endless thoughts

She/Her

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I feel that my life is passing by and nothing will make sense ever. It seems like I will never exhale. I was made for a world that I don´t fit in

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Esta hpta situación me tiene estresada. Nada se dá nada!! PORQUEEEE?! Porqueeeeee?!! Por Diossssssssssssssssssssssssssss ayudame a entenderte. Que no entiendo nada. Que quiero verlooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, que me gusta su sonrisaaaaaaa * llora de la frustración *

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Cringeeeee af but one thing is right. Because he was never yours.

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I am paying the consequences of destroying myself for a guy and not accepting MY PRESENT selfworth

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God was I fucking wrong. I promise to never waste my damn time thinking that I am not pretty enough, worthy enough. That shit is a waste of time.

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God spoke to me yesterday. Someone told me that I had an angel and that my future partner should enhance those qualities. Someone that I deserve. That I was beautiful. That I was kind and sweet and no-one should dim that light. It was literally a message from God. I asked for a message.

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I kept coming back to this day. I now more than ever is clear that maybe he was not going to enhance those qualities. Clearly she is the opposite of me hahahahaha

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August slipped away into a moment in time, cause it was never mine.

August slipped away like a bottle of wine, cause you were never mine.

Damn life is weird

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I am actually felling better. Like I know how beautiful and worthy of love I am. I have me and that's the most important thing

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Tendre limerance?

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It gets better

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God spoke to me yesterday. Someone told me that I had an angel and that my future partner should enhance those qualities. Someone that I deserve. That I was beautiful. That I was kind and sweet and no-one should dim that light. It was literally a message from God. I asked for a message.

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At least I am distracting myself

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I am paying the consequences of destroying myself for a guy and not accepting MY PRESENT selfworth

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Why I feel so unlovable?

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I want to be heard or explained. Are you there god?

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That was nice. NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald

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No se si soy mariane o conell

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Tendre limerance?

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Dios estoy enloquecida con este tema. Me tiene con el autoestima volatil. Con una dependencia increible. Dejaré fluir. Por que que mas?

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Esta hpta situación me tiene estresada. Nada se dá nada!! PORQUEEEE?! Porqueeeeee?!! Por Diossssssssssssssssssssssssssss ayudame a entenderte. Que no entiendo nada. Que quiero verlooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, que me gusta su sonrisaaaaaaa * llora de la frustración *

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Delulu