Fill My Underwear

My other blog. Because I also like guys getting their pants/underwear filled with food. Especially when fully clothed. And when the stuff stays in there.

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Honey - A Sticky Business

Thanks so much to anyone that has commented my posts in one form or another; it goes a long way to hear from those who can relate!

Posting on this blog has always feelt a little like a confession, mostly because it is usually about stuff that I have barely told anyone, let alone in that much detail. So here we go again 😎.

When it comes to filling my underwear with gooey, sticky substances, there is one thing I just have to mention, and that is this:

(Just looking at this pic is giving me ideas, it’s just a small jar that could be easily opened and emptied in public if no-one is watching too closely; then the exhilaration/excitement when it slowly finds its way down my briefs before gathering in places…)

If you have read my previous posts, you will be aware that one of my major turn-ons with this fetish is when I have my underwear filled with food etc. and it just stays in there as I go about my day, as it were.

No (major) leaking, at best I can pull up my jeans again and there is no trace, at least not for a while. During that time, I can move among other people, feeling at every step I take that the stuff is around my genitals, my butt, moving and causing all kinds of exciting sensations, especially when it hasn’t yet adjusted to my body temperature. You get the picture.

Honey, though, is different.

(Me, this time, though this outward application is precisely what I was not describing above… oh, and the tubes I ended up using outside were way bigger than this one, hehe.)

It is, in many ways, a great substance for gunge, given that it is easily washed out, does not clog drains, and even almost disappears from your clothes after drying out if used in small quantities only.

However, if used more generously, it will seep through everything eventually. And truth be bold, I’ve used it very generously at times.

Which is why it is paramount to buy time by putting on almost as many extra layers as you can, both underwear and pants. Extra pairs of socks that will end above the pant legs keep the honey from dripping into your shoes are advisable, and of course shoes that you can easily wash at the end if needed (it’s always hard to predict how fast the stuff will find its way down, but in my case I ended up leaving sticky traces on the floor more than once when arriving home).

Typically, I would put on the layers that seemed adequate at that point and go to the shop to buy honey in some kind of plastic container that you can squeeze until it is completely empty. I would then find a spot that was a bit lonelier, open it, put it under my shirt and down the top of my briefs. Then I would start the squeezing.

The feeling of the honey going down there is amazing, as is the knowledge you are doing something that most people passing by simply would not understand, but they will never know. At some point, I would take the tube (or whatever you would call it) out again (trying not to spill much of the honey on the visible part of my clothes) and repeat the same thing at the back as well. Sometimes I had one container for the front and one for the back. Honey between your butt cheeks is something you should try at least once.

(Again, not what I did - neither down the undies nor in public, but a fun picture anway.)

After some time, you get used to the liquid around your parts; however, more and more, you will feel how the stuff trickles down further around your thighs, and there is a good chance that stains will appear on the outside at some point. At least when you ended up using the enormous quantities I did when I was already more experienced. Of course, depending on the clothes, these stains will be more or less visible. Getting home without anyone really noticing will then become a game of its own.

Once I even sat down on something like a deep, giant plastic plate I had put on a hidden park bench after having my undies and pants filled to the max. I would then slowly move my hip and legs, feeling the gooey stuff going back and forth between my legs. Again, you need to try to get just how great this can feel.

That was also one of the occasions where I ended up leaving a sticky mess behind me wherever I passed and had some major cleaning to do after getting home. So it’s maybe best to take it slowly and start with smaller amounts.

In any case, if gunging your pants is something you are into and you are not a complete beginner, this is definitely worth trying out.

If you do, feel free to let me know who it went 😉.

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Doing This With Someone Else

While travelling this summer I met up with someone who shares another fetish interest with me. And this guy not only did not think my underwear filling fetish was not weird but actually tried it out with me! And I cannot thank him enough for that.

First, when I was shaving his head, he took the shaving foam can and sprayed some of the foam down the front and the back of my briefs (I was wearing nothing else).

(Me, during said shaving.)

And it didn’t stay at that. Later, he suggested we go to a shopping center, buy some ice cream and then have it spread all over my private parts in one of the bathroom stalls. Which we also did.

