it's so hard to figure out the colors of my own world view. when I see a flower why do I look at it the way I do. there are millions of ways to view the world, what is mine?
how should it look? what should I focus on? what matters and what doesn't?
is my perspective me? am I myself only because I view the outside world in this way? would I still be me if it changed?
fuck it we ball I guess











