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For most of history, Anonymous was a woman.

[fillecygne]

who do you love?

[fillecygne]

gonna start to learn latin just for the sake of cultivating further my eccentricity

[velartis]

Franz Kafka, 1912

[fillecygne]

quiet nostalgic spring

[fillecygne]

his frizzy curls, geeky taste and smart conversation has me drawn like moth to a flame

[fillecygne]

Home

I think i lost my home

even though it was here a second ago

I turned left to find a way to follow

when I turned back it’s place I found, was hollowed

it went to hide in the mountains

behind some pines

drinking old wine

it left me uncovered

but I can recover

the need for that old house is gone

I can stand on my own

the warmth that it held long ago

isn’t worth to hold on through the cold

so, why do I feel so alone?

tears shed through my chest yesterday

pressure I couldn’t contain

the corner of my lip has a smudge of blood

and my fingernail won’t leave my teeth to rest

still I have time for a thought

did it ever felt like this back home?

last night I dreamt of going back there

the sheets in my bed still unmade

and the stains in the teacups made me feel safe

when I woke up couldn’t forget the taste

of spice cookies and gingerbread

I made some biscuits today

they didn’t quite relish the same

guess i have to forget

what I remembered last night in berth

I wish i could fly just to get

a fragment of what is left

after the termites get bored of old wood

then I can mine so I’ll find something good

in the house where I used to hide my disgust

I got to the core of the planet

my house seems to have been vanished

I’ll find a new spare to convert to

the place that my prayers were heard through

a stranger called me delightful, I may faint

they look like the shape I have craved

but emptiness returned again

faces got blurry with the faith

of someplace where I feel like myself

may i as well be relay

or a corpse on forest to decay

an angel who flies through the pain

growing wings to elope in the dismay

— fillecygne

[fillecygne]

giving head to a gorgeous curly haired woman would solve all of my problems

[fillecygne]

I’m mesmerizing and also generally uncomfortable

[fillecygne]

it would be so much easier if I didn’t care so much

[fillecygne]

bisexual girl mess

[fatalfragility]

i need a hot woman in my life rn (romantically)

[fillecygne]

I must be a terrible person cause I’m too fine to not have an entourage of suitors kissing the ground I walk on

[fillecygne]

Oasis

rejoice on what you had

let it be something that was

as It is now in the past

as if it was never meant to last

how do i tell my mind

we wont comeback

to what it was

when I was yours

but you never mine

I let myself think with sorrow

‘we don’t have a tomorrow’

act as that was my intention

when it is all an invention

trying to convince

it was for only one solstice

the dust is set

still don’t comprehend,

why were we ever there?

I question what you won’t answer,

do you never wonder?

I lose my mind on some desert

believing you feel the same way

is an oasis far away

filled with water I have drank

- fillecygne

[paintandpoetrycorner]

Your Light

When I saw you,

the sun shone too strong

but you brought it to me

The deep glimmers of light

in your eyes

made me float

Only someone like you

could awaken those feelings in me

But the fog traps me

And you are nowhere in sight

You make the daylight too strong

The feelings have become too

complicated

for anyone to understand at all

So I keep you

a little longer in my gaze

While you slowly sink deeper

into me

Like slow drops

from a gutter

on a spring day

Only your light

can bring me back

And you mean something to me

even though you took the light with you

And every time I see you

in my thoughts

I am torn away

and lose my footing

What do I do

when I miss your light

in my life?

- Celin Valentina

[fillecygne]

live laugh look back at the society with judging eyes

[coolnormalgirl]

i need a masc so bad

[fillecygne]

I wish I didn’t care so much