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????? i think im alive lmao hello how long has it even been

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this account is now on a HIATUS !!   someday i may come back,   but i’m currently focusing on finding happiness in the world around me rather than in the world inside of my computer and phone.   i’m finally making more friends and connections with those around me in person now that my face isn’t buried in my electronics all the time.   thank you all for this incredible experience !!   it’s been grand !!!

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wtf just happened to tumblr

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wow sorry i haven’t written at all !!   the last few days have been CRAZY !!   but,   unfortunately,   it’s about to get crazier so i’ll still be kinda spotty.   but find me on discord !!

[parkistan]

them: u can’t just cut away ppl like that

me: snip snip

[lovetrgdy-deactivated20190531]

♡/        fillhope·:

‘   better together,   huh ?   ’   the thought hadn’t crossed his mind,   but once the idea was presented it was hard to turn down.   a chance to work with his friend,   the subject of his recent infatuation,   had presented itself,   was available for the taking.   ‘   well…   you know…   i wouldn’t be opposed to having a partner.   but i kind of had some ideas already for the shots.   if you’re up for that.   ’   words were spoken like a true challenge,   as if daring the other to join him.

                         ‘  and  risk  you  getting  the  better  shot?           i  guess  i’ll  sacrifice  it.  ’    a  dramatic  sigh  falls  past  romeo’s  full  lips,  and  is  followed  by  a  coy  wink.   peter  was  exceptionally  good,  well,  good  at  everything  he  did         therefor  people  like  him,  like  romeo,  had  to  work  extra  hard  to  be  a  part  of  that  spotlight.          ‘  thank  god  i’m  a  wallflower  sometimes.  lead  the  way,  parker.  ’       &  just  like  that,  montague’s  hands  shove  themselves  into  jean  pockets  out  of  nerves.

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no one would see it coming,   the two of them working together on this,   and that just might be enough to catch the competition off guard.   chuckle forced from ivory throat,   gaze falling for a moment.   ‘   you ?   a wallflower ?   yeah,   whatever you say,   dude.   but,   uh,   you -   you didn’t have any other ideas,   right ?   ’   just to be sure he wasn’t cutting off any pre - made plans.   he knew how badly that sucked.   

[crownheira]

 𝑨𝑫𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑶𝑵       

‘   of course you don’t,   you’re pure,   unlike the rest of us,   ’   slim fingertips drifted along the edge of the page she’d barely finished,   flattening the corner ever so delicately.   ‘   it’s a class thing,   i guess.   cheerleaders and lumberjacks don’t really mix.   but,   you know,   if that’s your type…   ’

                    ‛    i   don’t  know  about  that  ,    ’    he  frowns  ,  ever  humble  :  the  prince  doesn’t  really  see  how  staying  out  of  others  business  makes  him  PURE. it’s  just  that  …  to  be  honest  ,  he  doesn’t  really  care.    ‛    gods  ,  i  wish  people  would  just  leave  each  other  ALONE.  it’s  like     —    why  does  it  matter  ?  who  are  they  hurting  ,  yknow  ?    ’  

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‘   yeah,   of course you don’t.   ’   she was all honey and sugar saccharine words,   but behind the facade was a package of matches just begging to set aflame.   ‘   they’re not hurting anyone,   not anyone physical,   i guess.   just their own reputations.   but,   you know,   only audrey and her sparkly eyed puppet really care anyway.   ’

[crownheira]

 𝑱𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑺

their usual distraction during study time was to do just that:   get completely off track and forget the work at hand.   fingertips reached to brush softly through the other teen’s hair as lips pressed softly against the other’s.   ‘   you’re not the one boring me.   algebra is.   ’

                    when  exactly  had  their  study- turned - makeout - sessions  become  quite  so  sickly  sweet  ?  he  doesn’t  know  ,  but  the  gentle  kisses  as  he  uprights  and  reels  himself  in  closer   (   just  the  way  jonas  seemed  to  like   )   feels  totally  normal.  he  feigns  a  sigh.    ‛    that’s  a  shame.  really.  i  was  getting  SO  INTO  those  polynomials  ,  jon.    ’  

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‘   funny,   ’   he mumbled,   the word rushed and dismissive of the joke,   though not harshly so.   quite the opposite.   right hand migrated across cotton clad shoulders down the other’s arm,   forehead leaning briefly forward to make contact.   ‘   sorry.   you know,   if this is too much.   ’

[crownheira]

                    ‛    hi  !  are  you  hungry  ?  there’s  pizza  over there.       ’    lithe  arms  capture  the  other  boy  almost  the  second  he’s  through  the  door  ,  and  words  tumble  out  far  too  disorganized  for  someone  who  HASN’T  spent  the  past  few  hours  mulling.    ‛    how  was  ,  uh     —     how  was  your  shift  ?    ’         

@fillhope     /     🌻

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entire day had been spent worrying over the choice to tell the other about his place of employment,   his position there.   janitorial,   unfitting for someone of his age and,   as the standard dictated,   appearance.   but it had been the only option at a time when he was in desperate need.   longing for a break,   some peace and quiet maybe,   he’s through the door in an instant,   only to find his friend   (   if that was a valid term in their current situation   )   all too near.   ‘   oh,   uh,   hi.   ’   embrace all too stiff and eyes wide at the abrupt and unexpected presence of the other teen.   ‘   fine.   yeah,   nothing new.   ’

[lydstm]

❛   𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  ?   ❜    𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘  ,  𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐈𝐀  .  𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 sound like you are losing something  .  your mind  ,  maybe  .  lydia strains  ,  just a little bit  ,  ears alert in the QUIET of the hallway  ,  but  —    ❛   i thought i heard something  …    ❜

        @fillhope ♡ ‘ 𝐃 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 !

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pipette positioned at the ready,   boy paused at the sudden statement.   ‘   hear what ?   ’   attention had been focused elsewhere,   trained on the delivery of three droplets of copper acetate to the already translucent liquid.   ‘   sorry i -   i wasn’t listening.   ’ 

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do i... bring percy back tho...

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sorry i’ve been so spotty lately you guys !! i had a really bad case of the s.tomach fl.u starting nye and it’s just getting better so expect more activity now !!

[eviefyres]

PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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who wants to plot  👀  ??

[wadey-wilson]

I don’t know if you’ve ever been in a fight before, but there’s usually not this much talking.

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                            ‘   looks  like  you’re  my  only  competition  with  the  photo  contest,  peter.  ’          of  course  he  feels  confident,  knowing  his  secrets  all  to  well           romeo  has  plenty  of  time  to  run  around  the  city  and  capture  some  great  shots.    maybe  not  of  spider  man,   but  of  a  good  friend  from  the  x-men.       ‘  i  think  we’d  do  even  better  if  we  put  our  heads  together     but..  challenge  accepted.  ’       sore  fingers  tug  at  his  light  teal  hoodie,  cold  from  winter  already.           ♡   @fillhope  peter  parker   sc.

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‘   better together,   huh ?   ’   the thought hadn’t crossed his mind,   but once the idea was presented it was hard to turn down.   a chance to work with his friend,   the subject of his recent infatuation,   had presented itself,   was available for the taking.   ‘   well...   you know...   i wouldn’t be opposed to having a partner.   but i kind of had some ideas already for the shots.   if you’re up for that.   ’   words were spoken like a true challenge,   as if daring the other to join him.

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someone : pushes me while i’m walking and minding my own frickin business

me : pushes back

me :