[fillypower]

> Get lost down some rabbit hole and end up reading about some medical procedure you will never need.

[geminidoomed]

fillypower​:

I have seen several weak trolls live while stronger ones die. You do not know how many times I have died and it simply did not stick.

Oh, no II diidn’t mean two iimply iit eiither worked or that II agreed wiith iit, ju2t make dii2paragiing remark2 about them fuckiing people up on purpo2e

[fillypower]

Fucking people up on purpose is a good way to put it. They never really wanted us to be functioning. I feel though that continuing on this topic will only upset the both of us. Um, though I really do not have much to speak about. I am sorry.

[geminidoomed]

iit2 okay, II’m headiing two 2leep anyhow, and II hope you re2t well when you go

[fillypower]

Rest well.

[fillypower]

My own posts are showing up on my dash and its highly odd. I did not follow myself but there they are.

[geminidoomed]

fillypower​:

I have seen several weak trolls live while stronger ones die. You do not know how many times I have died and it simply did not stick.

Oh, no II diidn’t mean two iimply iit eiither worked or that II agreed wiith iit, ju2t make dii2paragiing remark2 about them fuckiing people up on purpo2e

[fillypower]

Fucking people up on purpose is a good way to put it. They never really wanted us to be functioning. I feel though that continuing on this topic will only upset the both of us. Um, though I really do not have much to speak about. I am sorry.

[fillypower]

The hardest part of blogging is knowing who to follow and who not to. Honestly I am most likely going to simply allow followers to come to me.

[fillypower]

parallelsimulacrum​:

Thanks.

I’ll make sure to leave a note for Truman to say hello when he fronts. Sure he’d appreciate someone else to talk to.

Same here. About the responding to posts.

I shall 100k for such a post from them. More people to speak with should be pleasant.

Talking online can be a pain, most people do not really read what you say. Some people read too far into it, and quite often people want more then you are willing to give.

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fillypower​:

I find most of our kind take horrid care of ourselves. Its some sort of mystery that we survived to be honest. I c001d go into this at detail but really we both know what trolls fail at best.

II do. II thiink that2 the poiint of the whole thiing 2he doe2 though ii2nt iit, only the ‘2tronge2t’ make iit through

[fillypower]

I have seen several weak trolls live while stronger ones die. You do not know how many times I have died and it simply did not stick.

[fillypower]

parallelsimulacrum​:

Glad we understand each other.

Damn. Big dogs are cool. I think. I’ve never seen a bigger one before. Most in our old city were those little ones and medium sized ones on the streets. Maybe Truman did? Dunno.

I’m really bad at keeping conversations going..

My Ivan is rather large, his shoulder comes to my hip, and I am at least eight feet tall. I do not think many dogs his size online. Memories can be weird, do not fret. You are fine, conversation with strangers is hard. Do not feel pressured into responding. Any post I make that is untagged is free to respond to.

[fillypower]

parallelsimulacrum​:

Oh yeah, I did that whole ‘look into yourself to find yourself’ thing and just came to the conclusion that I’m an asshole. Not really on purpose. Just a lot of traumatic experiences. Plus, it’s a little different for me. I’m here to protect. It’s my job to keep us safe. I don’t put up with bullshit, and I don’t make friends. Too dangerous.

We mark our posts too. Just keep an eye out for the t and h.

But. Yeah. Uh. Hrm. Haven’t seen a dog since.. Hrm. A long time. What breed?

Trama can do that to you. Understandable, friends can be your downfall. Opening up to people is giving them all they need to undo you. Ah, noted. Ivan is at least part Bernese Mountain Dog, I have no clue what he is fully. He is rather large. Thankfully hes an idiot and only uses his size when he thinks I am in danger. 

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fillypower​:

If you ever wish for that to change, we can come to some sort of agreement. Just because your limb functions does not mean it cant be replaced.

I have noticed those with psionics often have stronger bodies to handle such things. That is very good to hear. 

II miight 2ome niight who know2 II

have never notiiced that actually mo2t of u2 take terriible care of our2elve2 and we 2eem overall pretty prone two variiou2 maladiie2

[fillypower]

I find most of our kind take horrid care of ourselves. Its some sort of mystery that we survived to be honest. I c001d go into this at detail but really we both know what trolls fail at best.

[fillypower]

@knavesprite

Greetings to you.

[knavesprite-deactivated20210826]

hey there whats up

hows it goin

ill tell you how im doing in advance i got turned into a bird

i mean i was already a bird but like a dude sized one

now im a little sparrow or some shit and i think its killing me i think all the rage in my body being compressed into baby bird size is literally killing me like my heart might just burst and ill explode a la the bird from shrek that fiona sings to and then steals its eggs

you know the one

[fillypower]

Currently very good, I am eating baked macaroni. Sadly I am eating the last of it, but we can always make more. Oh goodness, I assume some sort of anon did this to you? I know the one. I doubt anyone has not seen that film yet.

