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Yeva Eleanor Orion Lazorenko / 30s / 🏳️‍⚧️ / she/her I'm just here to blog / minors & men DNI / NSFW: ask me! / header by: https://jmfenner91.tumblr.com

[finalgirlyeva]

Here's an About Me!:

My name is Yeva! (yeh-vuh) a 30 something transbian - she/her - who exists in your phone/computer. I'm here to express my inner being since I have a hard time doing it IRL. been on tumblr since 2012-2013 so, seen all y'alls shit.... yes even that.

My tag is: #mouth smoke -for my posts, or posts i identify with

And: #smoke source -For my selfies

for mutual aid: #help list

#my kink meshi - posts fitting my kinky brain (ask for nsfw blog)

#meow - cat posting

#BWOOOOOP CUTIE ALERT - reblogs of pretty cuties

🚫 IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS SUS IM BLOCKING YOU NOT SORRY. DO NOT DM if we are NOT mutuals. 🚫

We are going under the cut for specific info!

MUTUALS DM me if you want my discord server.

Catch me live on twitch!! Twitch.tv/FinalGirlYeva

Some more info about me!

So I also am a video game nerd! Speedruns. Deep lore, specific titles have my special interest. I'm somewhat in to movies/anime/tv, I'm really picky about watching things idk why. I watch a lot of live streams so, I have like specific things inside of media I am very in to.

I love music to death, my favorite thing in the world. I love listening to anything I can find that hits the right spot for me. I can put you on to a lot of interesting artists, so send me some of your top picks and I'll try to match the vibe!

I am a big pro wrestling fan. I'm an avid watcher so like that is one thing I am a bit of a nerd about. I like fantasy, rpgs, sci fi, all that. I've played DnD in the past, and am currently playing a lancer campaign, and a homebrewed system by my lovely friends!

[finalgirlyeva]

in light of my side blog being nuked, please follow my backup connection @royaltynobilitydeath

https://www.tumblr.com/royaltynobilitydeath

[finalgirlyeva]

in light of my side blog being nuked, please follow my backup connection @royaltynobilitydeath

https://www.tumblr.com/royaltynobilitydeath

[dapper-lil-arts]

Happy pride!

[daddyfuckedme]

[agender-witchery]

I just find it really weird that all of my trans focused posts EXCEPT for the nonbinary focused posts tend to pop off. Like the fact that I'm trans is negated by the fact that I'm nonbinary to some people.

[agender-witchery]

People will say TMA and transfem to mean trans woman when those terms very explicitly are designed to include nonbinary people who are marginalized along the same lines. Enbies can experience transmisogyny. Enbies can be transgender and feminine.

I'm tired y'all.

[sunderwight]

media: we have an anti-authoritarian story for you!

me: sweet hit me with the good stuff

media: so there's this marginalized underclass of people, right?

me: okay

media: and they're like, stigmatized for something that's mostly an aspect of how they are born, or where they're from, or they're badly misunderstood, right?

me: yup, got it, I'm with ya

media: so these people are rebelling against the current social order, because it's the instrument of their suffering

me: oh good great sure

media: but also they're violent and deranged and need to be stopped

me: ...what

media: yeah they're going too far, they're trying to overthrow the system and assassinate the nice cop trying to help them and also they burned down an orphanage

me: ...why? would they burn down an orphanage??

media: extremism is bad

me: still not seeing what this has to do with their fight though???

media: also now they've shot a dog. oops they shot another dog

me: what?! why? I though their motive was to overthrow oppression??

media: yes but their suffering has also made them evil

me: ...???

media: don't worry though, the good guys will defeat them and restore the status quo

me: the status quo that's been killing people?

media: well it turns out it was only killing the kinds of awful people who burn down orphanages and shoot dogs :)

me: oh. this is actually a pro-authoritarian story, isn't it?

media: nooo of course not don't be sillyyyyyy we're super progressive look one of the cops is a black lady don't be sillyyyyyy

[save-the-child-qais]

In a disturbing report published by CNN:

A terrifying reality is unfolding in Gaza. Many wounded children are being forced to rely on expired medicine because proper treatment is scarce, unavailable, or far beyond what their families can afford today.

