[filthywxys]

Maybe my sbusive ex was right...

[filthywxys]

It seems like I keep falling for someone who can’t return the feelings. I always pour so much into someone and they just can’t seem to return it. I’m always losing out. I never learn how to control my feelings and self when I’m in a relationship with someone. I’m always all in or nothing at all...

[brise-de-mer-world-deactivated2]

[filthywxys]

I sure know how to pick’em. It never fails.

[thesnobbyartsyblog]

Speak it into existence.

[marcii1900]

[joshmuratori]

[appppless-blog]

“The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed.”

— Pete Wentz

[filthywxys]

a.

Our similarities are uncanny something I have yet to experience until now. It terrifies me at times but yet brings me comfort, bc I know you’ll understand. But this issue cannot be ignored... I’m not down for that. I find myself wanting to be with you, I’m not going to lie. But idk, the things you’re saying are sober thoughts.

[clashpistols]

[extramadness]

[filthywxys]

x

I miss him so. But I’ll always pick me in the end. I can’t force someone to change. I can only help so much with the healing process.

[filthywxys]

My heart feels heavy. I’m drowning in my sorrows. When will this pass.. .

[rastafyr]

[ever-is-deactivated20180225]

There’s nothing to dislike about this photo 10/10

[sleepingpigeon]

this kicks the leaning tower of pisa one’s ass

[filthywxys]

I read my therapist’snotes from the last time I’ve seen her. (It’s been a year and seven months since I’ve been to therapy). Reading 30 pages, broke me, I know living in a toxic environment can cause someone a lot of pain. I thought I was an exception . Since I’m a psych major in all, I studied the best way to manage stress. I was wrong, completely. I’m not fixed I don’t think we can ever be deemed “fixed”. But all I’m saying is I’m in a better mental state then I was. I still have a long way to go, but I’m not going to focus on the negatives. This vent just something I wanted to prove to myself that I have come a long way. That there are better days and will be better days. I am in control of my life. If I just do.

[angelic-pvssy]

Be the energy you want to receive.

[5stationary]

“We lose ourselves in books. We find ourselves there too.”