(The ice cream before going places.)

After I pulled up my trousers again, there were big stains visible from the outside, but we walked out of there as is nothing had happened.

And finally, he wanted to try this out himself. So on another day we got two slices of a creamy pie at a supermarket and, again, went to a bathroom stall. There, first I stuffed one slice down the back and front of his undies, then he did the same to me.

(This is the exact type of pie we used.)

With our underwear filled, we went back to my hotel room, squeezing the mess in each other's pants when no-one was looking. The cream did not seep through right away because it was more solid than the ice cream; instead, we could feel it between our legs at every step we made. It’s a sensation that’s hard to describe, but it is for sure extremely pleasant.

Indeed, the guy loved it so much he even did not clean up before stepping on his bus home...

It was fantastic to finally share such an experience with someone willing to try it, and even more so because he ended up convinced that this could be really nice. Doing this together took away some of the shame I’ve sometimes felt over this.

And while it’s not likely to happen very soon, I really want to do this again with someone 🙃.

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There Really Is „Porn“ Like This

If you have followed my writings here, you will be aware that I believe that this fetish of mine (filling underwear with food) is rather rare. Recent moths have confirmed this idea for me, given that my second tumblr which is about my other major fetish has gained way more interest than this one, which continues all but ignored.

It is also not that easy to find online material with guys getting their briefs filled on, let‘s say, Youtube. And the videos that are there have mostly been there for a long time.

Not too long ago, however, I came across a section of umd.net that I had ignored before - the stores.

(No, they really are not shy about it…)

It turns out, there are videos that are sold to people like me; at least a part of those stores offer guy-on-guy pants filling material among other WAM content. The videos are of medium technical quality (especially the sound), but good enough to enjoy - it is a niche market after all. They also involve sexual activities (like BJs or masturbation), which are of less interest to me.

One thing that struck me though is that, invariably, the guys that appear in those clips end up totally „trashed“, meaning they are all covered in different kinds of gunge at the end, their clothes drenched, and their underwear filled so many times that they leak with every move they make.

This is where I still think that my preference is different; what I would love to see (and haven‘t found on there) would be a guy who gets a decent amount of food/goo down his briefs, but not that much that it doesn‘t stay in there. And then I want for his pants to be pulled up again and showing no sign of the mess going on under them. I basically want the guy to go about his day in this messy state that only those who have seen the filling are aware of.

Maybe there could be some stains forming after some time, or that is prevented by extra layers of clothing. In any case, I want to see this guy going out in public like this, making the occasional funny face when the gunge is squeezed around his private parts and butt as he moves. Maybe we could get a glimpse in there when no-one else is around. This, however, I haven‘t been able to find for sale.

(Such a nice start - though there is no way those briefs are not about to start leaking big time.)

So I wonder how many of us pants filling loving guys would actually prefer a scenario like the one I just described. If you do, you‘re most welcome to leave a comment. Just saying ☺️.

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Boundaries

Some of my recent posts on here have almost felt like "confessions" since they gave examples and sometimes detailed information on how and where I would put/pour different kinds of food into both the front and the back of my underwear. That isn't exactly something I just mention in passing in conversation; it has to do with a fetish of mine that seems to be of a rarer variety, and most relationships I have (friends, colleagues, family) aren't of the kind where bringing up something like this would feel remotely adequate, let alone comfortable.

(Not exactly pants filling, but still close. And definitely not to be brought up during smalltalk 😌.)

Worse even, as I have mentioned multiple times, a huge part of the thrill when doing this comes from the fact that I almost always do so in public, by which I mean that I look for a hidden spot, do the pouring while trying to stay clean on the outside of my clothes, and then close it all up again and go among people. Knowing and feeling the mess in and around my crotch while strangers passing by don't have a clue about it is simply very exciting to me. I'll refrain from trying any psychological explanations for this here, though there's probably a lot that could be said about this.

