now is only now

this sun dont shine when im alone

[gunswitgabby]

[silrria]

Apple White

poisoned apple of fate..

[wldiary333]

I am so so so jealous of the version of me that I’ve created in my head.

[notatmygw]

[filled-with-emptiness]

pleasseee

[yourdeaddoll]

i’m like if a girl was a garden that was also a graveyard

[deahnagalore]

Better at breathing Better at coping Better at taking real care of myself :)

I'v been letting myself feel however I feel when I feel it. Sad, angry, tired, hyper. But now, instead of drowning in it, swirling down until i'm burnt out. I adapt my environment to what I know helps, before this can happen.

If I feel the need to cry, I let myself cry instead of holding it in. Then I breath and take time to make and sip some tea.

If I feel angry, I let myself rant and mumble under my breath whilst I clean something. Then I breath and take time to make and sip some tea.

If I feel tired, I let myself day dream a bit more. Go a bit slower. I plan for the night and how i'll make sure to have the coziest sleep. Then I breath and take time to make and sip some tea.

If I feel hyper and distracted, I move, jump, I clean. I keep my mind active and learning. Then, yes, I sip some tea.

:)

Tea does feel like a warm hug but the key to this is listening to my body and mind. And then acting on that to make sure it knows its been heard, or else it will just keep yelling. So far, i feel less like i'm arguing with myself and more like i'm befriending myself. I love myself so much but now its time to show it.

[pamhr]

[kosmogrl]

I will get there

[softmarchdreams]

all i dream about is falling in love happily and being loved in return. i dream of loving forever the same eyes that i will look into every day; the same lips that i will kiss tenderly; that one man who will remind me every day that i am everything to him.

all i dream about is a man who will restore my faith that it is possible to love me completely and forever. a man who will not leave when times get tough.

i dream of a man who, i hope, exists somewhere in the world and dream of me as i dream of him.

[goddessdiary]

[anxeious]

[filled-with-emptiness]

maybe I repeat this to myself as a way to avoid changing. as though it'll fix itself 🫠♾️

[westcoastheiress]

tt: @strangers.vibes

[sugarcandytuft]

why is it always like it's been 3 years and i think i've processed everything fine i'm too wise to trust and too old to care now; then there's a single text and a mature-ish catch-up conversation and three days later i'm lying on the floor trying not to throw up

[apocryphics]

begin again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and

[noonwalkdiary]

the public library is for lovers

[achillesinhighheels]

[moonss-and-stars]

“It is is better to know one book intimately than a hundred superficially”