FightingForPerfection

Everyone looses weight for a reason. Some to be more healthy, some to look sexy, some to simply feel better. Whats yours? CW:190 GW:120-140

[chasingmyperfection]

It’s getting difficult…

I gotta say it’s getting so hard to put up with myself lately with this pregnancy. My appetite has gotten bigger unfortunately, and ever since I looked in the mirror I’m horrified with myself… I’ve gained so much and with my baby belly I look so big…. I hate it.. hate hate hate 😭 I still have 8 weeks left… so chances are I’ll be getting bigger…. ugh I hate that I think like this but it’s getting so painful… I just wanna work out non stop and stop eating but I can’t without harming my baby

[fightingforperfection]

Pregnant and anorexic

Is there anyone else that is pregnant and anorexic?

I am currently 28 weeks along in my pregnancy, and trust me... it’s hard. It sucks when you want to lose weight and all that’s happening is grow grow grow lol I’m now forced to eat to insure my baby is healthy but I hate having to eat and hate how big I’m getting.

Please tell me I’m not alone in this 😓

[chasingmyperfection]

Maybe someone here can enlighten me on this, how does this help with anorexia… he stated because it increases appetite but that’s not really that big an issue with me. Sure I don’t get hungry and such but it’s not only that I struggle with when it comes to this disorder.

[cloudymochi]

REBLOG IF IT’S OKAY FOR PEOPLE TO SLIP INTO YOUR MESSAGES TO TALK ABOUT THE PROBLEMS THAT THEY ARE FACING AND THAT YOU’RE WILLING TO HELP AND SUPPORT THEM AS MUCH AS YOU CAN

[chasingmyperfection]

Anytime guys ❤️

[thinandskinnies]

[daintyyangel-deactivated2018021]

ig: daintyyangel

[32-kgs]

if youre reading this i am so sorry that youre following me bc that means youre probably going through the same thing i am and i hope you all can find peace in your lives and beat your disorders

[chasingmyperfection]

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Follow my day to day journey of battling eating disorders, depression, anxiety and more.

Trigger warning for some.

I will not be censoring anything on my blog, these are personal thoughts I do have and sometimes they are dark.

I am not promoting anything, I need a place to vent and connect with others who struggle as I do

[fightingforperfection]

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[adarkdaisy]

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[thinasfxck]

[fightingforperfection]

I have a few things I can't wait to do when I'm at my goal weight. 1) is get a belly button piercing 2) get into photography I'm excited to be able to do these. Now I just gotta lose the weight to do so. Trying so hard to at least be better for when I get my bike, I want to look hot in leather ;)

[papafilthyx-deactivated20170531]

I'm sick

- Im sick of elastic bands giving me muffin top

-I’m sick of having to wear jeggings because jeans are uncomfortable

- I’m sick of looking bad in tight AND loose clothes

- I’m sick of having days where I feel too fat to wear ANYTHING

- I’m sick of dreading trying on clothes in my favorite store

- I’m sick of having fat rolls when sitting, bending forward, or laying on my side

- I’m sick of having to pull my pants up high on my waist to hide my fat bump

- I’m sick of knowing he’d rather look at skinny girls than me

- I’m sick of being afraid that I’ll finally tip the scale to overweight

- I’m sick of covering up at the pool/beach

- I’m sick of always giving in to my cravings

- It’s time to make a change because I’m sick of not feeling good in my own skin

[etherealrling]

Why I want to be skinny?

Because I want:

Collarbones and cheekbones I could cut you with

Legs that go on for days

a tiny waist

a great ass

to feel comfortable when he touches me 

to be confident

Just a little bit of motivation in-between 

[mythinland]

M Y T H I N L A N D

[thinismyaesthetic]

If you’re anorexic, why are you fat?

Society (via thinismyaesthetic)

I ask myself the same question

[ana-gets-healthy]

THIS IS WHAT I WANT

I WANT

to wear oversized clothes and still look tiny. 

to sit on people’s laps with no effort

to post thinspo pics

to have a flat stomach

to have tiny arms

to have a thin face

to wear thigh high socks

to be confident in my own skin

TO BE MY OWN THINSPO

[attemptingtobe-perfect]

Yes yes yES