When I get carried away with the amount of more liquid substances going down there, even though I'll usually put on at least various layers of underwear, it can happen that the goo starts sipping through at some point. That's not the original intention, and even though it completely changes the situation and brings me a lot closer to being busted, that can really add to the excitement. It means I have to make my way home without anyone noticing my predicament, either by turning away the side with the stains when passing people, or by having to wait for no-one being nearby before making it to the next more hidden spot.

(What things can look like after getting home...)

However, I also want to stress that I do not want others to note what I have done, let alone see me putting the stuff into my briefs. That wouldn't feel exciting at all. And I also don't think it would be the right thing to do. I surely don't want to make someone feel uncomfortable by performing acts in their presence that are sexual to me in nature, and at least seriously confusing to them.

So I do have boundaries for what I do. And as much sexual excitement tends to make us loose sight of them, I'm serious about those.

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Layers

A few new readers seem to have found their way here, which I am thrilled about - the initial complete lack of interest by the internet didn‘t exactly help to to diminish the sense of weirdness I‘ve often felt for having this particular liking. And there are only one or two other things (equally fetishes) that work for me sexually like underwear filling.

For all those who came here to see some sort of material, I‘m gonna link to a sequence of gifs that *wamleather* posted recently. They are ridiculously hot, as far as I am concerned:

Famous men, leather and gunge

Will Mellor in leather bondage gear and covering himself in whipped cream

(I only wished the cream would have gone deeper down his crotch.)

However, with this post I‘d again like to continue where I stopped in what could best be described as a series of confessions of what my own underwear filling journey has looked like.

Chocolate bars and the like had already been a step forward due leaving at least some gooey mess in my briefs. I wanted, however, to experience more mess by experimenting with thick liquids, while still out in public.

Since I also did not want to be busted doing this, the first solution I could think of was to put on two or three pairs of briefs at the same time, often additionally wearing two pairs of pants over each other. When I wanted to be even more careful, I would add another pair of socks that went over the legs of the inner pants. When all these layers were ready, I‘d finally venture to a supermarket and look for suitable substances that caught my eye, while the excitement of knowing what was about to happen was slowly but surely building up.

Something I discovered pretty soon were all kinds of creamy desserts, of which I would buy even a couple of individual portions and open them one after another in a hidden spot, pouring their contents down the front and the back of my underwear. Then I would walk the streets feeling that cool, slimy mass all around my crotch and in my butt crack. From time to time, when no one seemed to be looking, I would nervously check for wet spots with my hands, just in case there were not enough layers of fabric to keep everything in there long enough.

Something that didn‘t turn out to work well was cream, as appealing as it had seemed at first - once I had sprayed it into my underwear, it simply reverted to its liquid state, which was exactly what I didn‘t wanted. Shaving cream was a lot better. It could have felt cooler or thicker though.

When I got really adventurous, I would buy liquid honey, the type you can squeeze out of a plastic container. Honey came with all kinds of fantastic sensations: the initial cool mass entering the underwear, which would then slowly spread around the genitals or go down the butt crack. Then, a considerable mass would gather in the lower crotch area, and I could squeeze it from the outside or just enjoy every step I made.

Finally, the honey would seep down further and further, and with the layer of honey getting thinner, the legs would start to feel sticky against each other or the pants. This was also the moment when it would become utterly advisable to return home - to avoid for the stains on the outside to be noticed, and for the honey to get into the shoes, leaving a sticky trail behind me. That wasn‘t a problem as long as I would be outside, but surely walking up the steps to my apartment and, evidently, in the apartment itself. Let‘s just say that I‘ve had to clean up the sticky footsteps I had left on more than one occasion.

Once inside, I would quickly find my way to the bathroom, take off every part of my clothing that had managed to stay clean, and then step into the shower with all the rest still on my body. Honey has the big advantage to just dissolve in water, so when everything was drenched, I cut simply take off my clothes, apply a little soap, and that was it.

At the very end I needed to put everything into the washing machine and double check for sticky spots anywhere inside my place. The morning after, seeing all those pairs of pants and briefs hanging there to dry was a sweet, maybe slightly embarrassing reminder of what I‘d been up to the evening before.

