a seat.”

“don’t let go.”

“oh my god.”

“you’re the worst.”

“you’re my favorite.”

“i ruined everything.”

“you ruined everything.”

“just trust me.”

“i’m not drunk.”

“i feel lost.”

“i’m so alone.”

“you’re not alone.”

“hold onto me.”

“just come here.”

“stay the night.”

“please just go.”

“please don’t go.”

[ficedvla]

i    didn’t    know    i    had    permission    to    𝖒𝖚𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗    and    to    𝖒𝖆𝖎𝖒.    you    want    it    𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚛    ,    we    𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖑    the    flame.

[ficedvla]

l1tterae·:

  @ficedvla·  required  sam  carpenter.

“  𝐢𝐟  𝐢  𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝  𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞  𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧  asking  me  again  what  is  my  favorite  scary  movie,  i  think  i’m  really  going  to  commit  murder.  ”  was  she  joking  ?  of  course  she  was.  she  wasn’t  going  to  go  on  a  rampage  for  this  much  stupidity.  though,  she  was  sick  to  heard  the  same  sentence  everytime  someone  meet  her.  (  everyone  knowing  who  she  was  related  to  don’t  help  her  much,  )  it  was  annoying  to  have  people  reminding  her  what  her  supposed  father  did.  she  would  rather  forget  that  secret.  maybe  her  life  would  have  been  so  much  easier  if  she  hadn’t  opened  those  journals  eight  years  ago.  

‘   why.   .   .are   you   an   actress   or   something   ?   ’   

he   genuinely   doesn’t   know   who   she   is.   having   only   been   in   town   for   a   little   over   48   hours   means   he   hasn’t   had   time   to   hear   any   of   the   local   gossip.   and   why   should   he   care   ,   anyway?   he   knows   there   are   worse   things   [   like   himself   ]   out   there.   but   this   outburst   has   piqued   his   interest   and   now   he   has   to   see   what   this   girl   has   against   scary   movies.

[ficedvla]

i finally got a little bio up .

[ohisms]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will be updated frequently .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

i love you .   you don’t have to say it back .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

give me another chance .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

nobody can help me .  i can’t even help me .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

whatever you came here to say ,  i don’t want to hear it .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i just didn’t know what to do .

you need rest ,  lie down .

i’m not who you think i am .

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

don’t give me that look ,  you know what i mean .

you should be afraid .

do you still love me ?

i never thought i’d get this far .

the world doesn’t revolve around you .

i need you to give me some space .

i know what you’re doing ,  don’t play games .

you left me to die .

i’m beyond repentance .

when are you going to get it through your head ?

i missed you more than i thought i would .

i’m in love with you .

what do you need from me ?

i’ll kill them ,   just say the word .

[ name ] ,   what are you doing here ?

how can i help ?

you’re pathetic .

i need you to come pick me up .

where have you been ?  it’s eleven o’clock .

i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .

i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .

you’re a real piece of work .

do you remember how we first met ?

when did all of this fall apart ?

that’s not what i came here for .

i would do anything for you .