Having to manage hobbies and activities because of chronic illness is so frustrating. Like I drew for maybe an hour at most yesterday and played some video games today, things that should normally be easy , and my head feels like it’s gonna explode. I want to push and do shit and every little thing I do means I have to calculate recovery time. It’s so frustrating, I need to push and work but I can’t even do simple hobbies without discomfort. Still gonna keep pushing tho.

