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Going Further

Where were we? Right, the peanuts. While having peanuts move around my bits with every step I took definitely felt nice, I also knew rather soon that I wanted to try more. Something that maybe wouldn't be visible from the outside, but leave some kind of sticky traces within my underwear.

Which lead me to try out several chocolate coated sweets like these ones:

While the sensation wasn't that different from the peanuts, I was kind of underwhelmed as far as the "messy part" was concerned. My body temperature alone just didn't seem enough to make the coating melt significantly. The same seemed to be true for different kind of chocolate bars.

At one point, however, I got the idea of placing them into my briefs right before a work-out session at the gym. Like even a considerable amount of them. Then I would first warm up and after that sit on different surfaces while working on different muscle groups. This seemed to work a lot better.

It almost became a habit to briefly pop into the supermarket near my gym before a training session and pick sweets that, as I thought, had at least some melting potential to them. When it was my impression that the risk of stains appearing on the outside of my clothes could be higher than usual, I would wear two pairs of briefs at the same time. After the training, I would discretely take out the mess and then shower in my underwear, trying to wash off the residues. A few times the mess was such that the only option appeared to be to throw away the briefs. I would walk home either going commando or in wet underwear. That also felt exciting in its own way.

Again, I did not want for my underwear filling to get noticed by others at the gym - that I wouldn't have found erotic at all. But knowing (and feeling!) that I've got something in my briefs while going about my day (and being around others) is a huge, huge turn-on for me.

By now you will have guessed that also this was by far not the end of my adventures...

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To My Fellow Underwear-WAM Aficionados

Things seem to continue fairly quiet on here, even though there is (finally) another follower 🥳. As someone put it recently, filling underwear with some kind of food/gunge is a very specific fetish. Which makes it harder to get to know others who can relate, let alone to exchange with.

The ultimate aim of my posting on here would be to get into touch with other guys (sorry ladies, but female sexuality grosses me out), with whom I'd be able to chat about how we deal with this part of our sexuality.

I know how high the threshold for posting a comment or sending a personal message on blogs like this can be, so if you just continue to read, that's obviously ok, too. Take your time. I don't know yet how often I will post new material, but I don't intend to stop any time soon.

If you are reading this, there is a good chance you will know the video I link to below. It's a good example for a "food down the (under-)pants just for the fun of it" scenario, that is neither sexual nor a dare people do for money, etc. The entire clip is so quirky that that alone would make it worth watching it. However, if you click on it, the real action is just about to start.

And how could one not like their hairdos?

I'd love to know though how the maker(s) of this video got this idea into their head - much to my delight...

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A Fantasy

Someone who shares my "special interest" for underwear filling once asked me which food I would most like to use if I had the opportunity to fill another guy, and what my dream guy for this would be like. This is what I wrote back:

"Ok, so I got some spontaneous ideas, usually I don‘t have only one favourite thing per category (like song, book, film,  food, city), but this would certainly be on my shortlist for a pants filling scenario :).

First, it would have to be clear that the food will have to stay in the underwear for a long time, at least a couple of hours. Therefore, mashed potatoes with peas or a thick nutty cream would seem ideal candidates. And I'd find a technique to stuff a lot of that into the guy's underwear, front and back.

It would be nice if I found the guy cute, though I don't have only one type. One thing I really like is muscular legs (no need to exaggerate though) in thight fitting pants, let's say jeans, they also help to keep things in there if the underwear starts leaking. The underwear is tight fitting, too. The guy would exude a certain kind of friendlyness I find hard to describe but really helps with the cuteness thing. And he has to have a nice smile. It would be nice if he kind of liked the idea of being filled, but would still feel insecure about it.

It would definitely turn me on if I knew he was completely shaved from the waist down. The sensation on the skin is just so much more intense, and I want to know he'll get that to the fullest.

Now that I think of it, I would first have some fun by pouring unsalted, non-roasted peanuts in his underwear and have him feel them trickle down his genitals and his butt. Then make him move a bit. I'd tell him to get them out at some point through the legs of his jeans, and only then would I start the real treatment :).