[save-the-child-qais]

Sadly, I never imagined my own child would become part of this tragedy. Even today, baby Qais still takes expired medicine because the treatment he truly needs is expensive and extremely difficult to obtain.

[save-the-child-qais]

As a mother in Gaza, I have exhausted every ounce of strength and dignity trying to save my child. I beg you, please donate now and help me replace expired medicine with proper treatment. Your donation could protect Qais from even greater suffering.

Please donate Gofundme

[amaranthine-paws]

esraa and qais need as much help as possible, please donate if you can 💖

[irondive]

[virtualgirladvance]

[finalgirlyeva]

in light of my side blog being nuked, please follow my backup connection @royaltynobilitydeath

https://www.tumblr.com/royaltynobilitydeath

[finalgirlyeva]

in light of my side blog being nuked, please follow my backup connection @royaltynobilitydeath

https://www.tumblr.com/royaltynobilitydeath

[finalgirlyeva]

they nuked my side blog, scary-bigsister. wasnt obviously mine, but that shit is gonnnnnnnne

thank you puritanical piss baby website, really keeping the community safe from.... horny digital art and lewd text posts....

time well spent i guess, corpo stooges

[i-am-winterborn]

This pride month help a disabled trans woman

Bills are due on the 10th im short and still havent hit a goal in months ssi is a long process and i might loose food stamps soon. please anything helps 0/400 Venmo: Transgirlmagic

Cashapp: https://cash.app/$winterborn00

Dm for paypal

[sapphireh3arts]

please help my friend not become homeless!!!

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

you'll feel like a total dipshit train wreck and no matter what some girl is gonna see you and think "role model". you can't kill yourself you have to go be clocky in the gas station so a 14 year old can have the trajectory of her life altered forever

[duchessvongooseberg]

as annoying as it is to work fast food, at my previous job one time a kid recognized the theta delta pin on my hat and was so fucking excited because i was the first other therian they had ever encountered offline.

"hey....are you a therian?" "yeah!" "what kind of animal?" "eh, some kinda dog" "😲😀 im like a wolf coyote hybrid" "that's fuckin awesome"

to be weird is to cast lifelines all around you

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

tags from @k1ntsug1-r0b0t-g1rl

what really drives me nuts is that like. this happens an average of x times per year as a visibly weird person, but we only get made aware of it a small fraction of the time. you can't kill yourself you have to be clocky in the gas station.

[analog-delight]

Being clocky when i was working as a barista was one of my big joys. Being clocky when i was teaching high schoolers how to play the marimba was my reason for being for half a decade. It sucks how scared I am to leave the house I live in now. But I still need to try and be clocky at the grocery store. I wish i had a job to be clocky at. Being visibly me is one of the most radical acts I'm capable of, and I hope that one day we live in a world where it isn't radical at all.

[fleshengine]

Something that really helped ground me in my transisition and helped me kill a lot of my dysphoria was getting on tumblr and being exposed to a bunch of girls who were clocky and happy and stuff. A lot of issues of my evaporated when my mental model for trans women went from "pretty women with millions of followers on tiktok and instagram" to "normal women living their lives."

[contemptible-scoundrel]

goes crazy

[filmphotofranz]

source

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously what's going on with [tumblr] moderation right now

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously seriously

[capnsoapy]

Not even in an "I'm outraged" kind of way, in a "genuinely perplexed as to what could be going on behind the scenes to produce these outcomes." I want to stop staring at the shadows on the wall and exit Plato's allegory of the website moderation

[puppetprincesses]

genuinely all it wonders as it gets banned multiple times a *day* is. what the fuck is happening to make them respond so actively to kill girls with maybe a hundred followers. why? why *right* now? like *this*. it just cant comprehend the cruelty.

[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

tumblr moderation is two thirds AI and two thirds transmisogyny and 0% anything that isn't at least one of those two