[fillypower]

parallelsimulacrum​:

Wow. That’s.. Very kind of you, actually. Really does mean a lot. Hrm. Kinda new to this whole. Expressing myself a little better thing. Hope I’m not coming off as snarky. I do mean it. Kinda rare to get a response like that.

Research is good. Listen. I don’t mind questions. I’d really rather you ask me the details over Truman. His thing is understanding us, not the technical shit.

I’m usually busy too, but I had to do some defending earlier and got a pretty deep cut. It’s either resting, or risking the stitches. Don’t feel like wasting the medic’s time any more than I have.

You. Uh. What’s got you so busy?

Emotions can be tricky and I can understand not being able to e%press them fully. My suggestion is to sit with yourself and try and focus on how things make you feel. Sometimes saying it out loud helps me. Do not fret I do my best to try and not add any emotion to words. Te%t can be tricky at times.

If  I have any I shall send them to you. With a note of who I am speaking to. Perhaps you should 100k into medical te%ts, and see how to stich things up. I find myself needing to put myself back together again often. I have a dog I take care of along with several projects I am working on. Mostly though I find being online long stretches tiring. I am not use to being social, tied with the fact I find myself getting bored easily. 

[geminidoomed]

fillypower​:

I have sleeves on my “pretty ones.” Though yes, I am often adding and removing to the limbs I wear every day. My current leg has a knife I can tuck away into it. As well as I am e%permenting with retractable claws with my hand.

Your b100d color has always been hardy, but there is something nice about having someone 100k out for you.

claw2 are alway2 fuckiing excellent addiitiion2, a2 well a2 variiou2 other 2urprii2e weapon2 hone2tly, although II only come at that from a de2iign 2tand poiint, my eye ii2 my only cybernetiic piiece pfft, not 2ure what blood ha2 two do wiith iit, but II have a pretty robu2t clade, iif feel partiicularly liike II want two be taken care of for a whiile II can a2k one of my loved one2 iif they’re up for iit

[fillypower]

If you ever wish for that to change, we can come to some sort of agreement. Just because your limb functions does not mean it cant be replaced.

I have noticed those with psionics often have stronger bodies to handle such things. That is very good to hear. 

[fillypower]

@knavesprite

Greetings to you.

[fillypower]

geminidoomed​:

Have you con2iidered a 2leeve 2iituatiion? II mean II a22ume you have but II want two hear your thought2 on iit. II can 2ee why a permiinant iin2tallatiion would get two be a paiin iif you’re con2tantly makiing adju2tment2 that change the 2iilloette of the cybernetiic2

pfft ehehehe II thiink II’ll 2urviive alriight on my own

I have sleeves on my “pretty ones.” Though yes, I am often adding and removing to the limbs I wear every day. My current leg has a knife I can tuck away into it. As well as I am e%permenting with retractable claws with my hand.

Your b100d color has always been hardy, but there is something nice about having someone 100k out for you.

[fillypower]

parallelsimulacrum​:

Pretty unique name. Equiua. How the fuck do you pronounce that. Eqweeah? Equeue-ee-ah?

Really should use that pin feature to explain this so I don’t have to keep repeating myself. Kinda just feels like I tell people this, and then they either say ‘oh fuck no’ and never talk again, or just don’t care to understand. Maybe you’ll be different. Who knows.

So, I have what’s called DID. Used to be called MPD way back in the day before they realized how shitty of a description that was. Alters aren’t just personalities. They’re their own person. Right now, it’s me and Truman. We’re a very rare, very small system. Usually there’s like at least over 20 alters in cases of DID.

Fronting just describes the process of taking over complete control of our body. Make sense? Course there’s way more to it than that, but. Most don’t care for the details.

Most use the first pronunciation, though the second is the more correct version. Honestly I would respond to ether.  I see. Well I can understand why some people do not wish to interact with you and others can not understand. The internet is home to quite a few people who are simply put morons. I will say my responses are spiritic and may take time. I have needs that require me to leave the pc.  All of this makes sense and if I need more data I have more then enough time and horsepower to do further research on my own. 

[fillypower]

geminidoomed​:

that2 probably the be2t endor2ement for 2ynthetiic 2kiin II’ve ever heard, even though iit2 not alway2 a2 Ae2thetiic 

II do 2ee hiim 2houtiing about bed2, II both thiink iit2 cute, and am glad II do not have a troll lu2u2 fiigure

although iif II diid II miight fall a2leep iin my chaiir or the ablutiion trap le22

Synthetic skin is pleasant but I find that I ruin it more often then I like. As well as the fact that I often make adjustments to my limbs and wreck it. Making it far too expensive to keep in use. I do have extra limbs with it, in case I need to interact with people whom I think the limbs will be a distraction.

I am very lucky to have him. He is both adorable and most likely the reason I am sane.

Sleeping in chairs can be nice, though the latter not so much. Perhaps I should send him to you. :)