Once that's in there (let's make a choice and say it's the mashed potatoes with peas), it would make his pants bulge, though not so much that everyone would notice right away that that's due to filling them.

We could sit together on the sofa, arms around each others shoulders if we both feel like that or some cuddling even and giggle about his state, or (you knew this was coming) we'd go out for a walk and I'd be sure to make him sit down somewhere and watch him trying to keep a straight face while having all those very intense sensations around his crotch. He'd be embarrassed a little but also enjoy that feeling of naughtyness with an almost cheeky smile on his face. I'd give him back that same, knowing smile.

Towards the end, when we're inside again, ideally he would let me feel the artificial bulge from the outside of his jeans and even play with it/squirt the stuff back and forth between places...

Hm, you didn't know you were in for such a detailed answer, right?"

Not exactly what I was describing above, but going into a similar direction. This guy just got a massive amount of baked beans down the front during some kind of charity event - and it shows. As far as I'm concerned, now he only needs to pull up those jeans again and then stay like that. It would be even better if he did not bring a change of clothes.

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Beginnings

All right, the last posts were mostly about what I like looking at, but of course, there is a lot of underwear filling I have tried myself as well.

There are some small experiences from when I was a child that don't really count, though the fascination was already there. As a teenager and young adult, I tried desperately not to give in to my fantasies, hoping there was a way to redirect my sexuality into a more "normal" direction.

I was still a young adult when I started "slipping", which basically meant a cycle of giving in and feelings of guilt afterwards. But that is not the topic here. In any case, among the first things I tried were - peanuts!

Peeled and in their natural state (no salt or oil added), they were sure not to leave any stains on my clothes. Ideally, I would wear boxer briefs as underwear, sometimes even an additional pair, and then I would walk through the streets. Whenever there was no-one to be seen, I'd grab a handful of peanuts from a pocket, used the other hand to pull both pants and briefs to the front so that an opening would form, and then let them fall in there.

Since during those years I was already smooth down there most of the time, the sensation of the peanuts finding their way down my crotch, trickling past penis and balls, was absolutely incredible - the area is just so sensitive. After a while, a substantial amount would gather and, with every step, a different kind of sensation would appear, this time more towards my butt. Pouring the peanuts down the back of my briefs worked equally well.

Sometimes, I would buy large quantities of peanuts; my pants would start to bulge, and at some point the underwear would become unable to keep it all in, with peanuts falling down my legs, a few would end up in my shoes, but most simply ended upon the street. When it was time to go home again, I started pulling at the lower hem of my briefs, so that everything would fall out eventually. No need to clean up afterwards.

A big part of the thrill was doing this in public, even though I made sure nobody saw/noticed (I think...), and being busted would have been a nightmare. On the other hand, walking outside, getting all those sensations from everything already in there moving around while surrounded by people, was quite a sexual experience. Doing it in the privacy of my home couldn't compare.

Obviously, I got more courageous after some time and started to experiment some more.

To be continued another time 🙃.

[fillmyunderwear]

How rare is this?

First, I wanted to give a shoutout to the one follower this blog has so far!

Indeed, unlike my other fetish blog, which is focused on hair removal, this one seems to have been met with little interest so far.

There are, of course, lots of blogs/sites about gay-themed WAM (wet & messy); however, their focus always seems to be different: people getting pies into their face or gunge/slime dropped upon them, guys whose clothes are totally trashed by different substances applied upon them, guys getting their hair messed up, etc.

None of this does a lot for me, because I don't want to see the food on the clothes, but inside them, and not anywhere, but at least in the pants, and what I really long for is for guys to get food into their underwear - and keep it there.

It is a big plus if, at least at first, nothing seeps through; I know it is in there because I saw how it happened, and maybe also because the stuffed underwear provokes a bulge in the pants above them. It helps if the guys is wearing briefs that get tight towards the thighs, as that means they can take a lot before they start leaking.

While liquids have at least some fascination to it, it is definitely better if the consistency of what is getting in there is somewhat thicker, meaning it will stay in there for some time.

