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i can literally feel myself spiralling down again. I’ve done everything i can and im praying to god that whatever you told me is true and you meant what you said and you will honour your promise. please... please dont disappoint me. I will really fucking crash.

There’s so much mixed feelings about seeing you again. Should I feel angry about how you treated me the last time you left? But instead of that, I felt that we’ve left so much unsaid towards each other. You’ve obviously given up and living a brand new life that I am no longer part of. You’re not the same person that I knew so well about anymore. How did we end up like this again? How did two person who shared so much memories of ups and downs is back to being just strangers.

I dont deny that I still think about you every now and then but I know I shouldn’t. We’ve both overstayed our welcome in each other’s life and our fate has ended the day you left me fending for myself.

Youre nothing but just a familiar face in the crowd with shared memories.