It is so weird that we have to make so many mistakes and have so many regretting moments to figure things out later in our life... or maybe sometimes we will never really figure it out till we leave the world. Since my professional is a subject that requires consistent learning, I saw mistakes as some necessary steps to achieve my goals. But when it transfers to me and kevin, it didn't work this way. I'd rather wish i had so many failures or heartbreaking times before met him so i know how to be a good girlfriend. I have learned so much from our relationship ever since we broke up, i just wish i knew them before so i wont make mistakes. I know later we both will meet other ppl and we wont do the same mistakes again, but part of me is really regretting that missing him out by those mistakes is kinda the worst scenario so far ever. I always thought i rarely do things that I would regret that much later in my life, but this time, though i learned that much and i started living my life in a way that i really appreciate the ending of our relationship but still, to learn those mistakes from our relationship and to pay the price of losing him is kinda sad. Well... i guess this is life. We learn as we go.