For example, have a look at this guy:

These screenshots are taken from an episode of "I Bet You Will" where a guy is paid for getting his underwear filled with an impressive amount of different creams - both at the front and at the back. He makes some funny faces as the cream reaches its destination, and when he leaves afterwards, he clearly has a funny walk.

Everything happens on a campus, in front of a crowd, so he has to walk to wherever he lives before he can clean himself up. They even wrap tape around his ankles to make sure everything stays in.

This is what my fetish is about. It could also be a regular meal that gets stuffed down someone's briefs, as long as it is not entirely dry. Ideally, I want the food not to be taken out for a long time, while the guy's clothes stay clean from the outside as he goes about his day, feeling the food in his crotch and butt with every movement.

It is far less appealing if all this happens in the privacy of someone's home. And there should be no food in other items of clothing, like shoes or shirt.

While I know that there are other people who get how sexually charged such a scenario can be, they seem to be very few and/or not very vocal about it. Maybe they are scared that others could get grossed out if they knew, and even if they know somebody with the exact same interest, that other guy is likely to live far away.

I would love to be wrong about this, but I am under the impression that the group of people that get turned only by this exact form of WAM (and not any other ones) is really small. Sigh.

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I Love These Pictures

These pictures are screenshots from YT-videos that are still publicly available. What you see is a Russian night club where, some years ago, visitors were sometimes dared to do to challenges for money. Which sometimes included getting gooey substances into their underwear. Here we have to guys, one getting different kinds of paste squirted into the front of his boxer briefs (there is already a fish in there and eggs are still to come), the other one gets poured what looks like custard sauce down the back.

These pictures really speak to me for a number of reasons. I love that this is a public setting, participants are probably at least tipsy, in any case they volunteer to do these dares. These tasks are meant to be demeaning in some way, but also represent an opportunity to do something "crazy" and impress people, especially since in this case the consequences cannot be undone right away.

By this I mean that they cannot just go to the bathroom and remove those substances, both their undies and their pants are drenched in thick, creamy liquids - just look at the back of the second guy's jeans. While the fish can be taken out again, the rest might be alleviated with some paper towels, but the stuff is literally all around their private parts and in their clothes.

They will stay like that for the rest of the night, first at the club, then on their way home. The other club goers have seen the entire scene and are aware of what is in there. Some will laugh, others will admire their courage. Everyone knows that these two guys have what could be described as a sticky, slimy sensation around their crotches with every movement they make. Not to mention that, as soon as they sit down, the substances get squeezed further into places they had not reached before. And at least one of the guys has a huge stain on his jeans, so even those who did not witness the dares are aware that something out of the ordinary and maybe funny must have happened.

The best thing is that the guys themselves are having a good time as well, they can laugh at this silly thing they have done for money, while they enjoy acting contrary to societal norms in public without caring what others will think. And they might even be surprised how good it can feel to have your genitals and butt crack covered in goo.

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So I guess some may find this weird...

...but I need a place where I can share about this part of my life.

To keep it short, I've got a (sexual) thing for filling underwear with food or stuff with a similar consistency. Basically since my childhood. The degree to which I have given in to this desire has varied greatly over my life. And of course, not only do I enjoy doing this myself, I also really like pictures and videos of other guys who pour various substances down their underwear, or even better, getting it filled by others.

Since I really like to think things through, I'm going to use this blog to reflect on what it means for me to have this fetish (I guess that's what you would call it). But I also want to have some fun and intend to share some pictures on here.

This photo is from almost two years ago and shows me after having come home from a "tour" - that is, I went to a shop, bought some chocolate sirup and then, still outside but in a spot where no-one seemed to be looking, poured it down my boxer briefs. Most of it on the rear side.

I then walked home while the sirup slowly seeped through the different layers of clothing and also trickled down my legs, becoming more and more visible from the outside, especially around the inner thighs.

For some reason, I find it way more exciting doing this when I'm out in public, not necessarily because I want to be noticed, but because I know that something is in my pants that shouldn't really be there according to societal norms. The thrill comes from knowing and feeling that.

I guess I'll dive deeper into that on another occasion. For now, this will have to do as my first post. If anyone can relate to this on some level, I'd also love to hear from you.